Drunk Duda (Ceria Skalane Time)
MD76. Ever failed
“No, she does have the intention of making me to be her child's baby sitter because.“ I'm just talking origin.
Dika also laughed. “You're funny, Ria. I want to see you soon again. If I take a day off later, you take the time to meet me huh? We meet at the midpoint.“
Strangely and strangely I. After a month of frequent phone calls with Dika, he said he wanted to get engaged to me. In fact, we only met him once in Banda.
With frequent communication, I was used to all the praise and flattery that Dika gave. Yes, although still uncomfortable, but I like addicted to flattery from him. For some reason, I felt complacent because of his flattery.
Now, then I ventured to ask about him after a long time. Usually, only he actively asks.
[Have you ever had someone important in your life?] I mean a lover. I deliberately exchanged messages, in order to be more free to write in the message.
[More directed. You mean a girlfriend, or a girlfriend?] Reply Dika quite quickly.
After several flights, he took a break and always went home to his mother. That is, in order to have such a holiday. Either I do not understand how the rules are, because he who always contacts me first when he has free time.
[Yes.] Fast balask.
[Maybe, this makes you think badly of me. But, you still have to know that I failed my fiancee twice and failed to marry twice as well. I don't know what the problem is in me, until it keeps repeating itself. I don't want to blame the woman too, because it could be her choice to leave me because I can't stand my attitude. I just don't know which attitude. I felt it was good to treat him, already considered him more than my queen, but there was a small problem even for him to leave me alone. That's why I'm still single at the age of thirty-five, because over time keep people's soul mates.] A message that I really did not expect, I read it over and over again to make sure myself.
Why did Dikan fail a marriage? Why fail to get engaged too? Is he not a good man? Is s**s orientation problematic? Could be, right?
[S**s are you good?] I hope he is not offended by my question. I don't mean to accuse him of being a hunchback or, uh, a waving man. But, it feels strange if men mature but fail to repeat.
Back, I pulled my sister-in-law's name. I know, bang Givan is not a good person. But as far as I know, he has only ever failed to live in a household. Or, my role model is the next good guy bang Ghifar. He only ever failed to make a household, he always heard and considered the voice of his wife. But my oldest role model, has also failed fiancee. But heard his own story, because Adi's papah was dibui. Automatically, it could be that the woman retreated because she did not want to have an ex-convict husband.
Aye right? Don't you?
[I'm normal, I like and am attracted to women.] He replied without giving other sentences.
Ahh, Dika made me actively ask this time.
[The reason they left you what?] tanyaku later. Honestly, I only knew his age this time. I guess he's thirty years old.
[The first woman, she complained that I was in bed too long. I was still in a special school at that time. So the pilot wasn't easy, couldn't pass High School as a pilot. Meanwhile, I've been fiancee to her since the third grade of High School. Maybe because it's too early, right? So he felt long-awaited.]
I'm thinking hard. He's third grade High School is engaged, his asthma is very early. Is it because I didn't go to school, I haven't been dating since school? But it doesn't matter either.
[So, the second woman?] Repasku.
[The second woman, she left me because we were an airline. There are rules there, if not. So I resigned, right? Let her have a relationship with him. Only, because of the length of the process I got a new place. He canceled our wedding plans. At that time, we had no fiancee. So, we times the relationship and intend to towards getting married.] After reading this message, I thought the woman was a flight attendant.
[Water stewardess huh?] I asked Dika.
[Yes, in his workplace there are also rules so many new years can be married. But he still wants a career there. Yes, I'm giving it.] Then this second one, he's not engaged.
[Keep, what's next?] The story is not finished.
[Which is next, fiancee again. It was a four-year road. Disappointed, because I like to ngemaran and he turned out to be just ayeja, but still go with his friends. At first, I knew about his friend's story. I was thinking, maybe that old story keeps on reposting. Apparently no, he really did run around without my permission. I want my woman to focus on me, I want her to obey, obey and not lie to me. That's what he's lying about, he's not obeying. Keep it all revealed, he said, yes we hopefully, I'm constrained to have a relationship with you. Lah? What is it supposed to be? The fiancee, yes a kind of husband and wife just do not do s**s relationship only rules. We are money, money together. Every month yes I ration him, whether enough or not, but there must be love. So later married it, yes the money together. Who bothers to take care of this secure account, because he asked for his savings money back, I also did not sincerely spend money for him anyway. Who is he? That's rough. For months, we took care of the money. For months too, we were always full of meaning to each other. He opened all my ugliness in front of me, in front of the people closest to him, in front of his parents. I really can't maki, because I just know he's a dissident and a liar.] Really, I just found out that getting engaged is like a husband and wife.
If so, why not just get married? Is it because this wedding costs so much? So those who have a dream wedding, but the funds have not arrived, take the path to get engaged first? But if I were a girl, I wouldn't be grandiose about asking for a marriage that's so hard to achieve. It's just that the man was disinclined first.
[What's the last one? This last one failed to get married, right?] Tanyaku later.
Long enough to wait, until finally he replied with the content of a message that was so long.
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