
Perhaps the other bitter reality is when the person you love so deeply cannot see you with great love. Painful indeed but hidden is the best thing of all.
~Bia Quinsa Altafunisha's
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Shaka looked at the eyes that were now starting to slow down. The breath that was so calm it somehow made the slight worry in him lift up.
Honestly there was a feeling of fear and chaos in him. There are feelings of regret and sadness. He's almost late. She almost lost her son.
However, under these conditions. He still blames himself. Blaming the circumstances that made it difficult. Circumstances that make him not know where to be.
The soul and body are one. He wanted to accompany the figure that was lying weakly on top of this patient's bed. However, on the other hand, he is unlikely to leave the figure of a woman who says pregnant her child is also at home.
"If you can't, then choose one, Ka!" A woman wearing a white shirt just came in and walked over to Bia's bed.
Shaka, the man who had been silent since then while holding Bia's hand and staring at the peaceful face, began to turn his head.
"What do you mean?"
"Follow your own heart. If you can't, then pick one of them!"
"You crazy?" Shaka said with a frown.
"You and your wife are crazy!" The doctor said while injecting the medicine in the infusion of Bia slowly. "You're dragging a good, sinful woman into your game."
"See him!" Said the female doctor who had been taking care of Bia. "For your son and Dhira. He dared to come here alone. Always check up yourself. Caring for your future children so perfectly."
"He who knows nothing should be dragged into your troubles. He who is in a bad condition, there must be a husband next to him. However, Bia can get through everything by herself."
"What's the struggle all this time still you want to take away his son?"
"Take off Bia, Ka! Let him be happy with his life. Let her raise her child with great affection. I'm sure he'd be happier living alone with his son without you by his side!"
Some were slashed but not with a knife. Something was so tight and painful. Shaka's eyes turned towards the bed.
Eyes that always stared coldly. The eyes that were so resolute in front of everyone were now visibly teary.
"So you told me to get out of Bia?" Lirih Shaka with her heavy voice.
"Yes. Leave her! Don't give him any more burdens. I know he's like this because of a lot of thought and stress!" Lirih Dhira's friend who began to love Bia.
Yes, after all, he's the only doctor. The position of him who is a friend and friend of Dhira. Didn't make him do everything with Dhira.
He has feelings. She is a doctor and seeing all of Bia's struggles enrages her immensely at her friend and friend's husband.
"Deliver Bia, Ka! If you can't be fair and choose one. Don't hurt Bia because you've hurt some of her."
After saying that, the woman in the white shirt turned around. He punched Shaka on the shoulder and made the eyes of the two of them clash.
"I'm sure you understand what I mean and I know you can make the right decision! Do not hesitate to step! I know your feelings are starting to change, don't you," she says and leaves Shaka alone.
His eyes looked back at Bia with mixed feelings and beliefs. However, somehow the words of his wife friend made a glimmer of hope from all doubts in him began to thin.
Shaka started to know what he wanted. Shaka began to be confident in what he chose.
"I'm too much of a burden for you, Bi. I-i'm sorry! I'll finish everything!"
~Connected