Drunk Duda (Ceria Skalane Time)
MD112´S. Kapok
“Sick...“ It is not how much physical pain this is, which hurts more because it forces me with its own will.
He did not even consider, that I would be in pain if he did so without merang***me first. He's a doctor, he must understand this. But he could do it to his own wife, he hurt his own wife, he was not affectionate to his wife.
“You're seriously sick, Dek?“ Bang Ken immediately passed hers, then he straightened my legs.
He took a pillow, to place under my thighs. Then, he opened my stomach and pressed a few spots there.
“You're really pregnant, Ria. Who are you pregnant with?“
My crying stopped immediately, I looked at him in disbelief. “According to Brother, who am I pregnant with?“ I pointed at his head, so he could think.
“According to the size, the cake is only the first trimester, about five or eight weeks. Yesterday, you brought a man here. In the past month Brother came home too, could be you bring him in right?“
Astarghfirullah's.
He's my husband and he accuses me of being pregnant with another man? His brain is not sane, or what?
“I asked, answer honestly. Why did you accuse me of being pregnant with another man? Though obviously I'm married and we routinely do it.“ I wanted to uncover the reason why he gave me the emergency Pill.
“Yaa…. Because you're with KB. You can't be pregnant with your brother's child, you've calculated the time exactly.“
Don't you? He finally said it himself.
“Good!“ I smiled bitterly, wiping my tears.
“So it's clear you can't be pregnant with your brother's child. You are frankly the same brother, who are you pregnant with. Brother help find a way out, if it is a man you do not want responsibility.“
What does he talk about?
“Iya right, men I'm not responsible. Yes, Brother is coming home. We're auase aja.“ I tried to get up, then grabbed my toad pants.
I can support my own son. He had a stupid mother like me, but my son should not know that his father was that bad.
“You're serious, Ria?“
I glanced at him, I can't believe a single tear dripped from his right eye. Then, he immediately wiped away his tears.
“Yes, seriously!“ I will accept my own decision. I didn't want to force my husband to admit his own son.
If he believed and was really my husband, he wouldn't believe me if my words were true. In fact, she accused me of cheating and getting pregnant with another man. But it was only with him that I did this relationship.
“Where are you going, Ria?“ His voice shakes softly.
I'm sick of him.
After he took actions I could not accept, he wound me even more because he did not admit to his own actions. What if my son finds out, if his father doubts about the legitimacy of him growing in my womb.
“This is home Brother.“
I would really choose to live without it.
It felt really painful, more than I was separated from him. In fact, it almost triggered a grudge to grow in my heart because her questions were so light-hearted.
“Ria...“ The bass sounds are shaking.
The crocodile tears!
“You can tell me who your man is. If indeed you have no way out to demand her responsibility, Brother can help you give medicine let you menstruate again.“
Whaties???
“Let me try it myself, Bang.“ I moved to get some of my clothes.
What does he mean, he wants me to drop his own seed?
“What is our household?“ I turned my body to face him.
“How else?“ His voice dropped, then he rubbed his face. “Abang accept if Adek ask to separate. How anyway? What should be confused? It wasn't because of Brother.“ He fixed his withered possessions, then put them in his pants.
If I am what he accuses me of, then he loves me. Is it true that he will still find it difficult to accept my son's presence with other men even though he loves me? What about those who marry widows?
I feel salute to Papah Adi who raised and financed bang Givan sincerely. Apparently, not all men accept their daughters with other men.
“Oh that! Not because of people, Bang? If the cake is like that, I pamit.“ I took the original clothes, as well as my documents.
“You can stay here, Ria. Ask your brother to help you with your problems, if you really can't solve it on your own. Do not let you go home pregnant, your family must be disappointed.“
Is that why I delayed my pregnancy? I don't know either, because he didn't say the reason behind him giving me the Pill. However, logically he said so because he considered my son an extramarital child and my disgrace.
“This, Bang.“ I gave him all the ATM cards and debit or something, which he gave me to use every day.
“Ria, you can use.“ He held the card to move to him.
“Tak, I'm traumatized by the diaperin brother.“ I put the card on the nightstand, with me picking up my phone.
“Ria, Brother forgive your mistake. Brother's self-conscious, brother's stamina is not what you expect. We can still tukeran tidakan, you don't need to mind kek gini.“
What's in his brain?
I'm not insecure, I'm sure I have a relationship with him. It gave me the worst experience as long as I knew men.
I didn't pay attention to it. I carried my backpack and got out of the room, not forgetting I was wearing this thick oversize parachute jacket, with a pasmina as well. My destination was the hotel, because I haven't had another place to stay for a long time.
My education has to really work. I want to be a business man, so that my career and income can support me and my son.
I don't think about how it will be, what if I go home. Because what I'm thinking about right now, is about my health and the health of my baby. Tomorrow morning I'll skip school again, to check on my condition.
I still have a high fever right now, coupled with the pain in my core and my stomach. Bang Ken is like a psychopath, who can hurt without compassion.
After knowing he was like this, I would never respect him again. Even though he is the father of my son, but I make sure my own son will never know who his father is. I'm afraid my son is ashamed of having such an evil and heartless father.
His tricks are very neatly arranged, his strategy leads not to be suspected. He is also very good at diverting attention from existing problems. He is not a role model that should be exemplified by my son.
The hotel I'm in right now, is quite far from the apartment owned by bang Ken. I want him not to look for me and not be able to detect my whereabouts.
I immediately curled up on the hotel bed. It's hard not to cry, because yesterday I focused my happiness on her. Now, as easy as it is, the universe gives me a bitter reality and opens my eyes to how it was originally.
That's very tangled. He interacted with Riska, coming home with no letters for the inauguration of our marriage. She lied and accused me of having an affair and getting pregnant with another man.
So you know, the man I love?
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