
...It turns out that a feeling can never come and go as we ask. They will come according to the chord created and they will be cut off by themselves if our feelings are tired. ...
...~JBlack...
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Shaka looked to the side. He looked at the figure of his sir wife who closed his eyes quietly. Bia's breath looks so up and down so gently. It indicates if this pregnant woman has slept quietly. However, Shaka knows this kind of sleeping position is not good for Bia.
He finally started to get out of his car. Walking around the vehicle opened the door where Bia was. So gently Shaka opened Bia's seat belt. He tucked his hands into his wife's neck and legs.
Then with one movement. Finally Shaka started holding Bia. He took his wife slowly. It was as if Bia meant so much to him.
He slowly opened the door and closed it again. Shaka really did all that so gently.
"Finally" he muttered as Shaka laid his wife's body on the bed.
The man moved his slightly trembling hand. However, his lips smiled faintly as he stared at the calm face of his wife. How Bia who sleeps with a smile makes the smile spread on both corners of Shaka's lips.
"Thank you for tonight" Lirih Shaka slowly helped remove her headscarf.
He did it slowly. It was as if Shaka was afraid of waking his wife up. After the veil had escaped. Shaka starts to take off the jacket Bia was wearing. After everything is done. He pulled out a blanket and covered his wife's body to warm up.
Decreased gazing. She raised her hand and rubbed a flat stomach in which there are prospective children growing well.
"Healthy yeah. Papa can't wait to see you, son," said Shaka with teary eyes.
He lowered his body. Shaka moved his face until finally…
Cup.
Shaka kissed the stomach with a trembling feeling. Yes, he loves this child. He loved the child in his wife's womb. Shaka loved this child very much and was very much waiting for his birth.
"Papa's gonna lock the door first and clean it up. You sleep quietly. Accompany your mother who has slept first," said Shaka who unconsciously called Bia with the call of mother.
Finally the father-to-be came out of the room. Shaka wants to park his car and lock the door. Without him knowing, when Shaka managed to close the door of the room and get out.
A tear dripped from the corner of a woman's eye who had been pretending to be asleep. Since then trying to look ordinary even though his heart actually feels happy and afraid.
Heart warms. Her feelings ripple when she realizes that her husband loves her son very much.
The eyes that were closed were now open. Bia stared at the ceiling of the room with watery eyes as the tears kept dripping without being prevented.
"At least I'm not afraid to blindly leave you, son. Your father will love you well" murmured Bia by taking her breath so deeply as the tightness filled her heart.
Yeah Bia's no hypocrite. He won't lie. His heart had already fallen in feelings for Shaka. From their first sight. The second son of Almeera and Bara was already in love with the man who already had the wife.
However, Bia thought at first just because of the first glance. Or love because of the first meeting. But getting here. His feelings are getting bigger. His love is growing and making him always afraid.
Afraid to see Shaka and Dhira's affection. Afraid that what he fears will happen.
Bia doesn't want to be selfish. Bia doesn't want to be an ungrateful woman. She doesn't want to be a woman who doesn't have principles.
He will remember the requirements with Dhira. He'll remember that he's here only as a stunt double.
"Conscious, Bi. You're just a replacement for the next few months. After that you should realize that your place is not here!" Mumbled Bia in silence.
"But at least a replacement here can ask for more time. Ask for time before it's all over" Bia said in silence.
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The morning breeze began to enter the gap of his window that could be reached. The sound of birds chirping sounded so calm in the ears of a woman who started to open her eyes.
He pulled his hand up. Trying to make his body a little lighter. His eyes looked towards the curtains that were visible sunlight there.
Spontaneous Bia immediately turned towards the wall. The wall clock has shown at seven in the morning and makes the pregnant woman sit up.
"Where's Shaka?" Mumbled Bia with worry.
He lowered both his legs. He walked towards the closed bathroom. There's no one there. Bia quickly came out of the room.
Her eyes looked for where her husband was. Until finally accidentally his eyes staring at a hand emerged from the living room sofa. Bia spontaneously walked in that direction.
His slow footsteps brought him closer and before long the figure of Shaka was there. Her husband was sleeping in an uncomfortable position.
"You sleep here, Mom?" Mumbled Bia in his heart. "Aren't you going to sleep in one room with me?"
Inexplicably seeing Shaka sleeping on the sofa made Bia feel a little stifled. The heart of pregnant women seems to be over thinking. Thinking of bad things he shouldn't have thought.
"Do you not want a bed with me?" Said Bia slowly.
Ahhh remind! The mood of pregnant women goes up and down. The mood of pregnant women is always changing without being prevented. They are happy but also sad. They cry easily but are easily persuaded as well. They laugh easily because of little things.
However, they are also easy to feel.
Bia's tears almost fell. However, this one pregnant woman tries to stay calm. He looked up trying to hold back the tears so as not to get out.
He who was afraid of being discovered by Shaka finally stood up. As she was about to step up, a pull in her hand made Bia spontaneously turn around and fall right over Shaka's body.
"Mas!" Stifling Bia with a heart that almost melos.
The heart of the pregnant woman feels racing. Especially when Shaka's face right above his face looks very real.
Bia's hand which was right above Shaka's heart made the woman able to hear and feel the same heart beating with her.
"Mas!"
"What you think of me isn't right!" Shaka said suddenly with his eyes closed.
Spontaneous remarks that made Bia speechless. He pegged resignedly over Shaka's body.
"I don't want to sleep in bed with you, Bi. But." said Shaka paused as he slowly opened his eyes.
The eyes looked at each other. The eyes of both of them glanced at each other.
"But I'm afraid I can't bear to eat you if you sleep with me" Shaka said softly and with a heavy voice.
~Connected
Mas Shaka if you want to fight, do not have to do that. Fanged but made Mas's hanger. Ouch...