Bia, the Substitute Mother
Reason Bia

...I know what my position is here but I'm just afraid that if anything happens to my son, my baby with him and the man who made me fall in love so many times....

...~Bia Quinsa Altafunisha...

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That night, the night that Bia hasn't slept. He felt his stomach hurt. Bia held onto her cramped stomach and began to sit down.

He sat on the bed with a heavy breath. He felt really sick and uncomfortable until he finally wanted to urinate.

Finally, Bia did not want to delay. He wanted to make it into the bathroom. Until finally when the woman has just downgraded ********* hers. Bia's eyes were wide open.

He turned around in disbelief when he saw the blood spotting there.

"Blood!" Lirih Bia with trembling hands.

He swallowed his saliva forcibly. The woman was really scared not to play. Bia doesn't want to be an excuse because something happened to her own son.

"Why me?" His murmured was holding on as his legs began to weaken.

Bad thoughts begin to roll. Moreover, he who is a doctor knows very well what the purpose of this blood out. He didn't want to and didn't want to scare her because of it.

"Akhh Aunt Mar!" Shouted Bia who made himself immediately try to walk towards the bed.

Not until he sat down. Aunt Mar came and hugged his master's wife's arm.

"What's up, Non?"

"Astagfirefull!" Aunt Mar was in disbelief.

Especially when he saw the blood flowing in his legs scaring him.

"Money!" Strangled Aunt Mar scared.

"Auntie please take me, Bi. Please help me!" Said some women there.

"But… "

"Please, Bi. Come on!" Bia said after she got the call. "I want to see a doctor, Bi. I just want to see my son's condition."

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In a room of examination. Bia keeps feeling the pain. He is self-reinforcing himself. No more friends beside him. Bia doesn't even have anyone but Aunt Mar.

No one knows and never knows.

"How, Doctor?" bia asked with high curiosity.

"Where's the husband, you?" ask a doctor who makes Bia clueless.

"Husband?" repeat with confusion.

"Yes. I want to talk to your husband. There are many things we want to talk about about your content. You are under severe stress and make you bleed. "

Honest for pregnant size. Bia is scared too. Fear that something bad will happen to them. However, for matters of mind Bia admitted to it. Lately he's been thinking.

"What do doctors mean? What did I hurt? Why did I get bleeding? My son is okay, Doc?" ask Bia with worry.

The face of the mother-to-be was terrified. He was afraid that something would happen to him. He was afraid that their contents would have problems.

Honestly, the girl felt she didn't want to lose. Then the blood that came out of him certainly made Bia overthinking. Bia also recalled that she had fallen down. Although not strong, Bia sure because of that she was bleeding.

"we better do the ultrasound first to check the condition of the baby. Hopefully he can survive," said the doctor slowly.

Bia doesn't talk much. He only nodded resignedly as his bed was pushed. His bed was taken to a USG room.

Until his mind started to twist. Rotating where some days his brain is indeed kept on Shaka's mind. He often even ate late because he asked about the whereabouts of Shaka who never came .

Understand the mood of pregnant women is often up and down. Sometimes he was longing and wanted to meet but it seemed like just meeting him was difficult.

"We beg for too much stress. Don't think about what's not important in you. Give happiness to the child you bear. She is a gift from God and not all women can feel it."

Bia looked in disbelief. He even thought about what he was doing. What he did here was a form of regret. He became very sorry. Regretting his behavior, his son had to make up for it.

"I'll give you a booster drug well. Your fetus is really following the progress of the book but you have to keep this so that the blood does not get out."

"Okay, Doc" said Bia slowly and then she looked at her stomach.

"Hopefully you'll be safe, son. Although your presence must be separated by mother later and your life is desired by both of them."

Bia just nodded. He resigned when his stomach began to be given gel by the nurse. Slowly, Bia felt something cold touch her stomach. Then before long a device was moved up there.

The doctor looked at the screen in his hand. He moved his right hand that was on top of Bia's stomach with his left hand pressing the button that was on the tool in front of him.

"Bak can see, there," said the doctor pointing to a small dot . "That's your son. It's big, isn't it?"

Bia's heart raced fast. His eyes stared at the speck of life that was inside him. A miracle that God gave him.

"So." asked Bia with tears flowing and confused.

"Mbak's son can still survive. The child was very strong, "the doctor said and began to keep the device away from his stomach. "Other times you have to be more careful. Out there are many prospective mothers who want to get pregnant immediately and feel a small figure in his stomach but have not been awarded."

"Then you, who were given trust by God. Take good care of it!"

Bia's heart is melting. The words seemed to slap her reality. The fact that he almost lost the boy. The fact that his son was born soon

"You need to rest a lot. Do not be too tired and do heavy things," advice the doctor for the umpteenth time.

"Yes, Doctor."

Finally Bia thanked me. He was also helped in a wheelchair by Aunt Mar to his car.

The two men started getting into the car with the driver drenching them both.

Bia can only obey. Especially when it comes to the figure that begins to grow inside his stomach.

"One more time, thank you, Aunt Mar. I've accompanied Bia here."

"Together."

"It turns out I'm afraid of losing our son last night. You're both engrossed with Madam Dhira, Mas!" Bia said with a sick feeling as she looked at the two people who looked happy.

This pregnant woman looks to take her breath so deeply. He raised his hand and rubbed his slightly poking stomach. His lips revealed a thin smile.

He almost lost his heart. He almost lost the child he had. The child who became the pride and hope of Dhira and Shaka.

"You're really mean, Mom. Wicked!" Lirih Bia then immediately walked away from the CFD area.

He held his stomach and walked slowly. The woman even held back her tears that wanted to get angry. The woman rubbed it gently and felt a little cramping even though it was not as painful as last night.

"I don't want anything bad to happen like this, God. I don't want my son to leave me. Give me and my son a little good hope!"

"I just want to conceive her, give birth to her and then after that I will give what Mbak Dhira and Mas Shaka. I don't want the heartache to go on, I'm gonna go through the heartache and then slowly start sleeping comfortably."

~Connected.

the one yesterday said Mbak Bia likes to disturb. read first di. I'm sure you guys are good at this language.