Child Genius - Beyond Recollection
CHAPTER 15 ~ Kill you ~

Celina stepped away from the restaurant with tears still flowing, staring at the path she passed by with tears continuously dripping down.

For a moment, the happiness in my life only stopped by for a moment, Celina's mind was crying.

Shown in his eyes, Alyssa's smile, Kevin's gentle gaze, Tiara's warm embrace and the laughter of the restaurant employees while joking with him. Celina cried until her body shook.

Looking at the car passing under the pedestrian bridge. Tired, his heart and body felt extremely tired. As her mother and sisters waited, tears flowed from the corner of her eyes.

I want it all to end, I can't take it anymore, I'm sorry mother, sister, sister Celina can't make you happy.

One foot raised slowly, setting foot on the iron fence of the bridge handle. Slowly climb one by one the safety iron.

One more step, then it'll all be over.

The shadow of his loved ones is down there. The girl wanted to reach out to them, Celina smiled, with tears constantly flowing, Celina smiled.

One more step the girl will cross the bridge handle line. His smile is getting bigger.

I'm coming, wait for me.

Celina continued her steps, closed her eyes and resigned herself to what was to come.

Celina's body was dragged, slammed, unaware of what was happening. Celina looked at her with a blurred, dark, light look, then back in the dark.

Raffa drove his car to the hospital, passing through crowded streets without caring about his speedometer that had crossed the speed limit in the middle of the city. Plugging the gas as fast as possible without thinking about its safety.

Running as fast as he could, in the middle of the hospital hallway and people passing by. Opened the door violently, making everyone in the room stare at him.

"No, no" he said gasping.

"What do you mean no, we've decided. The waiter must be reported" Mrs. Rowenna's.

Jessica, who was leaning in the hospital bed, looked cynically at her husband. Since giving birth yesterday the woman has not seen her husband's face even for a moment.

Raffa decided to leave after hearing the news, the servant he wanted to get rid of away from his family, was precisely the girl he wanted to find.

Raffa decided to calm down, he did not want his extended family to see his concern over his loss to the girl.

"We invite the press to announce the birth of Jessica who was forced to be premature due to the accident. And ask the authorities to arrest the perpetrator who caused all this" said Mrs. Rowenna.

"No, no, don't do it" Raffa said, half pleading.

"No ? why not ? mommy heard the man was gone, not wanting to apologize let alone take responsibility. Mommy wants that person included in the DPO" said Ms. Rowenna sat on the sofa with her arrogance.

In the search list of people ? means Celina will be a fugitive, Raffa's inner self.

"No, why should it be excessive like this, the baby has been born safely, why should it be questioned again" said Raffa riled.

"What ? your son was born prematurely, we have to be extra careful to take care of him, otherwise your son may grow up abnormally, I'm upset to remember that, the Saltano family's first grandchild was sickly, or stupid or.. ah I don't want to imagine it.

If I don't make a fuss about this, how do people judge our family ? a family easily trampled by just a waitress ?" said Mrs. Rowenna looked away.

Raffa looked at Jessica, the man wanted to have a four-eye talk with her. But Jessica was always escorted by her mother or in-law. The woman was never left alone, every time Raffa looked at her, Jessica would immediately turn her head away.

Press conference is held, Miss. Rowenna announces the birth of her first grandchild who was born earlier due to the incident of Jessica's fall.

The announcement was followed by the notification of the Saltano family's decision to file a lawsuit against the person who caused Jessica to bleed and give birth prematurely.

Celina opened her eyes, the girl wanted to wake up immediately. But his body felt tired. A nurse approached him.

"Mrs is conscious ?" ask the nurse.

Celina instantly realized where she was.

Why did it get here ? inner Celina.

"A scavenger pulled mbak from the pedestrian bridge fence. Everyone around there watched me want to jump from up there" explained the nurse.

Everyone is ? I didn't see anyone ? thought Celina in heart.

As Celina remembered, the people she saw were the shadows of her loved ones. Smile at him under the bridge.

What am I thinking ? reach them in that way ? cry of Celina's heart.

Celina covered her face with both hands then cried.

What am I supposed to do ? inner Celina.

The girl tried to sit down.

"Just rest first mbak, mbak condition is still weak especially in a state of pregnancy. It was very low blood pressure, it was not good" the nurse suggested.

Celina finally obeyed the nurse's words, before the afternoon Celina returned to her dorm room. Everyday Celina just sat pensively, with a blank look.

How is it now ? can I find another job ? I can't stay here any longer, the money I saved for the cost of giving birth has already been used to pay for this boarding room.

What am I supposed to do now ?

