Couple Doctor's
Convincing a Fragile Heart

...There are three components that should be embedded in us, namely, sincere, patient and tawakkal. Indeed, if a servant is able to have these three components, it is a sign that Allah is very close to him....

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After performing the Maghrib Ervin prayer immediately wear the usual clothes borrowed earlier. He looked at the glass screen in the room. Yes. quite wide but, because so wide makes Ervin feel shrunk.

“Why Bang?” ask Laura who just came in.

“No, it's just that you don't feel young anymore. It's like... Ladies and gentlemen, Dek.” Ervin changed styles.

Laura was powerless to hold her laugh. Instead of continuing to laugh Laura made Ervin again confident because, soon dinner will be held.

The dinner together is taking place at a long dining table with six seats in each section. And it felt very awkward for Ervin who had just joined dinner with his new family. It also makes Ervin shy to just eat.

“Nak Ervin, don't hesitate! This house is yours too, you are already a part of this family. Don't be shy!” said Mr. Irham.

“Iya...”.

“Papa and Mama. Don't forget that!” keep up Mrs Veronica.

“Iya Pa-Ma's. Insha Allah Ervin does not forget and will not hesitate kok.” Ervin nodded and smiled amiably.

The dinner was over, not long ago the sound of Adzan isya'. Since Mr. Irham's house is quite far from the mosque or mosque so, Ervin prays at home and precisely is in the room... Laura.

After taking the ablution water Ervin asked Laura to take ablution as well. Because Eevin wants to invite Laura to pray together.

“Have you taken wudhunya water?” ask Ervin.

“Iya, already, Bang.” Laura nodded.

Two prayer rites have been spread, Ervin began to recite takbir and Laura followed to the end. After that, both of their hands looked up and asked Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala.

“Yes Allah Yes Rabb... We come back to You and ask You again. Forgive us who sin often without us knowing. Because we are only human beings not spared from sin and error.”

“Yes Allah, O Lord, make us slaves who will remember You in every step of our way. Make us and our household that You enjoy and You ijabahi.”

“Yes Allah, O Lord, make the servant a husband who is able to give what is the duty of the servant. And make the wife of the servant as a wife who sholehah.”

“Aamiin.”

After a long prayer has been concluded with the same amiin. Then, Ervin turned around and thrust his hand. Laura who understood also immediately welcomed the powder salim. Kissing the back of Ervin's hand was filled with reverence.

There was peace in her heart as Laura kissed the back of her hand. Not only that, Ervin felt a beat that he did not understand the meaning of the beat. The same thing was felt by Laura when Ervin cupped his face, recited a prayer in his crown and then, landed a kiss on his forehead.

“Emm... want to read mushaf?” ask Ervin carefully.

“Ha,” says Laura with gawking face.

Ervin smiled, and he knew that Laura might never know how she was. And after saying the obligatory qabul ijab for Ervin to guide Laura.

“Iya, we take ablution again. Deck Laura read first Brother who listened.” Ervin looked at Laura inside.

Laura seemed hesitant to say yes, because she had not read the verses of the Quran for a long time. Even Laura had forgotten how to read properly. However, there was no other choice to avoid Ervin's invitation when the gaze had hypnotized Laura.

“We read that easy first yes! Short letter first,” take Ervin.

Laura nodded. Then, he began to read the letter that had been determined by Ervin.

“If read do not be disconnected! Look, dangerin Abang.”

“Yarisunii wa yarisu min aali Ya'quub, waj'alhu Rabbi radiyya.”

“QS. Maryam verse 6. Which has meaning... ‘The one who will inherit me and inherit from the house of Jacob; and make him, O my Lord, a man who is blessed’.”

“And may his smart wife Abang be diridhoi with Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala. Aamiin.”

Back Ervin floated a kiss on Laura's forehead. The kiss was long enough, both of them enjoyed a moment that was rarely done.

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“Why is his address so great? Something wrong with the appearance of Brother huh?” asked Ervin while looking at himself.

“Not really.” Laura shakes. “Only... Adek never expected if Abang would be the husband of Adek who.

When in the same bed, it's not a strange thing they do. But, chattering each other long to get to know each other. Ervin wanted to know how Laura was doing, what Laura was doing and all that stuff about Laura.

“So that person should not be insecure like that. All human beings, all created beings with God, do not have true perfection. They were created with all the flaws. But, they are also created with the advantages of each.”

Ervin gently rubbed Laura's hair that was very beautiful. Indonesia's solid black without any other colors to decorate. And Ervin.

“But right, Adek has a disease also Bang. Later if..” Laura stopped her words as Ervin stuck his index finger on Laura's lips.

“There are three components that should be embedded in us, namely, sincere, patient and tawakkal. Indeed, if a servant is able to have these three components, it is a sign that Allah is very close to him.”

“Convincing that fragile heart is also important. Trust God, reassure Deck Laura's heart that Deck Laura can definitely get through this. Calm down! There's Brother here.” Ervin rubbed the top of Laura's head.

Laura nodded. Just this time there was also a man whom he had never known as deeply as he had known his lover before. However, the man was able to accept all the shortcomings that existed in him.

Tears welled up in Laura's eyes. Even almost fell down but, Ervin who realized about it immediately rubbed the tip of Laura's eyes.

“Don't cry so dong! Because your tears are too precious to be shed in vain.” Ervin clutches Laura's body.

Given the condition of Laura who had to rest a lot Ervin also asked Laura to go to sleep quickly. Ervin painstakingly rubbed the top of Laura's head while reading Ar-Rahman's letter until Laura fell asleep.

After Laura completely fell asleep Ervin stared at the peaceful face without any burden struggling in Laura's mind at that moment. Ervin smiled faintly, he was still staring fixedly at the face that had never crossed his mind.

“Yes Allah, make sure this heart is at peace with the destiny You have set. Take this heart when the love that filled the heart at that time, has now gone and You present Laura as her successor.” Ervin closed both of his eyes for a moment.

After completely feeling sleepy Ervin began to shuffle slowly and look for a comfortable position. Facing Laura and staring at her calm face made Ervin feel comfortable and I don't know since when Ervin has been asleep in his sleep.

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“My heart has been fragile, then how can I convince this fragile heart, Lord?”

Aurora, she still cannot make peace with a fate that makes her fragile. The breakup that happened was not what he wanted all along. However, the universe had slapped him with the bitterness that existed. That the relationship that will be teejalin still will not get blessing until anytime.

“For you your religion and for me my religion.” Laura still remembered that sentence spoken very loudly and firmly.

Aurora shook her head, she should be able to convince her fragile heart to get back up. Rearrange it until neatly arranged although in reality not as neat as before. Like glass even though it has been given glue and linked to each other then the results will not be as perfect as before. It will still look like a crack.

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