Couple Doctor's
Message to You
...In love, not all relationships begin with love. As long as Allah is pleased, Allah will bring love in two hearts that are bound by holy promises....
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Deg.
There is a palpitating feeling in the heart, either happy or sad. The owner of the heart was again hesitant, although he did not have a more relationship with Ervin. Meetings are rare if not time to the hospital and also that afternoon.
‘What He Is ... I really want to do that ... Illness?’ muttered Laura.
Laura overhears a conversation between her parents and Ervin as she heads to the kitchen to fetch water.
“Good, Son. Let aunt call me.” Veronica went to Laura's room.
Laura who heard him immediately ran to her room. He pretended not to know about the purpose of Ervin who proposed to him.
“Ma, Laura is not sure if doctor Ervin really wants to marry Laura.Love alone is not, how to want to marry Laura.” Laura refused to meet with Ervin.
Ms. Veronica let out a long sigh, petting back what Laura said. And Veronica ma'am agreed to the truth, it's not easy to start a relationship without love.
“I'm sorry, son Ervin. Melissa .. Don't want to see you because He doesn't believe that Ervin really wants to marry him.”
“Please send me a message for him. Meet me now, at least listen to what I want to tell him first. Not resist without looking at each other and sua.” Ervin begged back.
Mr. Irham and Ms. Veronica looked at each other. Then, Irham gave a nod to Veronica's bu as a sign of assuring Ervin's request.
“Alright! Wait a minute.”
Ms. Veronica returned to Laura's room and posted Ervin's message to Laura.
Slowly Laura walked by following Veronica's mother who was walking in front of her. Then, take a seat in the middle position, flanked by Mr. Irham and Ms. Veronica.
“Tell me what purpose did you come here, Doctor Ervin?” ask Laura to the point.
‘Judes and julid are very women. There is no such thing as soft. It should be grateful, this is even arrogant.’ Bang Jamal cursed in his heart.
Silent...
Ervin sighed again before answering Laura's question.
“I, Ervin Evano who works as a doctor wants to propose to Irham's father's daughter, Laura Laurisa Irham. And to Laura, do you approve of this proposal I submitted? Please give me an answer.” Ervin uttered in a resolute tone and without any hesitation at all.
Hygiene ...
Arakk... Arakk... Arakk...
I heard someone walking into the living room. And suddenly rejects Ervin's proposal.
“Ervin, I didn't send you a message. But why are you still here?” ketus Humaira's.
All eyes were on Humaira who had just appeared in the midst of the tense atmosphere. Because, for a full day Ervin did not greet each other with Humaira in the hospital, so Humaira did not know about Ervin's plan.
“Why Humaira? My goal is just to meet your sister, propose to her and ... If my proposal is accepted then there will be marriage without any adultery, adultery even ... Zina act.”
“And one message for you, Laura. In love, not all relationships begin with love. Provided that Allah is pleased, Allah will bring love in two hearts that are bound by a holy promise.”
“How about Umaira, what is your answer to my application?”
Deg.
Ervin's loud and firm voice with his baritone voice mmpu made Laura stare without blinking. It was as if the gaze that met for a second was capable of hypnotizing Laura.
However, Laura still doubted the proposal. Not wanting to refuse but, Laura knew very well about her current condition.
“Before I answer it I want to ask you a question, Doctor Ervin.”
Both of Ervin's brows furrowed, he tried to laugh at what Laura would question him about.
“Please!” reply Ervin briefly.
Everyone there was curious as to what Laura would question Ervin. If good looks, even then it is clearly on Ervin, if it is wealth ... It still requires a process to obtain the wealth of the world and the hereafter and ... If love, it has been answered.
“You know my condition, abnormal heart and even ... I could not give you offspring if the marriage still happens. Then ... Is doctor Ervin still willing to accept me without demanding anything.” Laura hides her disappointment if she fails.
“We are only human, the best scenario in life only God rules it. And the rest ... Qadarallah, God determines.” Ervin replied with a much calmer and steadier heart.
Not willing to waste the man whom Laura thinks is the best version that has been presented in his life for the second time. So Laura accepted Evin's proposal. Even then the event of ijab qabul has been determined by a two-party agreement. Ervin's family tries to accept Ervin's decision, even though it feels so unfair to them for Ervin.