Ah. hungry, inner Celina.

Celina decided to go out to buy food, to save the girl wait until her stomach was really hungry then the girl walked to the stall around there.

A kind-hearted shop owner likes to overstate vegetables for her, Celina is often moved to see the kindness of those around her even though they don't know each other.

"According to the news that circulated your family will make a claim to the person who has harmed your wife ? what do you think, Mr. Raffa"

Celina was stunned by the news that was being aired on television, the girl immediately stared at the screen attached to the wall of the stall. The girl staggered holding onto the table in front of her.

Celina's eyes were glazed over, the television was displaying a male face that she was desperate to forget. Celina shut her mouth tightly with both her hands hoping to hold back her cries.

"True, we did agree to make that claim"

"That person is already on the People Search List"

Celina's legs were limp, the girl sat down, her tears flowing.

But once he makes me a fugitive, I'm innocent, why would he want to arrest me ? cry of Celina's heart.

"There is no solution other than to prosecute the perpetrator ?"

"I personally, would drop the charges, if the perpetrator wanted to see me, and apologize to me"

Celina stared at the screen that displayed Raffa's face, clearly emblazoned as if staring at him. Raffa's eyes looked soft as if sincerely expecting the perpetrator to appear before him.

"So good sir, just by meeting and apologizing, you will drop the charges ? then what about the big family, do you agree ?"

"I would do anything to drop the charges if the perpetrator actually appeared in front of me"

"Alright sir, thank you for the time hopefully the culprit will soon meet the master and soon be able to solve this problem, once again thank you"

"Non, this is the rice wrap" said the mother of the stall owner who had since only been able to see Celina shed tears.

Celina paid for the food in a daze. Walk slowly with tears still flowing.

Why should I see you ? is your wife guilty ? why accuse me ? is he the one who fell by himself? he doesn't want to blame me ? you cheater ? cry of Celina's heart.

He sat behind the door, crying.

"I HATE YOU !!!!!"

The girl screamed so tired that her voice was hoarse and fell on the floor looking at the ceiling.

"I hate you, I hate you so much, you are evil, you are so evil, I hate you" Celina said in a soft voice repeating those words over and over again.

Reflected for a moment staring at the ceiling of the room, shed tears until it touched the floor, the look on the girl's face suddenly changed, smiling and laughing.

"You want to see me, come here, I'm here, what are you going to do ? fuck me again ? tricking me with words touching you ? then back to your lover ?" then the girl laughed.

"oh I forgot, I forgot, now you're your wife, congratulations Mr. Raffa, you're married" Celina laughed.

His smiling face turned sad again.

Mr. Raffa is married, sir won't want to see me again.

Mr. Raffa wants to meet the perpetrator, wants to forgive him, it's because you don't know I'm the one.

The one you want to get rid of. screams the girl's heart, crying with a sore chest.

Celina wept for herself, her fate and her way of life, until finally the girl fell asleep on the floor.

Mrs. Rowenna looked intently at her son, the hard-hearted woman did not accept Raffa's statement of willing to forgive the person who harmed her daughter-in-law and granddaughter.

"What do you think, determine for yourself the solution of this matter, no one will allow you to forgive that servant.

You can't forgive him" she shouted. Rowenna's.

"Why can't it ? mommy, stop meddling with my family affairs from now on. The person in the dispute is my wife, so I have the right to determine how to resolve it" Raffa said.

Mrs. Rowenna was shocked to gape, as well as the Cartwright family. Raffa approaches Jessica's bed.

"Reply recover dear" he said while whispering.

"Take off the charges, or I'll break your secret" he whispered as if kissing his wife's cheeks.

Jessica was shocked to hear Raffa's words. To this day the girl still hopes the maid is caught, she forgets her goal of blowing the news that her child was born prematurely has been achieved.

But somehow Jessica lusted to cheat on the waiter. He had no problem at all with the waiter. It was only his oppressive and insulting nature that made him insist on arresting the clashing servant.

Celina stepped her feet out of her boarding room, carrying a travel bag to walk in no direction. The girl could no longer afford to pay rent for the boarding room. It had been three months to rent the room and until now the girl still did not get a job again.

The rest of the money can only be to buy a little food while the gestational age just counts the days. Celina tries to apply for a job but seeing the content that has been so large makes people hesitate to accept it.

The girl panicked, not even caring anymore, if the status of the person who entered the search list of people. Looking for the cost of childbirth and the cost of living is what is most important to him at this time.

Tired of walking with such a big stomach made the girl want to rest but there was no place she could take a break.

