
Lily is in a dilemma, wanting to keep her pride as a woman at risk of harming her or mengikhlaskan but living like a disabled woman.
"It doesn't matter to me that it's important for me that you can be healthy and keep me company" said Doctor Dino, hugging his crying wife.
One time Lily agreed to a breast lift for a moment then canceled it. His heart was worried, every breath of his weight was always accompanied by a strong head. Bad thoughts always haunt him.
Many times Lily was desperate and advised her husband to approach Celina.
"No, I wouldn't go near him if it just wouldn't make you really try. Why does he have to be anyway?" ask Doctor Dino.
"Because I like it so much, at the store I always pay attention to it. Celina loves children so much, she sincerely loves children. It was very clear, when he saw the little boy he would greet him and help him find what he wanted" Lily told him.
"That's because he does work in a bookstore, his job is to serve visitors" said Dr. Dino.
"But others are not, only he who sincerely serves and helps people. He's the only one who likes kids so much. I'm sure our son will be happy to have a mother like Celina" Lily said with a distant look to imagine Celina.
"Don't mention Celina again" said Dr. Dino.
Don't mention Celina's name again, it's very often thrown out of Doctor Dino's mouth. However, still in each of her talks, Lily compared everything to Celina. Although annoyed to hear the story of Lily but sometimes Doctor Dino lured to listen.
"If it's because Celina you feel calm and do not really undergo treatment, I reiterate, I will not see her once" said Dr. Dino firmly.
"I will try hard, I also want to live longer with you. I even want to be with you forever. But if destiny says otherwise I want you to promise to fulfill my wish because it will make me feel calm" Lily said with teary eyes.
Doctor Dino was stunned, Lily remarked that she would still try. And Lily also wanted Doctor Dino to be willing to fulfill her wish for the sake of her peace of mind.
Doctor Dino nodded in order to calm his wife's feelings. Doctor Dino promises to fulfill his wife's wish to get close to Celina if fate finally separates them.
Lily's treatment began, Lily underwent breast removal surgery as a whole. Makes Doctor Dino's wife just have next to the breast. However, Doctor Dino kept acting like before. Doctor Dino's love is even more abundant in his wife.
The series of chemotherapy finally had to live Lily, slowly her appetite was reduced. Doctor Dino bought whatever healthy food for his wife who began to often nausea to vomiting.
Doctor Dino steadfastly accompanied his wife, chemotherapy treatment was carried out by injecting the drug directly into the vein and will last for twelve weeks. That makes Lily discouraged sometimes Lily experienced a decrease in health conditions to make the treatment run longer.
"There is no other method of treatment. I don't think I can afford chemotherapy anymore" Lily said desperately like giving up.
"There is, hormone therapy but it usually takes longer, up to years" explains Dr. Dino.
Lily is getting weaker to hear that hormone therapy has side effects of bone and joint pain. Eventually Lily chose to continue treatment with chemotherapy.
Slowly other effects were felt Lily like a heat attack or hot flashes. Lily overcame it by wearing thin clothes, spending time in the AC room. While wearing skimpy clothes, Doctor Dino would tease his wife. Accusing Lily of wanting to tease her, Lily always gets entertainment and extra spirit from her husband
The feeling of fatigue is overcome by adequate rest and eating healthy foods. However, the thing that made Lily sad the most was her hair loss.
Doctor Dino advised his wife to cut her head off instead of always feeling sad when she saw her hair fall out.
"No, Brother Dino wants me to look ugly" Lily said.
"Even if you don't have a single hair, you will still look beautiful. Just look at a lot of famous artists who once looked bald like your idol Natalie Portman or Charlize Theron.."
"He was bald too? though she was very beautiful" said Lily hooked.
"Have you ever seen a famous singer in the '90s? Sinead O'connor he always appears bald" said Doctor Dino while browsing photos of the Irish singer and songwriter.
"Well, it's beautiful" Lily said, looking at a photo of the artist as a young and famous person.
