Couple Doctor's
The Broken Branch

...Sometimes, God presents loss not to be doubted, but it exercises patience on his servant so as not to be too deeply in love with others....

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The point of destruction of an Ervin is not only in his past. But there was another feeling he hated and it still haunted him. And somehow Ervin will take his guilt off to open his heart again. Accept love and fight for that love to be united.

However, sometimes what is planned can be compared back, far in wishful thinking and will not be as smooth as we want. Because destiny is still God who rules it.

“Falling in love is fun while laughing together and being happy together huh, Ra. However, the moment turns painful when the universe does not give blessing.” Ervin turned to look at Aurora who remained sitting beside him.

“You are right, and if tonight me and you are not destined to chat most likely Aurora smiled wryly.

Deg.

“I'm destroyed, Ra. I'm like a broken twig. Until it is not easy to rearrange it to be whole. As well as broken glass,” said Ervin who left a wound.

Ervin just wanted to say the thing that he had been alone. Not to make Aurora sad when she heard her grievances that were full of wounds. However, that night the heart of an Ervin was really unable to hold any more wounds in it.

Especially when considering the middle-aged mother who was struggling to live and looked at the teenage boy who had previously met him, Ervin really could not afford. Until the memory stitched in his life back ringing in his mind.

“Ervin, you are indeed ‘ever’ slumped, but that does not mean it is the hardest thing you have to go through. Farewell is not about you forgetting but, trying to trust again to put your heart to whom.”

Silent...

Not Ervin does not want to evaporate fatigue that makes his head dizzy. It's just that Ervin took some time to erase that bitter memory even if it was just for a moment.

A split second later, the sound of the baritone chimeing with that raucous voice returned to the air.

“Weight, Ra. Forgetting.it feels hard to me. For a second while just remembering it. My chest felt tight. Then, how can I forget Haura's sacrifice? Can I be happy in his suffering? Hix... Hiks..”

Regular breathing and crying that subsided have now returned to tears. It was not too heavy, but as if the clear water still wanted to flow wet Ervin Evano's cheeks.

Aurora knew that it felt heavy for Ervin. And Ervin also grabbed him in a warm embrace. And that night, without Ervin realizing it he felt comfort and peace while he was still in tears.

“Cry if it will make you feel relieved. And crying is not the worst thing in a man's life.” Aurora gently rubbed Ervin's fragile back.

A quiet evening atmosphere for the two on the rooftop. To the extent that a nurse who saw it did not dare to approach. The medical report of the middle-aged mother named Asfiyah had to be postponed to be given to Ervin.

‘It seems that this time is not the right time to give the patient's medical report to Doctor Ervin. But... if I keep it as if I was blamed anyway.’ The nurse scratched her non-itchy nape.

Worried, that was how the nurse felt before actually leaving the rooftop. Because the medical results of patients on behalf of Bu Asfiyah are very important. If it is not immediately seen then there will be a delay from the doctor's team to save his life.

“Ehem..” The nurse was beating hard.

Hixes.

Up to three times the nurse felt neglected, because no one responded to his presence there. Then, the nurse felt his chest after he again tried to say hello.

“Sorry, excuse me!” the nurse said at the end.

After hearing the voices of others near them, Aurora immediately broke the embrace she gave Ervin. As soon as he was right with Ervin, he wiped the remaining tears that were still on his cheeks.

“Sorry if I nod my time both Doctor Ervin and also Doctor Aurora. But, I only want to give medical results bu Asfiyah to Doctor Ervin.” The nurse also handed me some medical papers from Ms. Asfiyah.

Ervin received the report, as long as the oerawat left. The nurse did not want to disturb the atmosphere for him romantic. Because Ervin and Aurora are rarely close together, because they often do not greet each other.

“Sorry, i.”.

“No need to feel guilty or feel awkward. Oh, I already know the answer. You. and my feelings are the same. So, why don't we fight together, Ervin?”

“Aurora, not that I don't want to fight. Sometimes, God presents loss not to mourn, but it trains patience on his servant so as not to be too deeply in love with others.”

“I learned from that sentence. After I fought for Haura's love, but what the hell. Farewell that happened, so I beg you to forget what I said tonight forever. Forget if I ever told you love.”

“After all, have you not thought about how Lieutenant Samudra feels?”

Aurora tried to neutralize her feelings for a second and then felt devastated. It was as if Ervin did not expect himself to be a life companion. Just as a partner at work, and never more than that.

“Why should I also think about the feelings of Lieutenant Samudra. He has a life of his own, if I am happy for sure He will also be happy.”

“He was... not like you, Ervin. I know your heart is soft, your cold attitude is just pretend. But, if Lieutenant Samudra is indeed hard, so he prefers the military world rather than continue the world of medicine.”

Aurora smiled, hiding such a deep wound. Once in love he must be broken, like a broken twig_easily fragile and fragility it will not be able to return completely intact.

“I have to go, if you are still sad you can find another friend for you to chat with. But, if you need me don't hesitate!”

A smile was re-engraved on Aurora's lips, instead she wanted to melt the atmosphere that made her feel awkward with Ervin.

And finally, Aurora decided to leave. He went back to his room and stood guard there. As for Ervin, he was still standing where his feet rested at the moment, the rooftop.

“Yes Allah, could He be hurt by my words? Did I offend him? Then, what should I do now, O Allah?” mummified Ervin.

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The clock attached to the wall already shows at 03.15 WIB. After fifteen minutes of sleep, Ervin woke up. His eyes took a sharp look at the clock of the wall ticking on that wall.

“Still three hours over fifteen minutes, try to pray at night. Come on Ervin, wake up!” ervin.

Ervin was shopping from his chair. Because he fell asleep in his study chair, so he did not get a position that makes him comfortable.

