
...When in doubt, shut up and reflect. Then follow your heart, continue or stop at the same point....
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After getting an emergency call from the hospital where Ervin worked immediately plugged the gas on his scoopy motorbike to quickly arrive. However, in reality that night the city of Medan was too many other motorized vehicles that filled the vast highway. So Ervin stuck in traffic and certainly will be late to get there.
“Ah shit! Why should everything be stuck, O Allah. Yes Rabb.. please accelerate the speed of the vehicle in front of me.” Ervin monologues in heart.
A split second later, finally the streetlight had changed to green. Other engine vehicles have returned to speed, as well as Ervin's vehicle.
Almost two hours Ervin took the journey, arguably quite long. If not for traffic jams, Ervin will travel about an hour.
After parking the motorbike in the parking lot of the doctors Ervin immediately headed to his room. He wanted to see why he was called and asked to come to the hospital immediately.
“Nobody's in my room. So, why am I called?” asked Ervin inwardly.
When Ervin was still shrouded in curiosity, suddenly the tightly shut door of his room had been knocked slowly.
“Come in,” pinta Ervin says.
“Excuse me, Doc. I'm permission to enter, I want a consultation about..”.
“Don't tell me you want to ask me to check your stomach again. Don't be crazy like your brother!” Ervin's Perspiration.
“But, wait! Not that this is not the time for consultation, right?” asked Ervin to make sure.
Laura nodded, making both of Ervin's eyebrows furrow. And Ervin waited for Laura's answer as an explanation, because Laura never gave a reason.
Silent...
Laura, a woman who is almost three-headed. And the woman was about to get married, but she hesitated to continue the marriage with her future husband. Likewise, at this time, Laura felt reluctant to tell how her life, where the universe seemed to not want happiness from her.
no time to tell and consult suddenly there is an emergency call that requires Ervin to take action in the IGD room section. Until making a meeting between Laura and Ervin must be delayed again.
Deg.
Ervin again met with Aurora, because Aurora did serve in the IGD space. But Ervin tried to be ordinary. Like a professional doctor at work.
“We do help together. Give CPR to the accident victim, if you can not do a heart shock in the IGD room later.” Aurora nodded.
Although both are heart surgeons, but the training Aurora has is not comparable to that of Ervin.
Aurora sits on top of the victim's body and performs CPR so that the victim's heart can beat again. To the extent that Aurora floods sweat at the temples, her back and even almost her entire body is wet with sweat.
However, the results are not satisfactory for a doctor. After first aid to the victim, God loves the victim more.
“At 24.30 WIB accident victim on behalf of Mr. Rahardian was declared dead.”
With a little sadness Aurora declared the death of Mr. Rahardian. I want to cry when I see the dead. But, that's the job of attacking doctors in addition to healing will definitely see the victim die.
After hard work Aurora decides to take a seat on the rooftop. There Aurora saw the freshness of the air that blew that night.
“It's a drink for you. We have to work well together because we are partners. Right, right!” said Ervin as he was.
“You are right, we are partners. But ... We cannot be united in more ties, Ervin.”
“Do you still hope for us together?” ask Ervin.
“Hopefully? I think that hope will never exist. Why should I have more hope? Our path is different Ervin.”
“For you your religion and for me my religion. We can't choose either of those two options. And ... I'm not sure I'll leave what I've been dropped from my ancestors.”
Aurora has already made it clear how her destiny path is with Ervin. It's like Aurora knows how the universe doesn't approve of Ervin's relationship. Enough false hope that will never come true. And the two choices among others are, to leave and to let go.
After sipping the mineral water given a goodbye Ervin Aurora was about to return to his room.
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Aurora and Ervin finally arrive at a place that is often visited by many people. And the place is surrounded with several flowering plants, one of which is frangipani flowers, a special flower embedded in the place.
However, the place also left a lot of sadness that made them shed tears and left a million wounds and memories. Just like Damaris Samira Eliana.
“Aurora, why do you want to go to Haura's tomb?” asked Ervin to make sure.
“I just want to hand this paper back to Haura, Ervin. Because I don't want to do what's written in this paper.” Aurora answered while putting a neatly folded piece of paper on top of Haura's tomb.
“What paper is it?” asked Ervin without looking at Aurora.
For a moment Aurora fell silent, trying to think of what answer she would give Ervin. And in his heart was wondering about Ervin who should know the letter or not.
However, Aurora could not lie to all the turbulent feelings in her heart. A racing heart and gentle gaze felt when near Ervin, make it save all the sense that has been called falling in love.
Well ... At first Aurora so hate Ervin from all sides centered on Ervin. However, after Ervin had helped him with all his heart, the feeling of hatred turned into guilt and also admiration for Ervin figure of good looks, social spirit and also high concern.
And slowly it turned into friendship. Especially when Haura asked him to take care of Ervin, that was where the high turbulent feeling he had felt in his heart.
However, that sense he had to eliminate from his heart and life. Because he would not if, he would be wounded in the love of different castes, thrones and religions. It would be too difficult to knock down a wall built so solidly and so large and tall.
‘No. Ervin doesn't need to know the contents of this letter. I'd better save this letter before Ervin picks it up.’
After thinking long enough, Aurora finally took back a piece of paper that she folded neatly. Then, he stood up again and looked at Ervin while giving his alibi answer.
“Emm ... It's nothing. The contents are also not important, just hope that if, Haura can read my message through this letter.”
However, Ervin did not believe Aurora's words. And Ervin also did not want to force Aurora, and even that was done in order to make the existing comfort when near Aurora.
“Emm .. alright.” Ervin.
“Oh yes, patient on behalf of laura last night meet me.”
Aurora also shifted the subject so that silence did not accompany them. And Ervin himself, he immediately turned towards Aurora who was beside him.
“For what did Laura meet you? Were you also asked to check her stomach? And how did it go, pregnant or not?”
“Ervin, before you know about Laura, may I ask?”
“Please.”
“What if you experience anxiety?”
Ervin let out a long sigh, slowly exhaling after which he answered Aurora's question.
“If in doubt, shut up and reflect. After that follow your heart, continue the step or stop at the same point.”
“We are human beings who are created with many problems in life. And we are also not too stupid manuisa in arranging the future. Trying will never be enough without interspersed with prayer.”
“It's nine o'clock, it's time we go back to the hospital.” Ervin stared at the clock that was coiled around his wrist.
“Alright, let's go back.”
Before actually leaving Haura's tomb, Ervin and Aurora did not forget to sprinkle flowers on the mound of soil that had dried. It's just that the land is covered with green grass that gives beauty.
Bruck.
Ervin accidentally bumped into a woman who was walking without looking. Almost the woman fell on the grave of others, fortunately Ervin was on standby to catch her.
Degs... Dugs... Degs... Dugs...
The sound of heart rhythm is not okay.
Pratakk.
Aurora's heart was broken when she saw ERvin was facing the woman who is currently in Ervin's arms.
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