Ex's Regret
The Wise Mom

Andra POV

The morning was so bright, the sunshine came into the sidelines of this room window, the sound of the neighbor birds chirping made me wake up, and from the front came the activity of the neighbors and passers-by was beginning to be heard.

I open these eyes heavily, because these eyes still feel sticky for me to open, this is all because I can't sleep all night, just in the morning I can sleep.

Because I was thought by the status of Wulan's boss who showed her existence with my wife and son Dimas, it seems like they are again on a long trip, in the status on the application with the green logo, it is, dimas appears to be eating voraciously in a bribe by Mr. Biyan while next to Mr. Biyan there is a beautiful woman, said the woman named Niken Wulan, who is also known as Niken, Wulan said the woman was the younger sister of the late wife Pak Biyan, and he liked Mr. Biyan, Niken always came to the office just to invite his boss to lunch together.

But Wulan said, Mr. Biyan did not like the woman named Niken.

I was still focused on my son Dimas, who looked happy while eating voraciously, the little boy sat near Mr. Biyan and occasionally the man fed my son, this heart hurts like sprinkled with salt, my biological son is so happy and eats with it, clearly Dimas is very happy, he said, because Mitha and Dimas had never once taken a snack outside, I was only concerned with my family.

What kind of father I am, buying toys for him never, I am ashamed not to be able to make my own children happy, monthly living not yet I love, I love, my payday was spent on my mother and brothers, and also on Wulan, there was no money left over for my biological son and my own legal wife.

I only hold a million to eat and buy gasoline, usually when Mitha was still one house with my mother I can still save even if only a little.

But now let alone save, give money to Mitha I can not afford, even just to buy milk.

Moreover, all of that along with the divorce papers from the religious court sent to Wulan's house yesterday morning, until the night I could not sleep, Wulan's house position only behind Mitha's house, Mitha's house, makes me reluctant to hang out with the people here because I am ashamed if it is found out I am Mitha's husband too, yes although gradually the secret will be revealed as well.

I was so ashamed of myself and even Mitha.

I still want an explanation from Mitha directly about the lawsuit, because I did not accept it, he just sued me, without any prior communication with me, he just sued me, I as a husband feel this self-esteem trampled on Mitha, regardless of me being wrong here.

Moreover, I see at first glance his business is so crowded, many people here subscribe with him, because the laundry business is so crowded that he used to hire a lawyer to take care of this divorce letter, because the laundry business is so crowded, because it takes a lot of money to finance this divorce.

And it started from here that I finally opened to Wulan that I and Mitha are husband and wife, at first I told Wulan that I was a widower without children, and as a result of the divorce papers from the religious court, I was discovered that my status was still a man who still had marriage ties with other women.

If Wulan doesn't accept me then I'll take Wulan, and I'll go back to Mitha and persuade her to come back with me, it's not hard to persuade Mitha, if he loved me so much, he wouldn't lose me, I thought.

It turned out that everything was not as I imagined Wulan was willing to accept me as I was, as long as the living given was no less than before, and I also accepted it.

Honestly Wulan is so good in bed business while Mitha he does not make me passionate in bed, but for the affairs of household needs and needs I Mitha jagonya.

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Finally this morning I had to go to the religious court for the first hearing, I was so afraid of losing the woman who had been with me for four years, his patient and obedient nature is very different from the spoiled Wulansari and likes to shop for luxury and unimportant goods, especially can not take care of me, instead I have to take care of myself.

I am not ready to lose Mitha, during the stay with Wulan from clothes to food must be independent, I have to eat to find myself outside, and clothes must iron themselves, too, and one more thing I have to take care of the child from bathing him to eating, even delivering to school even I also did it, Wulan yearya only work and to the office, the house is so messy, the house is, because there is no art at Wulan's job, I am tired once but how else.

I know I'm wrong I want to fix everything, but am I able to make a living for them, my legal wife who since she was treated at the hospital I have not met and made a living until now, and since Mitha left my mother's house, I have been spending more and more, because the mother can not take care of the house, and finally they often snack outside to just eat, whereas Santi and Sinta no activities at home, just cook just do not want, but, and clothes do not want to wash themselves must go into the laundry all, severe right.

if there is Mitha, the house must be maintained and I can save expenses, so as not to swell like this.

I have to make Mitha come back to me and go to my mother's house, so that you don't get extravagant.

Moreover, the laundry business he was so crowded, surely Mitha a lot of money, and I do not need to bother thinking about money problems, my mother and my brothers can live well with Mitha, Mitha, I will file an objection to this lawsuit, I must make Mitha come home to me.

The point is that if Mitha leaves, everything will be messed up, because only Mitha can count on.

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