Celina was stunned to see an unkempt house. The yard of the house is filled with shrubs and rose plants scattered everywhere. Makes the girl remember the story of Tina's mother while still sitting in the middle of Junior High.

"Why did you give me the name Celina Rose ?" asked Celina teen while sleeping on Tina's lap.

"Because you found in an empty house that has a lot of roses" said Bu Tina while combing the long hair of her adopted daughter.

"While Celina's name comes from the name of her favorite singer, Celine Dion, she sang the song that became the soundtrack of a memorable film for both mother and husband. It was the last movie we saw together, until she died" explained Bu Tina, who had a good time with her late husband.

"What film is Mom ?" ask Celina curiously.

"A romantic film set against the backdrop of the sinking of a ship called Titanic, the female character named Rose, is beautiful and graceful, but unfortunately ends tragically. The male character died because he was unable to withstand the cold of the Atlantic ocean" Tina said.

Celina Rose, unknowingly the girl entered the empty house, walked over to the large, uninhabited house. The dusty floor, there Celina sat pensively, staring blankly.

The girl suddenly missed the mother who had been taking care of her since that baby.

I'm sorry ma'am, until now I have not been able to make my mother happy, screamed Celina heart.

Crying sobbing, crying over her situation.

I'm guilty ma'am, I sinned for ignoring mom's messages, I'm sorry ma'am, I'm sorry.

Back in his memory, when he first set foot in the Night Club, there were doubts in his heart, but the premonition was ignored just like that because of his belief that would not be able to fall into the night world.

Making him reckless to work as a waiter in a place that is often visited by the striped-nose men. The place first looked at that face, hearing the voice of the man. The man who ended up chasing her down a deserted street.

Celina's cry broke out, the girl regretted her wrong move, regretting her decisions that brought the girl to her current fate.

I hate you sir, I hate meeting you, I hate myself, I hate myself, I hate you, Celina screams.

"I HATE YOU..!!!" celina shouted echoing in that empty house.

"Ah... ouch.. aching" Celina felt an excruciating pain in her abdomen.

The girl tried to stand up, but was unable to. Celina tried to scream for help, but no one came. Trying to walk but unable to move.

The girl was sitting on her back with breath and sweat pouring out. The overwhelming pain she felt made her imagine the birth mother who gave birth to her.

Walking out unable to do so, the girl opened a travel bag nearby and took her shirt, biting the shirt, as hard as she could to push the baby who wanted to leave her womb.

Breathing out, forcefully pushing the big belly, the floor was soaked in amniotic water mixed with blood. The girl paused for a moment, Celina's chest moved up and down as it inhaled and exhaled.

Take a t-shirt and put it on his thighs. The girl resigned she would not be able to reach the hospital.

The pain appeared again, with tears rushing down Celina struggling with all her might to push the baby out of her stomach until the moment of being out of breath, a small creature appeared on the sidelines of her thighs.

So small, pale and slippery covered in blood. Celina screamed loudly. The baby was born, the girl was scared. The sound of crying babies broke the silence of the empty house.

Celina looked at the baby she had just born. The baby boy who was still covered in blood was crying very loudly echoing throughout the hallway of the house causing a creepy sound.

Staring at the baby was like staring at the face of the man who had kept him in the villa for days. The hatred, which she felt for the man was now gushing out on the little creature that had just made it out of her womb.

The face of the man who was chasing him in the desolate hallway, which had taken away his chastity. Then he left her to marry another woman.

"I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU" he yelled at the crying baby

Celina covered both her ears with all her might. Not wanting to hear the cry of the baby from the man.

Celina yelled again, she did not want to hear the sound of the baby crying. Choose to run from that empty, dark and damp room. On the porch of the house Celina stopped, looking into the house.

"I have to leave it, I don't care, I'll leave it" Celine said.

Stepping away from the terrace, the sound of thunderous lightning made the girl shocked to stagger back. Before long it rained, the girl fell. Go back to the bleeding baby.

"SILENT... SILENCE." cried the depressed girl while covering her ears.

Suddenly stared intently at the baby boy, approached him, put his hands on his neck. Slowly tightened his grip.

"You're a Saltano, aren't you ? I will kill the descendants of Saltano today" said the girl with reddened eyes.

Given the vanity of Mrs. Rowenna, Raffa's treatment and Jessica's cruelty.

"I'm going to kill you Saltano, big lady look, look at me killing a descendant of yours, I'm going to kill your descendant, I should have killed you that day, I should have let you die in that Villa" celina shouted and laughed very loudly.

Seeing the baby was a goal. With a smile and tears continuing to pour, Celina pressed against the small neck, until the crying voice stopped.

...~ Connect ~...