Drunk Duda (Ceria Skalane Time)
MD103'S. Emergency KB
Emergency KB.
What does it mean to make me believe that she was trying to get me pregnant, purposely releasing her seeds inside my body? However, he gives me a pregnancy-preventing drug all the time?
I'm so stupid.
What do I have to cry about, knowing that my husband is fooling me like this? If she doesn't want me to get pregnant, because I still smoke. He could start by banning me from smoking and telling me the truth that he doesn't want to have children from me, if I still smoke.
It's not that I'm secretly giving me emergency KB pills like this. I felt like he was fooling me and was cheating on me. How can I understand, if he doesn't say it with his mouth and explain his intention to delay pregnancy because I still smoke.
But far from it. I feel like he doesn't want to have a child with me, because it's still around that freechild concept.
It's only fitting that he just said 'yes' when I made sure he wanted to have a child with me. He did not say anything, or convinced me in earnest that he would actually leave his seed in my womb.
If he still wanted to freechild, he shouldn't have to marry me and say at length to make me want to be with him. Does he just want s**s with me? But as long as we have time together, our activities are not just about s**s only.
We shop, have fun, eat out and enjoy our time by watching television together while joking. He doesn't seem to be hunting for s**s with me, but instead I asked him to do it with me.
I'd be honest, if I needed it and I wanted to. My longing is never satisfied, if we are not united. In addition to what he did for me in bed, I also miss feeling closeness with him to such an extent.
I think that's a natural thing, because we're husband and wife. Of course I can't whine and ask to play in bed, if we're not married. Of course I would never beg to be satisfied by him, if I were not his wife.
Is it worth it to blame my trust I gave him?
Hey, he's my husband. I trust him and I'm sure he won't cheat on me, because he's my life partner.
I never thought that he would have the heart to do a plan without a deal with me. I never thought that the medicine I was taking was an emergency Pill. I really don't understand, if there is also such an emergency Pill. Am I to blame here? I'm a victim of my own life partner here.
What should I do, if my trust is toyed with like this? I had to how, to make him understand that I already knew everything.
I'm sure he will reason and seek justification for what he did. I'm sure, he blamed me and pulled my mistake because that's why he gave me the emergency Pill.
If he plays cunningly with my own wife, I must also play cunning with my own husband. I just need to pretend that I took the Pill, until the good news came to me.
I also understand, if pregnant women are not allowed to smoke. I will stop smoking, if it is true in my womb grow the seeds of our love. So, there would be no more reason to bang Ken blame me. Besides, if I'm pregnant. I'm sure he will accept and move quickly to take care of our marriage for the purposes of our child's birth documents.
Don't you?
After all, I wouldn't have sinned because I was pregnant with my husband's own child? I won't be blamed anyway, because he agreed when I asked for a deal to have a child with him.
Until finally, he came and I greeted him with a big smile. Unfortunately, he refused when I wanted to kiss him.
“You haven't had a shower, Dek? Don't reason no clothes, Brother has been laundry lightning new clothes Adek.“ He looked at me flat.
Well, apparently the problem.
“I've washed my face and I've brushed my teeth, Bang.“ I've been doing it since he hasn't left to take care of my documents.
“It's not about face washing. But you're in a junub, Ria! Are you not praying? Did you not take a big shower?“ In his voice there is a certain.
“Iya, Bang. But I thought, these are my freedom days.“ Because at Gibran's house, I was told to have parents here.
“So, do you want to have a meal and holiday play HP too?“ He shifted his sitting position.
“Abang same disgust as me?“ Does he think that I stink and I'm dirty?
“It's not about disgust, but you're in a junub state! Who knows, Ria. We do not lack water, we also have complete toiletries. Why are you so many of his mouths right? You just need to recede, if you're told. You're more than a demon, just why he's got to bow down as a human, and he's been sent down from heaven. Stop many questions, you just need to obey your husband, pray and fast obligatory, let you go to heaven. You don't need a lot of questions why, why, why! You need to assume a lot yourself, that you're disgusted with you, you're dirty and stinky. Don't make it hard, you just need to recede. Recede! You know how to do it, right?!“ it sounds loud.
Just like he was angry. Why can't he tell me slowly? The more here, the more visible his original attitude was. It's not like the beginning, it's not like the time we lived together without the bond of marriage. He was also, far different from the figure of a man who always sheltered me when I first knew him. In fact, in the beginning he looked fun without any rules like this.
“Again changing.“ I left him to obey the order to take that bath.
“As you speak, Ria. Brother says really, Brother is really. It was this afternoon, surely you do not pray Dzuhur right?“
I didn't serve him, I left him to take a shower. It's true, he led me right. But I think that living with that life partner is a new freedom in our direction. Apparently, even I have to get used to the new rules.
Married and living with my husband, not according to my expectations. I don't know, that marriage is like this. It never crossed my shadow, if getting married was a higher phase of life than before.
Why do I call it a higher phase of life? Because the demands are more compelling. Not to mention, the problems that will come in front of us are clearly big. Try, how will bang Ken act to take care of our official wedding?
I think I fought for him. I defied my family for her, to marry her and to live with her.
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