After being in the public bathroom in the hospital, Ervin immediately headed to the mosque. It is there that Ervin will express his heart to the Creator.

However, Ervin's steps suddenly came to a halt while recalling his dirty shirt from traces of blood. As a result, he also abandoned the intention to perform the sunnah prayer in the third third night.

“If it is dirty like this.. how do you want to pray at dawn. I also want to go home and the door has not been opened. I want to knock, afraid to disturb. Huh! How the hell,” grunts Ervin who feels deadlocked.

Ervin did not bring a change of clothes in his locker. Going home is not possible, want to buy especially. The clothing store is not open yet.

Ervin decided to sit for a moment in the waiting chair. There he re-imagined what he had done with Aurora a few hours ago. It is still clear if Ervin expresses his love, his fragility, his slump and asks Aurora to forget him instantly.

“Yes Allah, give me your guidance on this matter. If I have to fight for this love then I will try. But if not, give the best way for both of us.”

Ervin guaranteed his prayers, after which he painted a smile that held his face. Sweet, one word that can describe how Ervin's face when he smiled.

Ervin remembered that he had entered the love hole that he had rejected raw. Although he admits that love but, he also cannot get through it. Religious differences are hard to bring together the love between the two.

“Yes Allah, why suddenly my head is dizzy huh!” mummified Ervin.

Still in a sitting position, Ervin lowered his head while shaking his head so that the stabbing pain in his head disappeared. However, in fact, the feeling of dizziness and pain is getting dizzy only. Even Ervin can't hold it anymore. And medicine, that's what Ervin needs right now.

Ervin tried to stand up and then, he stuck to the wall while walking back to his room.

Bruukkkc.

Not had time to get to the middle of the road Ervin's body had collapsed. The nurse who happened to pass in the hospital corridor immediately approached Ervin's body was already lying on the floor.

“Doctor Ervin,” call that nurse.

Nurses who are accustomed to handling emergency patients, then the first thing to do is to detect the pulse and body temperature.

“Doctor Ervin fever, where high again fever. Well, how's this?” murmured the nurse.

Obviously the nurse looked confused, because at this hour the hospital was still in a state of loneliness. Not many hospital staff are on duty or guard.

The nurse looked confused, trying to find help from people around. However, the result is nil. Because the corridor was still no one who passed by.

“Doctor Aurora. Yes, I saw Dr. Aurora in the rooftop. I'd better get there.”

The nurse ran to the rooftop. And when he got there it was true that, Aurora stood while staring at where he was a few hours ago sitting with Ervin.

‘If time could be played back, I want to be with you even longer. But I can only tell. That's right, Ervin. And togetherness that has passed will never be able to pass again.’ Aurora carved a faint smile on her lips.

“Doctor Aurora,” call me the pwrawat.

Aurora who heard her name was called instantly menolwh to the owner of the voice.

“What's up, sust?”

“Sorry Doc, if I've disturbed you. But, it was in the corridor near the mosque that Dr. Ervin fell unconscious. And it seems the cause is due to a fever that is too high.”

“What?” aurora was surprised. ”Yes already, you seek help as well as bring a gurney. After that we take it to IGD.”

The nurse quickly sought help and searched for an empty gurney. As for Aurora, she ran quickly towards the corridor indicated by the nurse earlier.

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In his closed eyes Ervin felt if he was meeting with Haura, his Mother and his Father. Until in the closed eyes Ervin was delirious_cite the names of the three in turn.

“Buk..”.

“Mr..”.

“Haura..”.

“Defend! I'm sure you're a strong doctor, not a broken twig. You only need time to ‘forget’ without having to ‘remember’.”

Aurora and two nurses push the gurney toward the IGD. After the barada in the room, Aurora is not a general practitioner, but at least she can handle Ervin who has a high fever.

“Yes God, the fever is 40 degrees centigrade,” Aurora said after checking back Ervin's body temperature.

“Why can you be like this, Ervin? Are you too tired to think about that burden?” aurora asked in her heart.

Aurora attached an infusion hose and attached the infusion needle to the back of Ervin's hand. And by dawn Aurora was preoccupied with Ervin who was sick.

After installing the infusion hose, Aurora asked one of the male nurses to accompany Ervin. It was not Aurora did not want to accompany Ervin and take advantage of the time available to look at Ervin's face that was closed tightly. It's just that Aurora doesn't want to ruin the relationship. Aurora wants to respect Ervin's decision, though in the end her own heart is hurt.

“When in the end if destiny would never unite us, I would never regret loving you so deeply. But you need to know if my heart feels the hurt when I have to really ‘rela’.”

Tests...

Tests...

Along with the infusion water that fell dripping there was clear water that came wetting the back of Ervin's hand. And the clear water was none other than Aurora's scarred tears.

However, Aurora immediately wiped away her tears after she realized it was time to leave and let time go.

“Accompany doctor Ervin at least until his body temperature decreases. Keep monitoring his body temperature, if it has gone down tell me.” Aurora smiled.

“Good, Doc.” The nurse nodded.

Aurora breezed away leaving the IGD room and returned to her room. Not been able to sleep all night makes Aurora feel drowsiness so heavy. Until he decided to close his eyes and rest for a while before the sun greeted him.

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“Why is my mother unconscious too? What exactly happened to my mother? Should I find Dr Ervin to ask? But, if severe will definitely require a lot of money.”

Dawn could only stare at the mother from behind the glass in the ICU room. Because the family is not allowed to go inside even though they want to just accompany without a sound.

Every now and then Fajar sighed, remembering what the mother's illness was not yet clear. And he jiga considering the condition of his family is far from okay, especially in financial matters.

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“Haura, why do you have the heart? Why did you do that to me? Why did you give up your life just to protect me? You should have let me die, so that I would not feel this heavy burden

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