Cracks of Love
POV Mother Kaila

My first child Kaila came home suddenly with her three children and immediately knelt down on my feet in constant apologies. Her stomach was already so big, my heart asked what was wrong with Kaila? Why is he on his knees? I brought Kaila into the room to make her calmer. I know he must be tired from the trip from Bandung to Tangerang.

“Mother I divorce with Rangga, he talak me.” I heard the words Kaila did not believe in that. Because I saw Rangga who was so kind and affectionate to my daughter. Kaila never complained about her domestic problems. Why Rangga could divorce my son when he was pregnant. My son is pregnant because the touch from her husband is not another man. What a heart, an innocent child is ignored. What kind of father is he?

“What is Rangga talak you Kaila?” my many.

“She cheated on Mother, with her boss and that old woman my neighbor was there too. I did not expect that he was the one who became Rangga's affair. I saw the old woman was kind, I respected her because she was much older than me. I hid this 1 year from Mother and Abah" said Kaila.

“So before you became pregnant with your fourth child, Rangga had cheated?” my many.

“Iya Mother.” It's so rude of Rangga to do such a thing by my first daughter. What kind of man is he? My daughter gave me a boy and a girl. What's less my daughter as a wife is perfect enough. Doesn't he work? Kaila does not work because Rangga forbids it. My daughter graduated from a state university could have been my daughter used to register as a PNS. She hung her college diploma to serve her husband and take care of her children. How dare he cheat on Kaila's back and now he's divorcing my daughter without mercy. What is his heart made of? Is his heart frozen? given what with the woman so that Rangga can forget his son and wife.

My son has sacrificed so much, so insolent he treated my daughter like this.

“Kaila? When did you come? Why crying? Mother also cry what is this?” ask husband.

My husband just got home and saw Kaila who was hugging me while crying sobbing.

“So forgive Kaila.”

Kaila knelt on my husband's feet. Ah, what a heartbreaking sight to see Kaila like this. Before getting married Kaila was a cheerful girl I rarely saw her cry.

My husband was angry to hear the story from Kaila, seeing Kaila's condition was very weak. Her face turned pale, her lips turned blue and Kaila suddenly fainted. We panicked to see the state of Kaila I called my two children Rahma and Albi.

Kaila's soul was shaken, ever since she told him about Rangga's affair.

He became dazed, sometimes Kaila laughed for no reason, sometimes he confused the events that tormented his mind, sometimes he was silent himself. Allahu...My God, why can't my daughter be like this. My daughter is not like my daughter. His joy was taken away, his joy was taken away.

“Mother.some whisper in my ear, I'm told to die. I died aja yah Bun,” said Kaila.

“Astagfirullah, Istigfar Kaila nobody told you to die. That life belongs to God. Istigfar darling..Istigfar.”.

Kaila's stomach is getting bigger, maybe soon she will give birth to her fourth child. Kaila's condition is getting more and more unstable. Kaila's mouth always befell death, she always said someone whispered to take a knife and cut her hand. To die he said. Whatisthis? Why did Kaila become like this? is my daughter used?

Allahu my son Kaila, Mother is sure you are a strong child. You must remember Allah, keep thinking of Allah. I took care of Kaila with affection so that her heart would not be empty. Sometimes we gather together just chatting so that Kaila does not keep thinking by Rangga. My daughter still looks beautiful even though she has three to four children. 

“Mother...mother..” Kaila yelled to call me, I rushed to approach Kaila.

“Pending sick Bun, sick.”

Kaila wants to give birth, I call my husband and Albi. We had to quickly take Kaila to the hospital for her delivery. We rushed to get Kaila. When checked Kailaswas the seventh opening. I accompanied him to give birth, there was no father of this soon-to-be baby. I held Kaila's hand.

"Kaila Istigfar."

The doctor checked Syifa again turned out to have opened 9.

"Bu Kaila, the water has broken. Wait for my cue to push ya ma'am."

Syifa nodded her head, she looked at me.

"Pull Mom's breath, let's push now."

Kaila strained, she looked in pain, sweat pouring out. I don't know what she's thinking because she's shedding tears. I kept holding my daughter's hand. 

"Kaial you are strong, you can, Mother is here. Don't think of anything, you have to fight."

"Let's go Bu Kaila again.pull your breath now Mom strained." Kaila started pushing again.

"Drink first Ma'am, his head was already visible, his hair was thick black but entered again because Mom was less powerful to push it, Mom's spirit let's push strong."

Syifa took out her power and pushed very hard.

"Allahu...Allahu.." cried Kaila.

Owaaa..owa,

“Alhamdulilah, congratulations Ma'am, daughter Mother of the female sex. Beautiful as his mother.”

Kaila was crying, I know how my daughter feels. A labor without a husband even her husband never asked for this child. I thank you for the safety of Kaila and my granddaughter. My husband raped Kaila's fourth child. May this daughter take her mother to the heaven of God, may this child bring the blessings of the world and the Hereafter to her mother. Kaila who has struggled alone from pregnancy to childbirth. 

But I was worried about Kaila's condition, because her soul was shaken. The burden he carried alone without telling stories with people who had weighed on his brain. Moreover, she just gave birth, I'm afraid Kaila hit the baby blues.

I looked at my daughter's face, she smiled at me. As powerful as Kaila she remains a woman, who has a weak heart. After smiling she cried. I approached Kaila, I stroked her hair.

“Honey, thank God you gave birth to your child safely,”.

“Mother thank you for accompanying me in the delivery of my son,” said Kaila.

“I'm ashamed Bun, I should have paid for this delivery" Kaila said.

“Don't be ashamed again Mother, you are Mother's daughter so it's natural that Mother helps you. So don't think of anything well,” I said.

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Abah \= [“Hai Rangga Kaila has given birth, what kind of man are you. No matter your son. Do not think about your affair, come to Abah's house. 7 more days Abah who will make aqidah for your fourth child.”]

Rangga \=["Sorry, I'm busy again. Can't come."]

Abah \= ["Very well you, do not want to see your own child. I don't want to know, you have to come!"]

Abah immediately turned off his phone before Rangga replied with another reason.

7 Days later, the aqiqahpun event was held. The baby girl was named Nazwa. 

Apparently Rangga came to Nazwa aqiqah event, but he did not want to carry, let alone carry, just saw him he did not want to. He just sat and leaned against the wall. There was no smile, and his gaze did not show any happiness.

“Assalamu'alaikum.”

“Wa'alaikumsalam.”

Kaila's college friend suddenly came, as she knew Kaila and Rangga were coming. Kaila never told me about her pregnancy.

“Lili..” says Kaila surprised.

Lili went in and kissed the back of Mother and Abah's hands.

“Kaila.? your kid? newborns? I didn't know you were pregnant before,” said Vira.

“Iya, Lili, just 1 week.” said Kaila.

“I deliberately did not say I want to play here because yesterday Lili WA I said you are in Tangerang, want to give a surprise to you so intend to be with you, why I was given a surprise.” Lili.

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