"Beautiful? but to me you are more beautiful" said Doctor Dino, kissing his wife's lips.
"Sister is lying" Lily said as she moved away and covered her lips with her fingers.
"Silent" said Doctor Dino as she pulled Lily's hand over her mouth.
Doctor Dino always tries to comfort his wife, making Lily feel like someone the young Doctor always needs. And Lily is so grateful to have a husband who always supports her.
Days change, times of treatment have passed. Lily was cured of her illness. The woman's life is back to the way it was with a husband who never lost his love.
Lily began to grow her hair again, daily taking care of herself and her baby. However, Lily has not been allowed to leave the house by her husband. Lily wondered what Ozora was like now, looking for information about the child who had been famous since the baby.
"Ozora has been eight months, has grown bigger and his intelligence is extraordinary" Lily said.
"Oh my goodness has been fluent in speech since the age of six months? the boy is truly a genius" Lily said in awe.
The more he saw Ozora, the more his longing became. Lily invites her husband to visit a bookstore. But Doctor Dino has always been evasive, since Lily betrothed herself to Celina there is a different feeling in her.
Even Doctor Dino refrained from explaining to Celina the origin of Ozora's intelligence that had been diagnosed. Lily is sad, Doctor Dino always look for reasons to busy until he did not have time to accompany Lily. While Lily feels Doctor Dino is deliberately avoiding Celina. Now Lily regrets having betrothed her husband to Celina.
Lily can only keep up with Ozora's progress through social media, the more her admiration grows. When Nazolla was two years old, Lily took her daughter to visit the bookstore. Lily excitedly stepped towards the third floor however, what she saw. Doctor Dino just came down from upstairs. Lily hides among the crowd of visitors.
Why is Dino here? why is it that every time I ask her she never wants to? did they secretly meet behind my back? wh why? why does my chest hurt? I was the one who told her to get close to Celina. Why was it when all that happened that I was hurt? inner Lily.
Lily was unable to continue her intention of meeting Celina and Ozora. Once at home, Lily can only be pensive.
Like this feels betrayed, why not frankly brother Dino? if you like Celina? is this all my fault? I'm in a hurry to match them, it's my fault, Lily's inner.
The woman cried sobbing, a regret she could not bear. That made Lily moody. When Doctor Dino came home from practice it was clear that the man saw the change in his wife's behavior.
"Dear, what's wrong with you? are you sick?" doctor Dino said he immediately examined his wife's pulse.
"It looks like you're exhausted, you've eaten yet?" ask Doctor Dino.
Lily was upset, wanting to ignore her husband's attention. Lily feels Doctor Dino's attention is just a fake but Lily is a kind woman, she's the one who can't bear to ignore people let alone it's her own husband. Lily finally shook her head for all her husband's questions.
Once Doctor Dino's attention on him made Lily who had wanted to go berserk now just choose silence. But his feelings are still not calm. Doctor Dino came with a tray of rice and a lot of side dishes.
During chemotherapy Lily's physique must be strong otherwise she won't be able to counter the effects of the drugs she's injected into her. Until the woman has been declared cured, the nutrition given to his wife is still considered by Doctor Dino.
The man sat down at the table and took his wife. Lily looks lazy, the woman looks back no appetite.
"Auntie said it was ready to eat but you don't want to eat, what's the reason?" ask Doctor Dino.
You are the reason, which makes my appetite disappear, Lily said in her heart.
But the woman's mouth was silent.
"What's wrong? didn't I tell you your condition must always be fit, not too tired and eat nutritious food" said Doctor Dino while feeding his wife.
Lily cried at her husband's attitude and speech. Lily could not afford to lose such great attention from her husband. However, Lily also did not want her husband's attention as just a trick to cover up her husband's behavior. Lily wanted to ask but couldn't get started.
"What's up, baby? tell me what's going on?" ask Doctor Dino to be worried.
