Drunk Duda (Ceria Skalane Time)
MD30S. Finish one by one
“I have nothing to do with him, Keith.“ I defended myself, not because I was wrong. But, I want her to understand that I want to stay away from Ken's bang, too.
“You roommates, that's obvious. If you really want us not to be close anymore, it doesn't matter. You just need to say fine, not for many reasons, especially to ask your men who talk to me. I get it, Ria. Our closeness is completely finished. Probably true, what the Princess said was.“ Keith turned his face the other way.
My question is, what did the princess say?
“Princess is talking what?“ I'm starting to wonder here.
“That's not important, Ria.“ Keith leaned his back against the wall.
He doesn't love me, I have to believe that. Why does it look so frustrating?
“That's important, you have to confirm the truth to the person concerned. Don't swallow and trust everything round and round. You don't know the truth yet, but you trust other people's stories more than you directly ask me.“ I started getting emotional.
Keith is not Keith.
“Because I saw the evidence myself. Why do men sleep in a room with single women until morning? Let alone relatives, Ria. A brother-in-law to Givan's bang is not common to sleep in his sister-in-law's room until morning, with you also in the room. I've never dared to be more than my limits, because I appreciate women's decisions. I can make you to another Via-Via, if he gives you the decision to do so. I don't want a maksa, I know it hurts for a woman. But you'd rather be forced, would you? Than being asked well. Yes it fits, with you take the same decision bang Ken.“ Keith spoke by locking my eyes.
His mouth is so sharp. His words hurt me so much.
“I'm not, Keith. After all, why do you do it if you have no intention of marriage??? Should I be Via first? Who got pregnant out of wedlock, you just got married after humming your child. Do I really have to give up on you first, let you know that I hope about us too?“ I gulped my saliva, tried hard and didn't cry.
Forgive me, for I am a very strong woman.
“I've been hurt, Ria. I once asked someone to keep me, even if he used me. I realized what my mistake was, so he wasn't locked in with me. That is, because I let him loose in his virgin state. From there I learned that the deepest point of a woman's love is to give herself to her man. With that experience, I don't want to repeat it a second time. You're talking about a cake that does want to have a future with me, but you don't want to put yourself into me, you don't believe that I really won't leave you.“ Keith took out his firm veins.
I don't believe Keith's thinking.
“Keith, you also have to realize that you can be the heaviest wound for someone.“ I know Keith's principle of trust is broken, but he has to be self-aware for everything.
“Tak! I never hurt any woman. I didn't expect you to get pregnant before you got pregnant, but I want you to give yourself up because of your love for me. I would never believe it, if you never did. It's over now, Ria. Be happy with another widower, whose finances are clearly better than mine. I know, I lost to suffice your ego for shopping. I realize, I if on all sides if you compare me with him.“ Keith bowed, with a soft look.
“Originally you know, Keith. With me staying close to us, I also left my closeness with bang Ken. I don't feel like I have a clear future, with two equally obscure men. I want to get married soon, Keith. By marriage, I will give my whole life to my husband. Let alone virginity, my life will I risk to give birth to the offspring of my husband later. You can't argue that a woman's love is pegged to her surrender. Parents who charge and raise their daughters from small, they do not demand the same from girls. They only hope that their daughter can keep her marwah from the man who hopes for your kek women's resignation. Not that I let you go, I'm gonna hug Ken bang strong. I'll take him off, too, because you're the same. Because of my feelings, I lost and let you touch me. But this time, after this and for later, I wish there was a good man whom I married.“ I ventured to return his sharp gaze.
Right, we have to stay professional at work.
“Iya, I'm sorry.“ I extended my right hand.
Keith immediately greeted my right hand, then he hugged me quickly. “Let the kek gini brag, Ria. You should know, I really love you. Unfortunately, I can't believe that you have the same feeling because you don't give up the most precious thing for you to me.“ He rubbed my back.
Our embrace is gone. I looked at her face that looked still sad.
If it really was love, he should have locked me in with marriage. But his mind may have been damaged, either because he was not ready for marriage. So he thought that the woman giving up her virginity was evidence of a sense of vengeance for him to attempt to marry her with his financial limitations. I don't understand the real concept, whether he's talking or saying his hope.
Maybe we are too far from the Creator.
I need to focus on improving myself, improving my worship, improving my faith, so that I can have the man I want. Isn't our soul mate a reflection of ourselves? Doesn't a good goal have to start with a good change?
“I'm back, Keith.“ I glanced at my vehicle.
“You want me to drop off?“
I shook my head, I didn't want to bother him. After all, I should start to keep my distance from him from now on. If not from now on, when should I start again?
“I brought a car, Keith. I'll go home first, okay? You're fine here.“ I rubbed his arm by stepping away.
I'm heading home soon. With Keith done, now stay with Ken's bang. I have to finish today, if bang Ken hasn't slept. Worried, for too long even I hunted comfortable with the existence of bang Ken.
The handsome figure was on his waist on the terrace, watching me who was parking the vehicle.
All right, move, Ria. I should be able to do that with Keith.
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