Ex's Regret
Waiting Messages

The day had changed into twilight, the sunlight had sunk from the far west there.

The flickering lights of the capital city have begun to light up, clearly visible hustle and bustle of traffic jams occur everywhere, various vehicles still crowded the streets of this capital, the capital, the view was clearly visible from the building I was currently occupying.

After Mila and I met Mr. Lee we immediately returned to the office, and continued working on the mountain, me and Mila dissolved in their respective activities, until the afternoon the file was still half that I had not finished, I sighed tired, my waist felt like it wanted to be broken, my eyes I forced to open wide to complete this task well, because besuk must be immediately continued to their respective divisions to be immediately worked on, I have spent four cups of black coffee on the sidelines of this task and a pack of cigarettes I have smoked out.

While Mila himself also paced back and forth to retrieve the files that I had completed and signed, then handed over to several divisions for immediate execution, this month really all employees have to work hard to rack their brains to restore the image of a company that had morat marit erratic, most of the employees who participate in this project team all participate overtime until completion, with their respective tasks.

Don't ask how tired this body is, I just rest for a while just to pray and smoke a little, after that I dwell again on my desk.

I am determined to finish this project well, I do not want to embarrass my father-in-law who has given me the confidence to handle this project.

In the middle of my busy work on this project I occasionally glance at my phone see if there is a notification coming in for me, who knows my wife contact me and give me spirit, he said, but what I hope is not as beautiful as that, what makes me not passionate is that since last afternoon my wife did not say hello to me, let alone say hello, I just send a message she did not reply, she said, I offered him lunch without any response, but I kept ordering him lunch so he would eat it.

Thought I was currently branching out, I can't keep my own wife let me so I can't concentrate fully, let alone the company is in need of me.

Late at night I told Mila to pack home first, I feel sorry for the girl, from this morning she was busy just like me.

" Want me to make some coffee before I go home?" asked Mila, who was carrying a bag on her shoulder, the girl was still standing in the doorway of my room, with a face that looked very tired.

I who had lowered my head earlier, looked up immediately when Mila's voice sounded in the doorway.

" No Mil, thank you, I've had four cups of black coffee, it feels like my stomach is full of coffee water." Reply while I chuckle to myself.

" What about dinner if I want to order, right? let Mas do not bother later if you want to eat, because this is almost isya, is Mas Pram not hungry?" he asked again, before I left my room, before he came home he would make sure I was okay.

" Yes already then do not forget to eat Mas" he said advising me before he said goodbye, so Mila he will call me Mas if there is no one.

" He Mil thank you very much for your concern" I replied as I smiled bitterly at him.

Then the girl closed the door to my room, and left me alone.

I'm tired I finally grabbed the phone on my desk and sent Karina the same message that if I'm late and don't go home, I'll finish this responsibility today, rather than me coming home Karina would also not allow me to sleep in the room, of course she must still be angry, and besides that I was also lazy to meet Miss Marni, I don't know what's going to happen in that house, I'm already dizzy, hopefully mom has come from the village, and Dad-in-law may be there too, too, so I can calmly leave Karina with Miss Marni in that house.

After sending a message to Karina I started working on the collision map on my desk, I grabbed the map that was piled on the table again and I worked on it, once in a while I matched the data on the laptop so continuously, and I stopped just to pray Isyak and smoked for a while to cool my brain, after that I struggled again with the files on my desk, and occasionally I made a report on the laptop beside my desk as well.

When the hour hand showed at ten o'clock in the evening, my eyes felt so heavy, I began to rise from my chair and wriggle to stretch the muscles of my body that felt stiff, I also walked through the hallway of the room to head towards the pantry to make black coffee again, until in the kitchen I felt my stomach rumbling when I saw instant noodles lying on the shelf, until the idea to cook instant noodles to prop up my stomach that has been rumbling.

I sucked up my saliva, and while cooking instant noodles I sipped black coffee that was still puffing the smoke little by little.

" A very good one" I said.

Then I put the instant noodles into the boiling water, then I took a small bowl inside the kitchen shelf, put the spices into the bowl, and I took the dishes, while I waited for the instant noodles to boil again and closed them for a while.

After the smoke billowed from behind the lid I immediately lifted the handle pan and put the noodles into the bowl I had prepared, then I stirred the noodles slowly, and while waiting for the noodles to cool, I took the water in the dispenser near the glass window, and I put my weight on a dining chair, and I quickly devoured the instant noodles until the toilet, not until five minutes the noodles had moved in my stomach.

After I was full I returned to my room, walking I brought another cup of black coffee half-dwell, to accompany me to continue my pending work earlier, he said, quite these eyes began to shine again, I also began again with my work that was delayed.