Doctor Dino's question seemed to give Lily a chance to ask.
"Dino still loves me?" ask Lily.
"This kind of question? don't you see? I'm currently bribing you even though I just got home from work, haven't I proven my love for you yet?" doctor Dino asked with a smile at his wife's question.
"Dino doesn't like other women?" ask Lily.
"What do you mean I'm having an affair?" Doctor Dino asked back.
Lily returned to tears, since suffering from breast cancer a few years ago made the woman more sensitive.
"Tough or happy, healthy or sick I will always love you. That was my promise when I married you, I never denied it" said Doctor Dino, to make sure his wife.
Doctor Dino does not want to make his wife dissolve in prejudice.
"But I saw Brother Dino from the top floor of Celina's bookstore" Lily said hesitantly.
"What's? you there? alone?" doctor Dino was shocked.
Now it was precisely Doctor Dino who became angry, the man immediately stood up.
"I said what? not anywhere? if anything happens how?" ask Doctor Dino.
"I'm fine, I'm bored at home. I want to see Ozora and Celina. I also want to introduce my daughter to him" said Lily, who now feels guilty.
Doctor Dino is upset and leaves his wife alone at the dinner table. The man chose to go into the room and go straight into the bathroom. Lily followed but stopped in front of the bathroom door. His heart was now worried. Her husband was upset to find himself leaving without asking permission.
Lily returned to the dining table, staring at the food her husband had prepared. The woman decides to spend it, hoping that her upset husband will forgive her.
Slowly but surely, Lily finished all the food prepared in front of her. Doctor Dino smiled to see his wife finish all the food and then kissed the top of his hair.
"Once dong, eat a lot to always be healthy" said Dr. Dino.
Although the cancer pain suffered by his wife has vanished but Doctor Dino always maintain the condition of Lily's body. The young doctor did not want to be careless again in maintaining the health of his wife.
"There's something I want to ask you, sister" Lily said.
Doctor Dino who had been refreshed after the bath nodded with a smile. Lily ventured to ask because she saw the attitude of Doctor Dino who was no longer angry. Plus after bathing usually the mind of the man is always open and not easily angry.
"Sister to the bookstore to see Celina? why do I always ask my sister to refuse? but Brother Dino actually went there alone" asked Lily with eyes that began to glaze over.
"You suspect I'm having an affair with Celina?" ask Doctor Dino.
"Did you like it?" lily asked, wanting to know.
"Of course she likes her isn't she a good woman? isn't that what you always say?" ask Doctor Dino.
"So you're really in touch with her?" lily asked with tears flowing.
"Yes but not the relationship you had in mind. I'm not there to find Celina, I'm there to find the books I need to add to the collection in the hospital library. I was ordered by the hospital chief to be one of the consulents" Dr Dino said.
"What's that?" lily did not understand.
"The consulate is a kind of guide for koas when running their program. The duties of the consulents are the same as the supervisory lecturers for medical scholars who want to get a doctorate degree. A medical degree must go through a professional program. This professional program is called koas. I found some books I needed and asked the bookstore to take her to the hospital library. I didn't even meet with Celina" explained Doctor Dino.
"really? didn't Brother Dino go upstairs? it's impossible not to find him. She was always there" Lily asked doubtfully.
"If you don't believe me, let's ask the bookstore. Celina's permission is not working because she is following a thesis hearing" explained Dr. Dino.
"Oh, so Brother Dino didn't meet her?" said Lily.
"It's a shame to meet him anyway why? what's problem?" ask Doctor Dino to try to be reasonable.
Doctor Dino always tries to be reasonable when it comes to Celina. Depressing the feelings that arise due to his match with Celina by his own wife.
Lily nodded with a relieved face, suddenly Doctor Dino's phone shook. Lily took the initiative to take the phone to her husband, briefly looking at the name of the contact listed on the screen. Lily was stunned, the contact's name was Celina.
...~ Connect ~...