Drunk Duda (Ceria Skalane Time)
MD19S. Keith's Trauma
“Sya, biarin. He has the right to choose, however I can not promise to marry quickly,” replied Keith, when I was able to hear his voice chatting with the Princess.
They looked at me at the same time who was neat with the taste of clothes that Keith liked. I always adjust clothes that match my dating partner, of course, match my comfort as well.
“I stay first huh, Put? The white car was an online taxi I ordered.“ Keith asked me to leave the Princess.
The princess just nodded, she just kept quiet with a look that I could hardly understand. I don't understand the meaning of such a view, it's like disbelief or as astonished as possible.
“I want to stop at a special restaurant food area here, the taxi will take us there. You recommend interesting food from the menu later, I was eating in mamah deliberately not much.“ Keith opened the car door for me.
I just nodded. I sat down sweetly and waited for Keith to come in from the next door, we sat down together. Whereas, I was hoping Keith would tell me about his chat with the Princess. Not about food and food.
“You want to buy what item, Ria?“ Keith was very aware of keeping his distance in public.
If there's no one, he always sticks with me. In fact, even when sitting. While driving, he often rubbed my knees and held my hand. He is quite romantic, unfortunately he has no intention of getting married.
“This is my new item, buy yesterday.“ I showed you the bag bought with Ken's bang money.
“Good, looks luxurious. Want something similar? Or other colors?“ Keith is not a stingy man.
“I need new footwear, Keith. I need the hills three centi aja, to change work later.“ My eyes were on my feet.
“Bby, abis eat later to self-service. Steva again there's a business trip to Europe, I'm nitip the same shoes bag for you. He said the day after the day he came, you have to acquaintance with him, his work skills need to be thumbs up.“ She was completely open in everything, not just her clothes.
“Steva not mad you bought me?“ I remembered that Steva was the one he had been invited to dinner some time ago.
“She's your girlfriend.“ I bowed when I answered him.
I don't know what I feel. I feel unlucky because Keith is easy to accept new people.
“You don't want to, doesn't mean I'm looking for something else. Again, I'm not ready for marriage. You know, if my car's still on credit, right? My house has not been paid off, my furniture is still a lot that I buy with credit. I'm afraid my payment is not enough for the cost of living both of us later, because my installment still can not be arranged. Even from the gallery, there has been no meaningful sales. I'm still pioneering, my friends are the same. While you know, the connoisseur of the painting is very little. Although they dare to buy expensive, but luck has not settled in me.“ Keith whispered with a head that was not so close to me. It was just like his face turned towards my face that was not facing him.
“I didn't expect you to be again, Keith.“ I don't understand why my mouth suddenly said such a thing.
“I know, Ria. Please find a suitable one, but a man who has no ties to my cake as well. I don't mean you have to fixate on me, I don't mean you have to wait for me to be able to arrange my own installments. I understand you it's time to get married, please find another if you don't want to wait for me who is not clear when marriage you have.“ Keith's voice was like sending sadness.
“You said that, because you've been married? So you're not excited anymore?“ Look, he's laughing.
“Maybe, but a little amused also hear the sentence you compiled. Back when I had a wife, you imagined her shame so I routinely slept with her, but couldn't afford to feed her. In fact, I'm fed by in-laws. Sharp insinuation parents ex-wife I gini, j***just paid. They said so, after my son made mend****. I'm out of the room, wash it. Well, they haven't slept and said so. Just remember until now, so cake for trauma until now.“ Keith faced me and someone looked down.
“How will you do after that?“ tanyaku.
“I'm still in school, Ria. I can't work, I don't have any skills. I had that wife, when I was in third grade in second semester. If I stop, I want to graduate. If my wife was in first grade high school, she quit a year, and next year she lists another school in some distant place, which she doesn't know about her dark time. So when I say so, yes tomorrow I go home from school and stop by the parents first, I ask for money for milk and snacks Via. Every day I persuaded Via to come with me to the old man, but Via wouldn't. Because I was not strong with a lot of innuendo Via parents, I chose to stay at my parents' house, with me routinely love snacks to Via from asking my parents. He told me, I'm stressed, I'm lonely, I need daeng, but I've been hurt that way. I still did not want to go home to Via's parents, until finally Via complained that his stomach was no movement. I took him to check, and he said that our baby had not grown, he died in the stomach just eight months if not wrong. Via was operated on, because there was no encouragement from the baby for a normal delivery. Shortly after, the divorce papers came to the house. Though I take care of Via tuh, I nemenin Via at the Hospital, I take care of him after surgery, I take care of our baby's corpse as well. I feel, I am responsible. But, the responsibility according to the old man is to provide. The point is, about money. That's what parents want from their child's husband, their child is fulfilled and does not lack anything in material terms. I learned from it, let's get married again I don't flutter first.“ For the first time Keith told me about his past.
My attention was locked on Keith who was very expressive in storytelling. His expression was so fitting, with the movement of his hand that it seemed so hurt by the situation.
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