Cracks of Love

Cracks of Love
The Fate of Kaila's Life Today


My healing for 2 months, even then it has not been said to be healed. I have to take medicine for the rest of my life. To keep my mind calm I have to take that medicine.


When I was with Rangga, we managed to buy a car. But after my talak Rangga, I don't know where the car went, he said on sale but I never held the money, as he reluctantly gave it to his children, It never existed. The responsibility as a father he did not do.


My parents communicated with my parents-in-law. They wanted us not to separate because they saw that there were 4 children we had. But Rangga was determined to divorce me.


after 2 months of treatment, my consciousness returned. Seniorku mba Tina invited me to apply as a teacher at an Islamic school. He was the one who helped me, even though the initial entrance into being a teacher I like to be alone, sometimes I still imagine and cry alone in the corner of the school.


“De, already dong. Don't cry, move on. Live is mush go on.” Mba Tina always said that, grateful I have friends who do not leave me when I fall down.


I slammed the bones for my son's life, the teacher's salary was not enough. I sell frozen food online, I am always grateful for whatever God loves me. I'm actually ashamed of my brother. Abahku is an ice kemong maker. You guys know ice kemong? ice cream that can use a cone or cup with a small wooden spoon to gouge when you want to eat the ice.


My brother made ice cream for decades. From there my brother can send his 3 children to college. And now the sale of ice helps sustain life for my four children.


Tired sometimes I live this life, but I have to be strong for my four children. Even though I work to slam my bones, get sick, I am willing to take care of my children.


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The story of Lila when we regrouped with my consciousness had already recovered.


“Kaila, you realize that when you were sick, I came to see you?” I shook my head.


“I nengokin you 3 times, first and second time with Vira and the 3rd time I was with my husband. I told my husband about you, my husband's teacher from sukabumi happened to come, Kiai grew up from there. I was given a practice that had been certified by Kiai. Actually I don't want to have any special practices. Because I have the 6th sense of descent. But I had prayed to Allah during the holy month of Ramadan to close my 6th sense, so I did not want to see any more supernatural beings. With that particular practice, even then for your sake Kaila, I used that practice, I thought of saying your name. I saw there was a short, slightly stooped creature, his face was not like a human, fanged, dreadlocked. He snapped holding a machete and said ‘Loe will not penetrate me hahaha’ it looks like you are sick made-up. When I came with my husband, we prayed and prayed, my husband spread rough salt around your house. You know what happened, 1 day I can not wake up, his sense of energy my body absorbed, my body feels weak,” Lila story.


“Is my pain not normal?” my many.


“This I think well, you have a problem that you pile up alone, the heart continues to rumble, hurt, so your mind becomes gloomy uncontrollably, then your mind becomes empty, and then your mind becomes empty, being beaten up by the same occult science so the more severe the pain of heart. After that you do not remember God, there is no spiritual flush so your spirit is empty, which makes you not accept this condition, blaming why I accept this? Run the disease you are suffering now,” said Lila.


“Iya indeed I harbored this matter alone, the longer, the less powerful I was to endure it. The point when Rangga gave my talak,” said Kaila.


“The bottom is you have to iklas, iklas it can not be said by the word, can not be felt. What the hell is iklas? It is surrender to God, whatever condition God gives. Believe that with the iklas we will get a blessing from God,” said Lila.


I was silent to Lila's words.


"Kaila, I have never felt your position, not how hurt you feel. But one message for you. Don't think of yourself in this world. Because God is always in our hearts, don't think God is unfair, He is very just. To whom else do we ask for protection other than Allah. The black magic sent to you will not be penetrated if your faith is strong.


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Autoraphrase


80% of these stories are true stories, 20% are autor imaginations.


Now living as a single parent, she works desperately for her four children.


The second child was put into the same school as Cia on the grounds that he picked her up simultaneously, kasian abah is old if the shuttle many times. Rangga is asked for money by Kaila for her son's school fees. But Rangga said.


“If you kekeh want to enter bilingual loe pay by yourself. I want to pay,” said Rangga.


“We pay half-and-half,” said Kaila.


“Ogah I, you only pay yourself,” replied Rangga.


Now go in for bilingual 16 million, spp 700rb payment, catering 300rb total 1 million. That's 2 kids 2 million. There are no other costs.


Never Kaila pitched “Rangga kasih 500rb every month for four children, try where enough.”


With a sense of iklas, now Kaila officially divorced in the religious court. And he's the one who paid for his four children, Kaila's parents are helping.


Reportedly Rangga in the mutation to attack Banten, so between Rangga and the actor was far away. This is the effort of Rangga's parents who asked directly to Rangga's superiors to be mutated. The car is no longer owned, because Rangga has sold it. But the actor bought a car for Rangga. Every Saturday and Sunday Rangga go to Bandung. Reportedly they are married because Kaila's second child saw a photo of his father and the actor wearing a wedding dress in whatsapp Kaila.  Because Rangga was still berating Kaila when He asked for money for their children's education.


Kaila had a hard time, because for him it is not strong to pay for catering. Because if 2 children can be 600rb. What is the salary of the teacher, plus this year 2022 Adam Kaila's third child entered the school, Adam entered the school where Kaila taught.


The point is Kaila is now single parent, with the condition of taking medicine for life. He made money for the education of his four children.


It is now 2022 the age of Kaila's child


Caca 9 years old class 3 MI


Adam 6 years old grade 1 SDI


Last child was 4 years old


Young children without a father figure, only a mother who slams the bones become an honorary teacher. 


The readers ask for her prayer for Kaila, may her life be better. The four children will become proud of Kaila and raise her mother's degree.


Aamiins.


Seriate


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