Child Genius - Beyond Recollection
CHAPTER 33 ~ Fear of Losing ~

A hotel maid knocks on the door of the room, Kevin who had just laid down while hugging Celina was forced to get up. Jessica, who is heavily drunk at the hotel bar, asks Kevin to pick her up.

Kevin hired Jessica so he could get to her room soon. Many times the woman felt nauseous and almost vomited. Kevin had trouble carrying the woman who was walking in the daze because of the drunkenness.

Along the way the woman was raving indistinctly, making Kevin upset, finally deciding to hold Jessica in order to get to his room soon. At last, Kevin was able to enter Jessica's room.

Kevin wants to put her in bed. But the woman who was still in her trunk suddenly grabbed Kevin's shirt crate and pulled out her vomit there.

About Kevin's shirt and Jessica's own dress. Kevin immediately put Jessica into the bathtub so that the woman can immediately clean herself.

Kevin tried to clean his body from the smell of Jessica's vomit, but still smelled. Finally Kevin took off his shirt and washed it in the sink. The man looked at Jessica with a look of annoyance and disgust, Kevin just turned the shower, cold water soaked Jesica's body to make the woman immediately aware.

"Clean your body, I need to get back to my room" Kevin said, taking his wet shirt off the sink.

"Wait" Jessica said as she opened her wet dress.

Kevin looked over to find Jessica who was just dressed inside. The man turned his face away from it. Jessica held her hand.

"Kevin, thanks for taking me to my room, I couldn't call Raffa, so I had to ask you to pick me up" Jessica said, wiping Kevin's open chest.

"I have to go back to my room" said Kevin, who took his wet shirt off, choosing to leave immediately.

But Jessica was reckless and stood blocking the door. The sexy woman leaned against the door to block Kevin out of the room.

"Go away, I have to go" said Kevin still trying to be patient.

"Kevin is with me, I miss you so much" Jessica said, beginning to seduce Kevin.

The man who had been fed up and upset with Jessica's attitude encouraged her to immediately step aside from the door. Kevin manages to get out but Jessica keeps chasing him and hugs him.

Kevin did not care, the man wanted to return to his room immediately but his steps came to a halt. In front of it stood Celina who was fixated on looking at him.

Celina immediately took the cardlock out of her pajama pocket and attached it to the sensor box, the sensor light was green. Celina immediately opened the door then walked into the room and immediately closed it back. Celina leaned behind the door.

His chest was pounding, not expecting to see such an unusual sight. Kevin was bare-chested and Jessica was wearing only her underwear. Imagining that Celina covered her face.

There was a knock on the door, Kevin was at their doorstep.

"Celina, please open the door" said Kevin rather slowly.

Not wanting to be heard by the other guests, Celina was stunned.

"Celina please open the door quickly, I'll explain everything" said Kevin began to panic.

Celina opened the door, Kevin went straight in and grabbed onto Celina's shoulder.

"Never think about it, it's not what you think it is. She's. ah.. " Kevin wanted to explain to Celina the situation.

But the man hated the smell of vomit on his body.

"I take a shower first, I'll explain everything later" said Kevin immediately into the bathroom.

Repeatedly poured soap on his chest, so that the smell was gone. The man would not confidently approach Celina with such a smell.

Celina stood looking out the window, looking at the ocean with thousands of stars in the sky. Celina tried to take her mind off the incident. To be honest Celina did not mind whatever happened, the girl felt she had no right to restrict Kevin.

Moreover, this concerns Jessica, the girl who once filled Kevin's heart. Celina felt she had no right to interfere in their affairs. Celina looked at their engagement ring. But somehow his chest hurt.

What do I feel, love, or fear of loss ? how selfish it is to control someone just for fear of losing him, fearing his attention turning to others, inner Celina.

The girl breathed heavily.

No, I can't be like this, I can't be selfish.

I can't limit him, he can like anyone, I have no right to forbid him, Celina said.

Celina who from the beginning did want to open her heart to Kevin. It is precisely facing the fact that Kevin is Raffa's best friend. Ever since Kevin expressed his feelings and blocked Celina from leaving Alyssa's house, Celina has been determined to forget about Raffa.

Kevin who wants to accept Celina despite being pregnant with another boy, makes the girl's heart touched, Celina loves him more. But in the middle of the journey strengthens his heart to Kevin. Raffa is present and slowly re-enters his life.

