Couple Doctor's
The Lost Dusk

...Falling in love is fun when laughing together and being happy together. However, it instantly turns painful when the universe gives no blessing....

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Code blue still rings very loud, the activation system code for emergency conditions for patients who need help and medical treatment as soon as possible as in the case of patients experiencing cardiac arrest.

Ervin as a heart specialist immediately headed to the ICU room to see the condition there. To the extent that he ran away and did not care anymore if in the rooftop there was still Lieutenant Samudra and also Aurora who just arrived.

“Ok, I admit He's a great doctor. She... worthy of being a sister-in-law.” Lieutenant Samudra smiled proudly.

“Not to dream too much. Getting close to it is hard, let alone having it. There is a very large wall and the wall is also difficult to count easily.”

“Yes already, I want to see in the ICU room. Not back to the force, right? Keep papa tuh,” pinta Aurora.

Aurora ran after Ervin who had already run. And when he arrived at the ICU room Aurora was amazed by Ervin's swift action.

Ervin directly acts to provide basic life assistance to patients in several ways that are recommended. Pulmonary cardiac resuscitation, defribilation and follow-up care. It should be prioritized when the patient has a sudden heart attack (cardiac arrest) or when the patient has acute respiratory failure (respiratory arrest).

Ervin threw away his suit somewhere it fell. Because, when the occurrence of such a precarious atmosphere the doctor must take action as soon as possible, if it will not cause the patient's safety is more dangerous even the patient's life will stop over the course of time.

“Prepare his AED tool!” Ervin's Letters.

“Good, Doc.” The nurse nodded.

AED or Automated External Defibrillator, one of the medical devices needed when patients experience sudden cardiac arrest.

Ervin holding the heart shock device, the nurse gave the gel to the tool board after, Ervin swiped slowly and then, giving an electric shock to restore the heart rhythm.

“One...”

“Two..”.

“Three..”.

“Thank you!”

Tuuttt... Tuuuut... Tuuuuut...

The heart rhythm is still not stable, the patient's heart is still not beating normally. And that's a sign that Ervin as a doctor must return to try as much as possible to provide a new life for patients.

“Never give up on a rescue! Unless it's God's will. Now keep doing the first rescue with the AED tool until the rhythm returns to normal.” Ervin won't give up until he feels he's really made it.

Fifteen minutes... Ervin is still trying to restore the heart rhythm of the middle-aged female patient. And out there is a teenage boy who is relentless in wishing for a new life for his mother who is still struggling with Ervin inside.

“Come, survive! Please come back!” ervin said expectantly.

Tutt's... Tutt's... Tutt's...

Twenty minutes has finally returned the patient's heart rhythm, although still weak there is at least a new sign of life. Ervin who felt successful did not stop him giving thanks to God who gave the opportunity.

“Alhamdulillah O Allah, thank you.”

Ervin rubbed the sweat that was pouring on his temple with his sleeve. It was no longer the brownish patches that stuck to his white shirt, but there were blood spots as well that were imprinting on his sleeves.

“Argghhh,” Stirring Ervin.

Ervin held his arm for a moment, considering his unfinished task he brushed off the pain that was causing him pain.

“Dok, I think your arm is injured. Must have torn the stitches when Dr. Ervin made the rescue earlier. Shouldn't Doctor Ervin treat the wound first?”

“No need, my task is not finished. I am strong and I will take care of some things to see the condition of the patient. I'll just wait here!”

The nurse was just resigned, he just complied with Ervin's words. Because the nurse also knew that Ervin was really responsible for his duties as a doctor.

Ervin grabbed his stethoscope which was taken by one of the nurses. Then, he checked the patient's heartbeat afterwards, some things will be taken care of by the nurse after the blood stamp was taken.

Ervin wanted to get out of the ICU room after his task was done but, by the time he came out someone had called his name. Until the step is undone by Ervin.

“Ocean Area, where are you going?” asked Ervin.

“I have a sudden call, have to return to unity now. May I ask you a favor, Doctor Ervin?”

“Please! If I can help then I will do it.” Ervin smiled faintly, covering up the pain that was on his arm.

“Aurora's company when I'm not next to her like tonight. When I have to get back on duty, I'm sure you can take good care of him.” Ervin looked at Lieutenant Samudra with a hard-to-understand look.

“Sorry, Aurora and I are not her makhram. So, I can't accompany Him all night like you asked.”

“I know, you can invite him to talk even then there will be a nurse who standby looking after Papa. So you won't be alone, he's still in a state of sadness. Entertain Him!”

“Why should I? Why not just yourself? Not that you guys have that relationship..” Hang up.

“Hahaha. Ok, our first meeting was indeed in the second parking lot in the snap studio. You'll understand why I'm with them and why Aurora hugs and even kisses me.” Lieutenant Samudra chuckled lightly.

...ΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩ...

Ervin headed to his room for a moment, unwinding the fatigue that a few minutes ago approached him while giving the main savior.

“What does Ocean Lieutenant mean tafi?” murmured Ervin in his mind.

“Akh stop! This is a wound, just stitched up earlier, when it was torn like this. Where is the pain again, the time must be re-stitched? Who wants to sew?” Ervin hung himself with questions.

Geck... Geck...

The sound of the door of Ervin's room was slowly knocked, before long Ervin asked the person behind the entrance.

“What need help again?” ask Aurora to the point.

“Emm. I can call the nurse later to re-stitch the wound. Don't worry!” answered Ervin who just did not want to continue to be next to Aurora.

Aurora showed a smile on her lips. A moment of that smile made the heart of an Ervin pierce. There are vibrations that are hard to avoid.

And yes, Ervin was stunned at Aurora's smile that further beautified the beautiful face of the woman.

‘Astaghfirullah, ' Ervin murmured in heart.

Ervin immediately turned his face so as not to be too deep on the taste that he should not be pendam.

“Don't be too prestigious to be that guy. Rarely do I offer help to others, especially to you.”

‘Yes God, how is this? My heart I can't condition. I can't lie to this taste anymore. But, if I accept his help will I be entangled in sin? If I refuse, am I a man with no conscience?’

“Just relax, I'll stitch your wound up on the rooftop only. Because there will be a lot of people and we will not be alone. Hows it? Still want to refuse?”

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The P3K box has been brought and prepared also some equipment that must be used when going to re-stitch Ervin's wound.

As with the previous deal, they will sit on the rooftop and Aurora will stitch Ervin's wound after it has been torn. That made the blood re-seep in the white shirt Ervin was wearing.

”Hold again yes, Doctor Ervin. Like earlier, before you do rescue action.” Aurora chuckles.

Aurora is trying to melt the atmosphere that will not make awkward when they are together. And sure enough, the chat rolled around comfortably but when Aurora mentioned about the patient who had a cardiac arrest earlier Ervin could not control himself. Ervin vented his grief, destruction and guilt all along which weighed on his mind.

“Ervin, if only this was yes... earlier when you did the rescue and you failed to restore Mother's heartbeat, what did you feel?”

“Ikhlas. That is God's predestination for his servant. Like my destiny, Ra.”

Ervin breathed his heavy breath. His heart began to feel a sense of destruction, those bitter memories reverberated in his mind. The shadow, the worst thing Ervin had ever experienced, rolled back in his eyes.

“Actually I want to be angry if I can't save mom's life. Especially when he saw how worried Dawn was. Those bad memories repeated again to me, Ra.”

“I see my bitter past. The loss of both parents in a short period of time is the point of destruction of a child. Especially after that I have to live alone, banging bones looking for money in order to realize the dream of an angel figure like them.”

“And the time that passed.. I can only imagine, Ra. If at that time my father had not been incarcerated by a debt owed to the ruthless loan shark. He will not die horribly. Hix... Hiks..”

“And if only my mother was not sickly then she could be more sincere and steadfast in accepting the death of my Father. But the truth is, just one week, my mom left me forever.”

Without a sound again the tears could not be restrained, flowing by itself wet the cheeks. And basically no matter how loud a man, he was once heartbroken at the loss of a loved one.

Ervin Evano, it's too difficult a life lived in his teenage years_when he was fifteen years old. Where Ervin just went to high school.

“Just say, what a burden in your mind, Ervin. And I'm here ready to listen. Because I know, not all men are strong. Sometimes... I get to see that in my papa.”

Aurora looked at that sad face. There was a pain that pierced Aurora's heart when she saw the man who was silently still filling the recesses of her heart feeling such a deep sadness.

Ervin again could not hide the wound. And all of it, it has finally been revealed.

“And if you knew, Ra. The cause of it all is Papa Haura. Haura the woman I loved when I was in High School.”

Deg.

‘My heart hurt God when He called that name. A name you've been calling for a long time, but it still fills his heart and mind.’

“And after a year of me and Haura in love, I was separated by her papa on the grounds that I was a poor man. After we met again, the feeling had already turned resentful. But... Hix... Hix... You knew that night. Haura sacrificed herself for me.”

“Until guilt keeps haunting me, Ra. And that's why I can't accept the love I have in my heart for you. Besides religion, I was still shackled in that past.”

“That's why I feel the bright, beautiful and warm twilight has disappeared.”

The point of destruction of an Ervin is not only in his past. But there was another feeling he hated and it still haunted him. And somehow Ervin will take his guilt off to open his heart again.

“Falling in love is fun while laughing together and being happy together huh, Ra. However, the moment turns painful when the universe does not give blessing.”