Drunk Duda (Ceria Skalane Time)
MD178S. Figure dad
"I'm talking facts, no emotions. Anyway, what the hell is it that we want to defend from? There is someone else who always respects himself. We're so tight, it's hard to put together. Yeah okay, I feel guilty too. But I was so brave that even Brother had a reason, not suddenly I became like this. Should have been self-conscious, you should be literate with your own mistakes. Don't always say, Ria is like this, Ria is. I'm like this so there's a reason, there's a reason. It's not like this all of a sudden, Bang." Speaking just a little, I got bored. This is how it feels to peel off as it turns out, a little plong relaxes the heart.
"Again near me when I was pregnant, the effect of the cake terror me and I was afraid. Brother ngajakin back with the child in Alfonso all these kinds of things, tell me this is so right. Pressured me when Brother comes. All the fuss we have not been legally divorced, we have not really separated. From my first month of humming, until the fourth month, it was already three months and Brother instead took his ex-wife for a walk. In the ninth month of my pregnancy, come again to make me afraid to go out alone. What's the function for, Bang? Let's make Brother so quiet?" He must know my fear of him.
"There's nothing to fix, we're done. Mamah Dinda has a little advice, maybe it can get in your heart." Actually, this is more precisely a sedative sentence only. "We split up first, if we really want to go back there must be a way," I said later.
He just turned his head towards me, his face so red and tense. "When you're gone, Ria. You're gonna throw me out, I know that."
So, he wouldn't let me go because I was impressed to throw it away?
"Well, how do I let that get wasted?" Maybe it will make him feel like he is not wasted.
"What are you talking about, Ria?!" His eyebrows fused with a sharp gaze.
"What do you really want from me? Don't be too maruk, your woman is ready to accompany Brother. I'm not ready anymore, I'm afraid to go back. You're hard to control, you're creepy, you're rude and you're inconsiderate. Once again I said, I became a kek gini because of Brother. How you behave to me, yes that's what I return to Brother." I pointed at myself and herself in turn.
"Work struggle? What is your struggle? Just nguber-nguber me, right? Promise to do this to the family, take care of this, take care of it. His style uses the reason for pregnancy because marriage is not yet official, people in fact Abang does not intend to inaugurate. I get it, I'm just a toy." I swallowed my saliva and threw my face the other way.
If I look at her for too long, I feel like I'm going to cry. I'm as good as my mom right now.
"Stop, Ria!" He snapped at me.
Kirei let go of my ASI, he flicked the apron and looked around. He wanted to be in a sitting position, then he turned towards bang Ken with a friendly smile.
Kirei, maybe your smile will wither if you know your father never expected you. You were too cheap a smile for your father, and he swore to make you trouble when you needed it.
His neck swayed, he was often not yet upright but forced to balance himself. How else, he wanted to be in this position.
I hugged her with one hand, then my hand went into the apron to fix my clothes. After that, I put the apron on the beach, near the patio chair that has always been the place of our debate.
Bang Ken diam saja, saat Kirei tetap tersenyum dan nampak ingin disapa. Ia senang sekali ketika disapa, gusi depannya akan diperlihatkan jika ia mendapat sapaan. Seramah itu anakku pada siapapun, semoga tidak memiliki sifat bengkok ayahnya yang merasa benar sendiri itu. Aku pun tak mau Kirei menuruni sifat jelekku juga, biarkan ia memiliki sifat sendiri tanpa turunan dari orang tuanya.
"Grandfather came it, Deck." I distracted Kirei, from his hope of waiting for his father to greet him.
"Adek Kirei's…. Have a shower, Pretty?" Greet Papah Adi as he ascends to the terrace.
His hands and feet were kicking in all directions, his gums were visible with lip lines drawn upward. The power is so extra, when greeted by the person who always pet it.
Kirei said, he seemed to want to reach Papah Adi.
"Later huh? Grandpa took a shower, prayed first huh? Go play to Cani's sister." Cani is her favorite granddaughter.
He said it was funny and funny. But when viewed physically and by nature, Cani tends to be her mother as well. Only, a little interfered with the nature of his father. Little in my opinion, not much. He still tends to his mother.
Who does it look like, smiling and laughing? Me? Not particularly. Sister Canda? Maybe anyway, a little. Mommy may as well, a little. If it's from Riyana's family, not really. They look judes-judes even though the original is good.
Why is this Key's father silent?
His nose rose upwards, with a loud exhaled breath. Why he? Getting angry? Or do insects get into his nose?
"Why is this Adek? Make me laugh." I laughed when I saw her behavior.
Three months of a lot of behavior.
Instantly, he sneezed. Apparently, he felt his nose itch. He was so funny, he tried to overcome his nasal itching with such behavior.
"Alhamdulillah…."
I looked to my right side. There's Mamah Dinda apparently, it looks like she just came out of the house.
Kirei was immediately excited to reach his grandmother. Even his feet tried to stand on my lap.
"Later huh? Grandma wants to tell yayah to buy side dishes first. Just a minute, Deck." Mamah Dinda did not bring Kirei.
I felt that it was a coincidence, for Kirei to be the mediator of Ken's emotions. Hence, Kirei was asked to remain here.
He looked back at his father. However, bang Ken seemed to be engrossed in his own thoughts and delusions.
"Just like mom, I'm fantasizing." I kissed Kirei, so that his attention would be distracted.
"Eh, did Adek see Dad? Do you want to be with Daddy?" His hands extended towards Kirei.
Is he really daydreaming? Does he not know if his son has been watching him since?
Kirei was on his lap. I don't know what Kirei made, because his hands were patting his father's chest wrapped in a salted egg-colored shirt.
"I don't mind if we split up, with Kirei who still knows his father and has time to pay attention to his father." I opened the conversation again.
He looked at me. Then, he noticed Kirei who seemed to be taking something from his shirt.
"You're sure you want Kirei to not have a complete parent figure? You didn't learn from yourself, who didn't have a father figure, until you finally got a thirst for male affection?" he said it was amazing to slap.
"Then you're scared, brother, I can get married as soon as possible so Kirei has a complete parent figure in one house." I want to stuff his mouth.
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