
...The heart may not be able to hear but it can speak and feel especially when we feel sad....
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Aurora looked at the scene that was seen before her eyes. And it felt at that moment also the heart of the blue-eyed woman seemed to stop beating when she saw the blood pouring profusely on her papa body.
The thug not only got there, there is still a targeted and none other than Ervin. With the gun aimed precisely at Ervin, the bullet was ready to be launched.
Dor...
“Argghhh.” Ervin groaned in pain after the peluri grazed his arm only.
When the thug pressed his gun suddenly the secret group of air force members had already fired the bullet in the thug's arm. So that thug shot Ervin not too badly.
The secretive members besieged the ICU room, and the five thugs could do nothing but surrender. In addition to being surrounded by secret members of the air force, some jiga police are already on standby there.
‘Come Ervin, bear the pain. Since this is not your goal at the moment, Professor Nathaniel's safety is far more important for now.’ Ervin is monologuing in the heart.
Ervin did not pitek again his arm that felt pained because of the shot. Even the blood that began to seep soaked his white shirt he ignored, only to save a precious person in his life after his parents were no other than the family bang Jamal.
“You calm the patient's family, and call the nurse of the medical team to immediately prepare the operating room. Hurry along! We don't have much time, Professor Nathaniel's safety should be our priority.” Ervin gave the order as he thought.
And that order was taken by their nurse team and medical team. As instructed, the three nurses calmed the patient's family and monitored the patient's subsequent progress. The surgical team had headed to the oeparsi room after Professor Nathaniel was moved over the gurney.
“Quick you change clothes! Anesthesiologist, please work with me again. If I have anything wrong, I can rebuke me. So do you guys.” Back they nodded_sign of telling Ervin's words was always the doctor who would lead the operation.
Everyone goes to the dressing room to change into sterile clothes. Ervin did the same. And when Ervin was about to enter the operating room suddenly Aurora's hand held Ervin's arm. Ervin stopped his steps.
“I want to do that operation. I beg!” aurora said tremblingly.
“Remember the rules at this hospital, Doctor Aurora. The patient's family is forbidden to help, so please just stay outside and wait.” Ervin's stoning gaze, but not the gaze that was accompanied by anger.
“But I want to know inside, Doctor Ervin. And you should remember, I'm also the doctor at this hospital. I promise, I won't be professional.” Aurora was still whistling and wanted to enter the operating room.
‘I'm sorry, Aurora. But I can't let you in. This is for the sake of rescue.’ Monologue Ervin in heart.
Silence, for a moment, felt that time had stopped. Ervin stared clearly how Aurora who was worried about Professor Nathaniel's condition, was none other than her own father. However, Ervin will still follow the rules in the hospital.
“I'm sorry, Aurora. I still can't allow you to come in.”
Ervin left Aurora standing there. While inside, Ervin momentarily looked back. And it turns out, Ervin has found Aurora who is being embraced by the Ocean. In that embrace Ervin could see clearly if, the two were indeed very close.
‘Keep heart, that is what I am doing right now O God, from Your servant. The creature that you created with all the beauty that was on him.’
‘Aurora, this is what I can't mean by love for you. On one hand I can't just forget about Haura. And on the other hand, my heart felt a piercing pain to the deepest heart when I saw you with that man.’
‘However, I resigned if indeed we will never tell in this reality. At the very least, my story and yours are listed in a book.’
‘I am quite self-aware and the law of taboos will never be able to lunge us. And my job right now is to save Professor Nathaniel. Although all fate is only Allah Subhanahu wa ta'ala who knows it.’
Until finally the door of the operating room has been sealed, Ervin is prepared to do his duty to provide medical treatment to Professor Nathaniel.
When about to start the operation suddenly Ervin felt unworthy to stand in front of the patient. Because somehow Professor Nathaniel's daughter can see the process of operation to become an observer.
“Suster, please ask Doctor Aurora and Ocean Lieutenant to be observers.” The nurse nodded without a sound.
For a moment Ervin took off the load, taking a deep breath before he actually started the surgery.
A split second later, Ervin closed his eyes for a moment afterwards, he was already completely ready.
Jeglex.
The operating light has been lit, a sign if the operation is really about to start.
“Scalpel.”
Ervin began to split Professor Nathaniel's chest, and Ervin did not give any blood marks during the surgery. To the amazement of every team who saw it for real.
Ervin started looking for where the bullet was by using tweezers. Operating tools devoted to clamping. However, Ervin did not find the position of the bullet, it does not mean Ervin gave up just like that. And that's a sign that Ervin must be even harder in fighting, in fighting and close his eyes when he is in front of the operating table.
“I can't find the bullet. I... will reach her.”
It doesn't take much longer, because patient safety is the main thing they have to fight for.
Ervin closed his eyes, as if he was glaring through a shadow. Fifteen minutes later, a bullet that nearly hit the heart was found. One bullet was successfully removed.
“Suster Kartika, can you sew the wound on the chest? I'll look for the second and third bullets that are in the stomach.” The nurse named Kartika nodded, a sign that Kartika's nurse was supporting her unfinished duties.
And Ervin came back looking for two bullets that went into Professor Nathaniel's stomach by reaching him.
“Doctor, patient's heart rate weakens.” Ervin glanced at the defribilator monitor screen.
“Do your task correctly, and I will do my job correctly. If you do not want to worsen the health of the patient, then do not be nervous when in front of the operating table.” Ervin stared intently at the companion doctor who served in the defribilator machine section.
