
...‘God, I'm tired of this. If, You allow me.. Just be selfish.’...
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Laura, he was sitting pensively in a waiting chair. Yeah, he's sitting there alone. Humaira's older brother still has to solve an autopsy case whose body just arrived. So Laura would not want to have to sit alone waiting for Humaira after doing her job.
“God, I feel tired of my current condition. It doesn't feel so excruciating but, I'm really worried about how later.” Laura smiled softly.
It had been almost fifteen minutes Laura sat in the waiting chair until she finally felt bored. To get rid of the boredom, Laura decided to go around so that the sense of care was lost.
However, when she had only stepped for about ten minutes Laura actually found a scene that she did not want to see.
“Listen to me carefully! We, indeed must be forced to be sincere, Ra. Be sincere in accepting destiny, as I once told you.”
“For you your religion and for me my religion.”
Jedda!
The sentence was repeated by Ervin. Instantly make Aurora's heart throb, so painful. And again, reality had slapped him with a thousand bitterness, a time that made Aurora's chest feel very tight.
“I know, Ervin. Let me just once to hug you. Since the day after tomorrow I am no longer a solitary Aurora, I will marry Abimana. So, let me do that just once.” Aurora's eye light showed a plea.
‘Yes Allah, I am tired of this situation. If, You allow me... Just be selfish?’
It felt like I could not bear the sight that hurt her heart, until Laura finally decided to end it all. Laura does not want to be imagined with Aurora in her domestic relationship with Ervin.
“Enough!” shouted Laura.
Ervin and Aurora turned to the owner of the voice. Ervin seemed surprised, and at once Ervin was worried that Laura would misunderstand him.
“Dek Laura,” call Ervin slim.
Laura stepped up and approached Aurora and Ervin who were still stuck in silence. Aurora never thought that the things she did had been seen by Laura.
“If you are going to get married then, what does this have to do with my husband? You should be aware of your position. And you should also realize one thing if Bang Ervin was married to me.”
“So, I beg you very much never again to disturb my household with Bang Ervin. And please you take care of your own future husband.”
Laura gives emphasis and affirmation in every smooth speech. And without asking for Ervin Laura's approval to take it for granted. Laura hopes that with everything that has been done on Aurora, Aurora can think more clearly.
The tears that had been held back had just darted away. Along the way Laura occasionally wiped the tears that soaked her cheeks while pulling Ervin's arm.
“Dek Laura, stop first!” pinta Ervin is very shrewd.
No answer, no word said in return. Yes, maybe Laura heard Ervin's voice but, Laura deliberately ignored him.
Seeing Laura's clear attitude shows Ervin's anger made with guilt. Laura, the girl who now holds the status as Ervin's wife, is still just this time showing whether it's jealousy because Ervin remains close to Aurora or just wants to be appreciated just like a wife.
Right in front of the hospital building with a building so large and very large that Laura let go of Ervin's hand. Afterwards, Laura remained speechless with tears that unsolicitedly flowed away.
‘Yes Allah, forgive me for making him hurt and cry. And from now on, I will try to make her happy.’ Ervin monologues in heart.
The taste of tea has appeared in Ervin's heart, even he felt very hurt when he saw the tears that were still flowing rapidly.
Ervin stared fixedly at Laura's face with his own eyes. Then, Ervin approached and held Laura into his arms. In Ervin's arms Laura vented a feeling that so made her heart hurt.
“Crying in Brother's arms. And once again I'm sorry for Adek, yes! Brother also does not know if Aurora will do such a bad thing.” Ervin rubbed Laura's trembling back.
In the middle of the crowd, Ervin felt silence and emptiness. Although love had not yet grown in his heart but, back then Ervin felt his heart had been broken many times.
One sec...
Two seconds...
Five minutes...
Finally, Laura stopped her crying even though occasionally it still sounded as though she was a bit of a frenzy. With the courage that exists Laura makes Ervin have to choose between her two proposed choices.
“Abang choose where?”
Ervin smiled faintly then, he again held Laura in his arms.
“Abang will choose to come home with Dek Laura. If the existence of Abang in the hospital makes Adek still feel hurt then, Brother chose to go home.” Sounds so sincere.
“Abang not forced, right?”
Ervin shook his head then said, “Being a wife is mandatory, let alone giving her a living in a born and inner way. If according to Dek Laura the return of Brother makes happy yes. All right, we're doing the delayed thing.”
Hiks'.
‘What is this? It's impossible right, that Bang Ervin will do it tonight? Though, my intention is not so.’
Laura cursed her stupidity at the speech she had just uttered. However, what is the power if it really has to happen.
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“Dek, we... go home Papa and Mama?” asked Ervin to make sure.
“Yes, Bang. Where do you want to go home? To home... Sister Sita?” Laura turned around to ask.
“Emm.. Not so, but right... My brother doesn't have a change of clothes. Two days ago Brother was also still in the hospital, just today he came home.” Ervin grinned while scratching his nape.
Laura patted the eel, she was unaware of it. And if you want to say go home Sita but, he is not used to the environment there. Not to mention later if you have to rest a lot after taking medicines from the hospital.
“Keep how dong, Bang?” ask Laura.
“Wear papa's shirt, how? Kan, it could be for last night. Tomorrow morning you go home change clothes, well after that bring your clothes to this house.” Humaira mediates the core of the matter between Laura and Ervin.
Ervin nodded, agreeing to it. And that's if, Mr. Irham allows Ervin to wear his shirt. If not yes, you have to borrow Laura's clothes that are not too feminine. Not kebayang also, if Ervin until he wears Laura clothes, will definitely be Ervina.
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After getting a clothes loan from his father-in-law, Ervin immediately headed to Laura's room and took a bath there.
Under the cold running water soaked the ends of the hair to the feet of Ervin, where freshness had been felt. A moment of tiredness and fatigue that burden the mind can disappear. And when the water was still giving freshness in a decaying manner, muffle the anger that had burst his chest and then Ervin realized something.
“Shirt has borrowed with papa-in-law. But...what about the alms? Time is not changing? How about later Laura will feel..” Ervin hung his sentence into the air.
I don't feel like I can continue that word. Ervin would have endured the embarrassment if it had happened.
“Aha Ervin snapped his finger.
Ervin immediately put on his towel. After coming out of the bathroom Ervin felt his chest and monologued.
“Thank God the Laura Deck wasn't in the room. And I.. will act.”
Ervin grabbed his phone and made a call. All his complaints were poured out on someone who always gave comfort to him.