Celina closed her eyes, pressing on her chest that felt sore.

Celina was still pensively looking out the window, suddenly Kevin had been behind her, hugging the girl from behind. Putting her chin on Celina's boat, the two of them looked at the sea and the night sky.

"There's nothing going on between me and Jessica, you know exactly how I feel about you" Kevin whispered.

Celina just kept quiet, Kevin flipped over Celina's body, the girl was shocked and turned her face away. Kevin was just wearing a towel in front of him. Kevin grabbed Celina, hugged her. Celina felt something different, Celina's face clinging directly to Kevin's athletic body without anything limiting.

"Don't it smell, right ? jessica's vomit stuck to my chest, the drunk man asked me to pick him up and I got his vomit" asked Kevin.

"Do I need to spray body spray ? ask Kevin.

Celina shook her head, now that was not Celina's focus, not her smell or not. But the man who hugged her just by wearing the towel made her heart flutter.

Celina retreated away from Kevin, then opened the glass door, sitting in a lazy chair facing the sea. The girl's heart was still pounding, Celina was downcast. I don't know what would have happened if he hadn't hurriedly dodged Kevin's embrace.

Kevin looked disappointed but understood, immediately the man put on his hotel pajamas and sat down beside Celina.

"I'm sorry, you must hate what I did to Raffa" Kevin said, looking at Celina.

The girl just bowed.

"It was my fault, I couldn't get away from her" Celina said.

"I will always wait for you until you can really accept me and forget about Raffa" said Kevin, grabbing Celina's hand and kissing her back.

"Sister, how does sister feel about Jessica, it seems like she's still expecting big sister ?" asked Celina in a hesitant tone.

"My feelings for Jessica are over since I cut off my relationship with her and let her go with Raffa" Kevin replied as he looked straight into Celina's eyes.

Kevin even saw Celina's face so close, that the girl was misbehaving.

"Why see me like that ?" said Celina bowed shyly seen like that.

"You're jealous ?" ask Kevin.

Celina immediately denied.

"But I was really jealous every time I saw you with Raffa, only this time the jealousy took me so deep that it made me forget our friendship.

I wasn't even like that when Raffa took Jessica away from me.

Fights we used to do but this time I really felt the real anger, and this time Raffa also chose to accept it without a fight.

What has happened to us ? kevin was astonished

"Tita, is the sibling's biological child ?" tanya Celina was still hesitating

Laughing Kevin grabbed Celina then clenched her tightly.

"Isn't that so ? wasn't Jessica's first boyfriend's sister before she was with Mr Raffa ? mr. Raffa said that Tita was not his real daughter" asked Celina.

"I last met Jessica a while after graduating from High School and just a few days ago reunited with her, how could I possibly have a child with her ?" said Kevin while looking gently at the girl in his arms.

"If you become my wife then you are the first girl I sleep with" Kevin whispered, making Celina's face glow red.

Kevin laughs.

Only God knows how much I want it, Kevin.

Slowly lifting Celina's chin, gently permeating the girl's lips, Celina closed her eyes receiving Kevin's gentle treatment. The man deepened his kiss when he suddenly heard a knock on the door. They wonder who is knocking on the door these nights.

Kevin opened the door and was surprised to see Keira at the door. Celina came to take the girl in. Kevin looks lazy to accept the girl in his room.

"Do you want to come here ?" kevin asked less friendly.

Celina looked in surprise at Kevin, the man is usually always friendly to everyone, he should be more friendly to a girl. Keira realizes Kevin's attitude but she doesn't care.

"Can I ask for help ?" ask Keira.

"What's up ? say ?" ask Celina.

"I... want to borrow your fiance for a moment, can't you ?"

"What ?" kevin shouted loudly to the surprise of the two girls.

"Just for a second, help me ?" keira said as she pleaded with Celina.

"No" Kevin replied quickly.

"I didn't ask you, I asked Celina" Keira said.

"Hey. who became his fiancee was me" said Kevin annoyed.

Celina looked back and forth at the two people who were fighting each other, then laughed.

"If I may know what it is for ?" ask Celina curiously.

"To be my fiancee ?" ask Keira.

"Well, no" Kevin replied quickly.

Keira looked intently at Kevin, then looked back at Celina begging to be allowed.

"Can you explain why you wanted to borrow it to be your fiancee ?" ask Celina more clearly.