So firm and sharp, but that's what a professional doctor should do so as not to feel nervous. If nervous self-fulfillment, it will further aggravate the patient's condition only.
And as Ervin struggles to find the second point of the undiscovered bullet, there is a heart that is wary of Professor Nathaniel's safety. Behind the glass door that became the separation between the operating room and the observer room there was Aurora who stared at the operating table sharply. Not only Aurora but, Lieutenant Samudra also felt the same way.
“And this is when I realized that the law of taboo cannot be broken together. Right what you said, Ervin.”
“For me my religion, for you your religion.”
“And until finally a distance like this we can not scrape together.”
Tears that have fallen are now increasingly swift and wet Aurora's cheeks. When sadness really hit, a smile that is often engraved adorning the lips was almost invisible again. Only the hope of his God can be spoken of Aurora and the Ocean.
Not wanting to lose is what Aurora feels as a girl who lacks affection but, it is only Aurora's thoughts. Because, as a Professor, it is clear that busyness is always approaching so that almost all day can not accompany Aurora even if just a greeting.
“I'm sorry, Pa. I was wrong in deciphering your busyness. And I now realize that as a doctor and a professor I can't stand my ground and can't look at everyone with pride when they've failed to save a patient's life after giving a tiny speck of hope to the family they.”
Aurora unceasingly stared at Ervin who was struggling hard. It even seems clear if the sweat has poured over Ervin's entire body. It also invites the pity of an Aurora.
‘Yes Allah, why is it so hard to find him? Bismillah.’
Ervin again closed both eyes, staring at how the shadow of the organ was. Ten minutes later, two bullets were found.
“Alhamdulillah.” For a moment Ervin stared at the operation team in turn while commenting on the smile behind the mask that covered his mouth.
After feeling successful, Ervin turned around and looked at the two people standing behind the glass. Afterwards, Ervin lifted his thumb towards Aurora and the Ocean. And from there Ervin could see if Aurora smiled again, as well as the Ocean that gives a slow nod_sign if, Ocean gives full confidence to Ervin.
“We do our last task.” Everyone nodded in agreement.
“Pinset.”
“Surgical editing.”
Crekk.
The task was completed when the thread had been used very neatly. The battle with the clock ticking has now passed. Even though it feels tiring and stressful but, that is what makes a surgeon proud.
“Move patient to ICU room!” ervin's word to the nurse.
Ervin headed to the dressing room and changed his clothes. When he lifted his arm he re-awakened if he was injured. The bullet injured Ervin's upper arm and if not sewn up it could have been infected.
“Arghh.” Ervin whimpering in pain.
“It turns out that gunshot wound was like this huh!” ervin the absurd.
Ervin smiled wryly. Haura's shadow again flashed as she protected her from the shot. That made Haura lose her life at the scene. And that's when Ervin felt if, it was all his fault. And it could only be that if, Haura would not sacrifice her life then, everything right now would definitely be fine.
“Haura... If you weren't there. The bullet will go into my heart and not yours. And surely you will be fine.”
Ervin could not stem the tears that had been blocked filled his eyes. And often Ervin's tears flowing profusely, the blood coming out of Ervin's arm also flowed profusely.
However, Ervin tried to hold him back. Although it was painful but, his heart actually felt more sadness, loss, disappointment, destruction and that was the point of weakness of Ervin Evano.
“I've been loyal enough when we were High School Haura. But the truth is you left me behind just because I was poor. And when the universe brought us back together, I was again struck by a reality that was so bitter. I lost you forever. Hix... Hix... Hiks..”
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In his room Ervin tried to clean his wound with red medicine. And some operating tools had been prepared by him. None other than, surgical scissors and also do not forget the thread.
“Arghh.” Back Ervin whimpered as the cotton had pressed against the torn skin.
“Why is this so difficult to treat the wound yourself? It should be easier than treating others. More can be careful anyway, this is it. hard.” Ervin never stopped swearing in the heart.
Aurora who saw Ervin's distress felt pity. The pain and pain that Ervin felt seemed contagious in him. And Aurora couldn't bear to see that.
“If it is difficult should call another doctor and ask him to sew. Not pretentious like that,” said Aurora who surprised Ervin.
“Hey, who allowed you to enter? Didn't see on the board attached to what door?” ketus Ervin's.
Yes, that's what Ervin often does to keep his heart and keep Aurora's heart from becoming entangled in forbidden love.
“Yes, I know exactly what's written on that board. Dr. Ervin's a heart specialist. Isn't our board the same, hm?”
“I know, sorry if it's presumptuous to play in without excuse. But I just want to help you. Please let me sew that wound.”
Silent...
Ervin felt disbelief if he would agree to Aurora's offer that was submitted just now. The reason is, if he agrees then the distance that exists will obviously be eroded until there is no longer left. Because, Ervin knows very well how the distance of patients and doctors when sewing wounds.
However, Ervin realized one thing if it was true that he could not stitch his wounds alone. And he also needed another doctor to help him in sewing the wound that made the pain and pain that was so intense in his arm.
“Alright! If, indeed, you do not need my help then, I will leave. Sorry if it interfered with the time. But. I thank you, Ervin. Thank you for trying so hard to save my papa.”
Aurora was ready to step her foot out of Ervin's room. But far from his reasoning. Ervin holds Aurora's arm which makes Aurora stop and turn back.
“I can't sew it myself. So.. bantukah I sewed the wound.” Ervin did not dare himself to look at the sad face because he was crying and sad for too long.
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