
...There is a happiness that we never know is, happiness that we must receive by letting go of others....
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The two men who were almost the same age were still looking at each other sharply. The reason, Abimana doctors do not have a sense of dislike for Ervin. For doctors Abiman Ervin figure is just a man who deliberately attended to be a great doctor and wanted to be admired by many people teruama, when helping caesarean patients.
“Already! I don't want to have too many pleasantries anymore because, I ... Pretty sick of seeing that great-ass act of yours, Doctor Ervin.” Doctor Abhimana has been ignited by anger that can no longer be held back.
While Ervin who did not know the meaning of the words of the doctor Abimana just stood still, his gaze looked at every movement of Abimana that fell on him.
“I will not admit what I did, which you think was a mistake. Because in reality I did nothing wrong.” Ervin's trying to come up with a defense.
“Hahaha, that's who you are, Doctor Ervin. And ... Well, I'll forgive you without you having to apologize to me. I'm sure what you did was a mistake. And I hope you don't forget how you did the operation.” Doctor Abimana still cannot accept if Ervin is the doctor who saved his patients.
Ervin took a deep breath, then he exhaled slowly. He rubbed his chest, incessantly chanting dhikr in heart so that his emotions remain awake until the doctor Abimana left his room without having to expel violently.
But it turned out wrong. Doctor Abimana still stood there until Ervin himself was embarrassed.
“Before I apologize if I have said something a little rude to you, Doctor Abimana.But, it's time I have to go back to work so, uh, I beg you to get out of my room if there is no more interest.” Ervin is still trying to be polite to Dr. Ervin.
Instantly the doctor Abimana stared intently at Ervin and the gaze was filled with anger. Even Abiman's doctor seemed to clench his hands tightly, as if he wanted to give a raw bogeman right then and there.
However, it has not yet happened suddenly Aurora entered without knocking on the door. Until the two men who looked at each other turned to the door.
“Ups, sorry! I'm sorry Doctor Abimana and Doctor Ervin if I've interrupted your chat. Then, excuse me!” aurora was embarrassed.
“Wait! Doctor Aurora.” Ervin doesn't want to let Aurora just walk away.
Aurora turned around, then looked at Ervin with a questionable gaze. While at this time, it feels like he has been mixed with the presence of doctor Abimana there.
However, Aurorabersaha to stay as usual.
“I'd like to ask you about the night where we did the cesarean section. Doctor Aurora, what do you think when we make the decision to have a caesarean section with Ms Marianna?” asked Ervin intentionally.
“M-You mean what yes, Doctor Ervin?” Aurora turned around to ask.
‘What the hell, why also ERvin should ask like that in front of doctor Abimana anyway?’ Aurora asked in her heart.
“I mean, have we made a mistake when the obstetrician who should be on guard at this hour, but in fact the absence of presence does not exist.” Ervin's at the end of the nail.
From there Aurora realized that between the two was not okay. And that just makes the position of Aurora feel all wrong.
Hygiene ...
A second later, Ervin repeated his question.
“Alright! If that's what you mean then I'll answer you how a doctor should be.”
“I will still do the handling that should be done, because there is someone who said to me if the most preferred thing is patient safety. But in the end God took it. Because the name of death will never be known.“
Doctor Abimana's hands clenched tightly. Not that at that time also the doctor Abimana felt defeated, it was precisely the thing that made the doctor Abimana increasingly hate Ervin.
Without saying goodbye or whatever doctor Abimana breezed away_leave the room Ervin just like that.
And Abimana's departure makes Aurora even more clumsy. Because now the only ones in Ervin's room are himself and Ervin.
“I'm sure, he didn't take it with my decision that night. But ... Somehow I feel if there is something else that makes him mad at me,” Ervin chirped.
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“S-actually ... There are other things as well that make doctor Abimana angry like that.” Aurora said hesitantly.
Ervin who had opened the data of patients who wanted to control, medical check up and perform follow-up checks immediately turned his head and looked at the sticky Aurora.
“What do you mean, Ra? What do you know about the other mistake that made Abiman's doker that angry at me?” asked Ervin curiously.
Aurora bowed, she did not dare to look at Ervin.
“Ra, just paste it! So that I also know my position in front of him.”
“I ... That ... The huft! Doctor Abimana ... He once expressed his love for me.”
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Ervin's heart stopped beating. All this time he had a rival. A rival? Can it be said as a manganese, while Ervin alone never bears the status as a girlfriend.
“Then? Did you accept his love?” asked Ervin who had managed to pierce Aurora's soul niche.
Feels so sharp. Wanting to be angry but Aurora knows, if the mission to be friendly is her.
“No.” Aurora.
Geck... Geck...
When the chatter was still rolling suddenly it sounded that the door had been knocked slowly. Until that conversation has to stop.
When the door was opened from the inside by Ervin, Aurora said goodbye. And behind the door was Rania's mother who checked her heart.
Bunda Rania is an Ervin patient who gets the first queue number. Ervin did as the heart surgeon did his task.
Where Ervin examined the heartbeat and also others.And when the examination was completed, Mother Rania aired her voice not as a patient but as a mother figure who gave advice to her son.
“Ervin, mom ... Not overhearing your chat with Aurora. And you're sure, you feel that your heart is jealous after you know that there are other men who also love Aurora.” Mother Rania said very carefully.
Ervin who was writing down a prescription suddenly stopped. Then, he took a deep breath and exhaled slowly.
“Jealous of it ... Based on the heart. However, it can be defeated with a sincere word that is truly from the heart as well.”
“There is a happiness that we never know is, happiness that we must receive by letting go of others.”
“Bund, if Ervin says that not jealous then Ervin is a hypocritical man. But, Ervin would also be unlikely to hold Aurora without a clear status. However, one thing is certain from Ervin, Ervin will be happy if Aurora is happy.”
Mother Rania who heard Ervin's words felt full. And Mother Rania also believes that, Ervin can do that even though it is difficult.
Because Rania's mother knows, she's Ervin Evano's doctor. Cardiac surgeon, who likes to test his adrenaline while in the operating room. And he is also a doctor who has a sense of patience, a smile, but there is one thing that does not reflect the doctor Ervin, nothing but give up.
Ervin is unyielding, but ... In the case of a clearly religious love Ervin can not fight and can only surrender as the flow will take him across the world. Either bitter or sweet.
“Begging God for guidance, because we cannot be alone. It's about a different God. And Mother ... Can only pray how good it is for you.” Mother Rania rubbed Ervin's back.
A second later, the second patient had entered Ervin's room.
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