"There was a former fiancee who came looking for me, she couldn't believe that I had a new candidate, she was always after me, she wanted to come back with me, but I couldn't take it anymore" Keira explained.

Celina looked at Kevin, who was stared at looking in wonder at Celina. As if asking why he should help the girl.

"Why not look for another man ? so many CEOs here why do I have to ?" ask Kevin.

"Because I'm not familiar with their partner, so there's no way they'll allow, after all, that handsome CEO just you and Raffa, Raffa's current condition, to be unreliable" keira's clear.

Celina invites Kevin to talk on the balcony, the girl begs Kevin to help Keira. Kevin doesn't believe he should be willing to do that ridiculous deed.

However as this was Celina's request, the man finally agreed.

Kevin is invited to Keira's room, to become Keira's new fiance. At first Kevin again disagreed, the man did not want to go to the girl's room. But Keira already told her room number to her former fiance.

Celina only smiled as Kevin finally went to Keira's room. The door of the room had closed again the girl fell down, leaning behind the door. Kevin was with Jessica and now Kevin is with Keira.

Celina exhaled heavily, just about to step onto the sofa back there was a knock on the door. Kevin was standing there.

"I wouldn't have been there if you hadn't come" Kevin said.

"Why ?" ask Celina.

"I don't want to leave my fiancee alone while I have to accompany my fake fiance there.

You go to his room or we just cancel" said Kevin, actually he does not want Celina to feel anxious about his loyalty.

"Go I'm fine here, later if I'm afraid he can foil his plans" Celina said with a smile.

"Keira agrees you come, come on !!! otherwise I cancel this ridiculous plan" Kevin said forcefully.

Celina finally comes to the girl's room, Celina will hide on the balcony of the girl's room if Keira's former fiancee comes.

Entering the girl's room, Keira simply put on a towel while smiling. Celina was flabbergasted Kevin was grateful to finally bring Celina along with him.

The girl took off the hotel's white towel and showed a corset dress inside. Celina and Keira laughed, the girl deliberately wore the towel to show her affection with her new fiance later.

The clothes worn by Keira are a type of Corset Dress and of course the top resembles a corset. Dress that is able to make the appearance look sexy it has a model that fits the body shape. This dress is very fitting for women who care to look sexier.

Wearing the dress and coating it with a towel made Keira seem to be wearing only a towel. Keira and Celina talk about their plans on the bed, while Kevin sits on the sofa listening. Sometimes the man laughed at the familiarity of the two beautiful women.

Keira looked at Kevin.

"You're lucky to have a lover who loves you so much and worries about how you feel. If I had a guy like that I wouldn't have canceled my wedding" Keira said as she stared at Kevin, who was sitting watching his phone screen.

"Your ex-fiancee seems serious, the proof is that she is still chasing you, even to the point of proving that you are engaged again, meaning that she is heavy to release you" said Celina.

Keira shook her head.

"He just didn't want to lose me, but I wasn't sure he loved me" Keira said.

"Isn't it because love is so afraid of losing ?" ask Celina.

"Foul but afraid of losing is not necessarily loving. Kevin loves you so much that he fears losing you while Chicco fears losing me but not necessarily loving me" Keira said.

"Why can he be afraid of losing you when he doesn't love you ?" ask Celina.

"Because there's something that he's after me, my property and position, not my love" said Keira who looked sad.

"I've seen her with other women, but she doesn't admit it, I cut off the relationship with her right on our wedding day, which is why she was so angry" Keira continued.

Celina was stunned to listen to Keira's story, it turns out that there are many types of relationships between men and women. Relationships can be very complicated and can be easy.

Celina turns to Kevin who is still engrossed in looking at the screen of her phone, Celina feels her relationship with Kevin and Raffa is very complicated. They each wanted to stick to their stand. While Celina felt like a person with no stance.

Keira gets a call from her ex-fiance, soon the man will come. Celina immediately stood in a hidden place, staring at Keira who opened the door.

The long-awaited person came, Keira introduced Kevin to the man. Keira was very spoiled towards Kevin to convince the man. Kevin helps the girl act as if they are a soon-to-be-married couple.

Kevin plays his role, Keira behaves as if she is making out with her fiance when the man arrives. Celina's chest ached as she watched Keira grab Kevin's face and kiss the man's lips.

...~ Connect ~...