“Alhmdulillah,” strangle Ervin.
After finishing expressing good intentions, the Laura family invited the Ervin family to enjoy the dishes presented. Although not much because, previously there was also no preparation but, still able to fill the next event by relaxing.
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Ervin stared at the dark sky, the sky that was not decorated by the universe. It was as if space had lost its aura. As is the case with Ervin's story today.
“Ra, we're rightly separated for good huh. I will marry the woman I choose. So it is with you, may you be happy with Abimana.” Ervin smiled wryly.
Not regretting what happened, it's just that Ervin reminisced about that time. The time when he opened his heart back after being broken by Haura. But the universe says otherwise, love is not to be possessed to be united because of a very sensitive object if it is broken.
“Good night Ra.”
Ervin went inside because the clock had shown at 23:30 WIB. Where it was midnight and Ervin also needed time to rest after his body worked all day, after his mind was drained while leafing on the operating table and while at Laura's house.
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In the third third night, Ervin woke up to perform sunnah tahajud prayers. Despite growing up, Ervin never forgets to keep running the sunnah or mandatory. Habits that are instilled from a small mmbuat Ervin always memorize it until now.
After taking ai wudhu Ervin felt his face was refreshed and his gaze was not blurry as he woke up.
“Allahu akbar.”
Ervin says takbir after a long prayer rug he stretches.
“Yes Allah Yes Rabb... Back I complained in the third of my night. Complain about how this life is not as smooth as the expectations of the servant. At first the choice was difficult but, expand the chest of the servant and give the servant patience in receiving it.”
“Laura Laurisa Irham, a name that I want to call beautifully when Ijab qabul later. May You have mercy on Him Rabb. Aamiin.”
When the hand has been looked up the shadow of the mother who always gave him strength and always loved him again flashed. Until Ervin could not force his tears not to fall to earth.
“Mother... Ervin misses Mom. Hix... Hiks..”
“Pak, Ervin's prayer for Ervin to be a strong man like father. Who keeps his wife as sincere as heart.” Ervin wiped his tears.
After the mourning, Ervin decided to read the mushaf while waiting for the morning adhan to be sung.
“I won't let you get lost, because I love you so much.” At first glance Ervin recalled the romantic words of God.
Because Ervin who did not want to get lost in a deep hole he decided to read the letter of Al-Azhab verse: 43.
“Bismilbornrahmanirrahim.”.
“Huwallazi yusalli 'alaikum wa mala`kak liyukhrijakum mina ⁇ - ⁇ ulita ilan-nokr, wa kanna bil-mu`mini ra imama (QS. 33:43).”
The letter has meaning for the servant who reads it. ‘‘It is He who gives grace to you and His angels (begging forgiveness for you), that He may bring you out of darkness into light (the light). And is He Most Merciful to those who believe.”
Ervin smiled after reading the verse. And not long after that the voice of the morning adhan had been echoed. Then, Ervin stood up again and performed two rakaat prayers.
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After breakfast with Ervin drove Rania's mother to the hospital and she went to work there. Because, Mother Rania must check up regularly with her health who often experience high blood pressure or hypertension.
“Go, Ervin. Mother can be alone really, do not worry too much mother.”
“But Bun, is it really okay? What mending Ervin just accompany mother ya go inside. Frightened..”
“Hustt. Can't think like that. Remember Ervin, we must not precede destiny.”
“Astaghfirullahal azhim, sorry Bun. Ervin forgot.” Mother Rania smiled as she shook her head.
And finally the chatter had been stopped when Rvin had to go to his room. While Mother Rania had to wait in the waiting room while in the room that would check her condition.
“Suster, please prepare the results of data from fire victims a few days ago. Because I want to hold something on the aggota of his family.” The sister nodded_admitted Humaira's request.
Mommy Rania who is not far from there can also see Humairayang there with one of the nurses. And since Humaira is a forensic doctor, the one being examined is none other than the body that will be carried out by autopsy.
“Daughter, Humaira Hilya Nafhisa. Now you grow up, son. Mother is grateful you can fall into a family that loves you sincerely. Forgive mom, Nak.”
Mother Rania rubbed the corner of her eyes that condensed.
Deg.
‘Princess? What does Mother mean to say that? Is it because their faces are the same and you assume that Humaira is Haura?’
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