Bia, the Substitute Mother
Marry Me!

...Experience in the past. What happened to him in the past and now. Everything will be an experience and the best lessons to become a better person. ...

...~Bia Quinsa Altafunisha...

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"The pain you are feeling is not karma, Shem. But God is cleaning up the sins your mother made during her life. Don't think the karma of someone you're making happens to the people around you. That's impossible" said Bia wisely.

Everyone looks to the side. He stared at Bia who was looking at him fixedly.

"Maybe I can't forget everything that happened but I don't want to pray for you ugly, it never crossed my brain, Shem!"

What Bia said is true. He hates the Semi. She was not even willing to meet and know Semi anymore. It was as if everything that had happened to her really hurt her heart and herself.

"You're a good woman, Bi. I'm ashamed of you" said Semi slowly.

He looked to the side. Staring at the expanse of the hospital garden with a gloomy view. He really regretted everything.

"I am good but not always good things make them accept me who is broken!"

Telak.

The little words that pierced Semi's heart. The man looked towards Bia who was staring ahead with a blank look.

He knew what Bia was saying. Women are like glass. Once he's broken, he'll never get back to how he was. He won't be treatable, glued together to come back like the first start.

When he falls and is destroyed, then he will be broken forever. It is treatable but there will be many cracks visible there.

"Bye… "

"I'm just describing myself, Shem," said Bia honestly. "I'm not insinuating you?"

There's no word whatsoever. The two were silent as if enjoying the silence of the garden with the fresh wind that hit their faces.

The two of them were thinking about what was going on between them. The past, the future and the present.

"Marry me, Bi!" Semi said suddenly that made Bia's heart beat fast.

Not in love. Not a thumping feeling. Except the shock mixed with a very big surprise.

"Married to me. I've been really waiting for you all this time. I'm looking for you and I want to see you, Bi. But, after that incident, your sister and your family really hid you well and my family also took me away from that house," Semi said with a sorry look.

"Sem." Lirih Bia with a look of disbelief.

"I'm serious, Bi. I don't want to be responsible for that problem. But I really fell in love with you after that. Your face can't be forgotten even…"

"Enough!" Said Bia interrupting quickly.

He doesn't want to hear everything more. He doesn't want to hear crazy jokes like this. Right now, Bia is the status of people's wives. Married to siri. However, in religion everything remains the same and Bia holds that very much.

"Why, Bi? You're still alone, aren't you? I want to marry you. I'm serious!" Semi said she would not lose.

Bia seemed to be breathing so deeply. He's really still surprised. Surprised at what this man beside her was doing.

"Click, Bi. Accept my proposal. I really love you. Give me some time to make up for everything, Bi. Redeem everything," Pinta Semu pleaded.

Bia looks dizzy. He lowered his head while adjusting his breathing which was starting to suffocate. He really knows that Semi's not kidding.

From the man's voice. The look in the man's eyes and everything he did now was different from the past.

There is no rough Semi. There is no evil Semi. Right now who was beside him, the man who was sitting right next to him. The man with everything different is the man who took away his future.

"I'm married, Sem!"

"Yes. I'm married, Sem," said Bia softly.

The woman did not want to give false hope. The woman did not want to give what she had not felt. He doesn't love Semi. Not even hope for any love.

"Can't be!"

"Why not possible!"

"Your words?"

"Just a motivation" Bia said by trying to hold everything back.

"I can't believe it. I'm sure you're lying, Bi. You're still alone. You… "

"I'm pregnant too. I'm pregnant with my son and my husband's son!"

Face Semi paled. The man looked down and looked at Bia's stomach behind his shirt Semi as if he could see everything.

Look at that belly with his inner eyes!

"I can't believe it!"

"I don't need you to believe it or not, Sem!" Bia said furiously. "Surely, I'm married and pregnant."

Semi looks angry. He clenched his hand. However, as much as possible the man held back his anger.

Semi tried to catch her breath. He tried to be calm. The man didn't want to make Bia afraid of him. Semi doesn't want to make Bia uncomfortable with her.

"I'm going home!" Pamit Bia stood up.

Semi stood up. He looked at Bia who was also facing him.

"I'm home. You go back to your mama's room, Sem. I send greetings!" Bia said and started to turn around.

When Bia started to take a few steps. Suddenly Semu's voice made her footsteps stop.

"I'll be waiting for you, Bi. I'll be here to wait for you. Come to me if you need help. I'll be ready to help you!"

Tears of Bia dripped remembering that. His head turned to the incident. His memory seemed to hold the words of Semi to him.

Bia tried to regulate her breathing. He can't be stressed like this. He must remember the child he bears. He can't be selfish and make Bia slowly stand up.

Bia's holding on to the door. After that Bia quickly walked slowly to the connecting door between her room and the park. Although the first floor, all his rooms he gave a balcony to be able to relax and enjoy the beauty of the garden he assembled and he made himself.

"Do I deserve it?" Mumbled Bia in the heart.

The man looked ahead. He raised his hand and rubbed his still flat stomach.

"After this child was born. That's when the contract is completed. I'll go that far and leave this boy with Mas Shaka and Mbak Dhira" Lirih Bia imagining that.

"Then how's my life?" Bia said to herself.

His eyes looked ahead. He tried to stare at the green leaves. The fresh wind in his room and also the chirping sound of birds flying in the trees near his house.

"Did Semi really accept me later? Did I accept her proposal, to cover all this up from Mom and Dad?"

~Connected

Hua Semi also. Just accept it, Bi! Let Babang Shaka be more and more ngereog hahaha