Ex's Regret
Sakura

" He'll rest I'll prepare clothes and supplies for Mas Andra." I replied as I smiled at him and rushed out to the kitchen to make coffee and fry eggs for my husband's provisions, because only eggs were special food for us.

The hour hand already showed the number after seven, I quickly woke my husband up gently.

" Mas woke up Mas" cried as I shook his shoulders slowly, his body curled up to my back while hugging Dimas.

Mas Andra's body slowly wriggled and turned towards me, and those eyes of mine looked at me full of sadness.

" He Deck" he replied with a smile adorning his haggard face, while Dimas was still asleep in his sleep, usually the little boy woke up when asking for milk only in the early hours.

I held a towel towards Mas Andra when the handsome man got up from his seat, and with his body still limp, Mas Andra walked over with a sledge to the bathroom, and then went to the bathroom, I stared at her back until it disappeared behind the door, for a moment I was silent and before long I was again busy as a wife.

While Mas Andra took a shower I prepared clothes for him to work, the carrying bag underneath was opened and I came out all clothes Mas andar one by one.

I who do not have a wardrobe while putting the clothes in the bag and suitcase only.

Mas Andra's work clothes are a bit tangled I iron to look neat, because the clothes seem to be inserted just originally into the tote bag, so make it tangle only.

" This is the clothes I iron again, because it was very tangled" I said as I extended the clothes towards him who just finished bathing.

" Thank you Dek" he said with a smile, but the smile looked so bitter, it seemed like the family problem he had not finished as well, I could not bear to ask that, because I'm also not ready if Mas Andra complains about money to me, he should know what my position is like again, so rather than later make a storm I just mengingan silence.

I waited for him to speak up, because I couldn't help him either, only I could do to make him more excited, that's all I could do later.

While Mas Andra changed clothes I ran the mat for breakfast this morning, after all I prepared shortly then Mas Andra came out of the room as usual with neat and fragrant clothes, and then he sat down cross-legged on the mat I had prepared.

For breakfast this morning I prepared vegetable spinach and tempe fried, while the side dishes I set aside to supply him later.

" Let's eat first Mas, and this coffee is still a drag, because I've been brewing it since." Say it while I pour rice into the dish and I get vegetable side dishes and tempeh.

" Thank you dear," he said with a grinning smile, Mas Andra ate so greedily that the toilet, pitying my husband it seemed like he was starving.

" Thank God" he said thanks to the food that had made him full, I only thought that from yesterday Mas Andra must have not eaten.

" When did you last eat?" I doubt him a little.

" I only had lunch on the Deck at the office, and when I came home from work to home there was no food on the table, then I just went to bed, and I just went to bed, because you want to cook noodles was not there, Mas continued to wake up before dawn, then pack, and open my phone to see the share of your location, just go here, Mas, because I miss you guys."He said with enthusiasm, it seems his energy has recovered after spending his breakfast even with a makeshift menu, I boasted a smile seeing him powered again.

" Well, was it at the hospital? so you can't cook everything?" ask me with doubt.

I heard her complaint just smiled faintly, I could not speak, I did not want to make trouble again, just remained silent and improved myself.

" Mas ended up borrowing office money to cover Bowo's expenses with the person who was hit, because Mas only got half the loan, and it was later cut from my salary every month, he said, so the rest I don't want to know, whatever it takes to find where by Sinta, I'm tired of them." Said Mas Andra while bowed limp.

" Here you are, do not think again now is the time to go to work, this is the provision do not forget to bring." My words break the silence, I feel sorry for my husband, but it seems that my husband seems to be wrong with his family, but how else can I not be made a free maid there.

Mas Andra then got up and received the rice box that I had prepared, then he walked towards the room as usual kissing the forehead of his son who was still sleeping soundly, and then he walked towards the room, after that he took the bag on the floor, because we did not have anything to buy a bench, but we did not have a bench, what is important to me is that I have bought my business equipment and immediately I use it to make money later.

" Take good care of yourself, Dek, Mas go first" he said, "And sorry Mas has no money for you" he added, looking embarrassed at me.

" It's okay Mas, the most important thing is that we are given health and can work for the future." I replied as wisely as possible, I did not want to hunt him because I knew he also had responsibility to his mother.

Then I kissed his hand and drove my husband to the door, after he left on his motorbike I stepped inside and cleaned up the leftovers of breakfast this morning.

After cleaning the cookware and preparing small meals and drinks for later work, I rushed forward because I heard the sound of the vegetable maker screaming in front of the house.

" It's easier for me to shop at that traveling greengrocer than for me to market." I murmured in my heart.

When I came out of the yard, next to the house there was already a greengrocer who was in the crowd of mothers around here.

" Good morning to all the mothers" I said to the mothers who were choosing the vegetable.

" Good morning too" replied the thick-bodied middle-aged woman I know as Ms. RT here, because yesterday I had visited her house, whose house is two houses apart from my rented house.

At that time I came with my friend Titi to provide my population data as a prospective resident in this village.

" Come here Mitha mbak we are shopping together" he exclaimed as he introduced me to the mothers who were there, and I was happy to welcome the introduction.

" And I am usually called Kang Asep Mbak Mitha" said Kang Asep who has not been introduced with Bu RT.

" I'm sorry Kang missed earlier, exclaimed Miss RT with a distinctive laugh, so far I am still comfortable here, because this is the first time I greet them all.

" Thank you Mothers have all accepted me as a citizen here, and hopefully I am received well." I cried while saying goodbye to immediately go home afraid Dimas woke up later.

" Together Mitha" replied the mothers there almost simultaneously.

I quickly walked into the courtyard of the house, afraid that Dimas would wake up and look for me.