Ex's Regret
Akio In Jakarta

For Mitha this was already the usual thing she saw, feeling the behavior of her in-laws and sister-in-law.

Finish the homework this morning, as usual I rushed into the room, not like the usual occupants of this room why it is still not awake, usually after I do homework, but I do not get up, at least he among them is awake, I don't know what happened last night I just slept like a m*i so tired.

Ah time b*doh I will wake up Mas Andra to immediately take a shower and go to work, usually Mas Andra after morning prayers sleep again, if Dimas does not wake up eat Mas Andra will sleep.

" Wake up Mas" I pat my husband's cheek slowly, Mas Andra also made his eyes slowly.

" What time is this Deck?" he asked while yawning and rubbing his face with his palm.

" Half-seven Mas, hunt let's not be late." Said warned.

Then Mas Andra sat for a while and shifted his body to the edge of the bed by yawning several times.

" Why the deserted house tumben? usually Mitha when it's finished cooking and cleaning the house at least no one is awake."I asked my husband.

" Oh, that's Dek, last night Bowo entered the hospital he had an accident, keep us all following there to see the situation, deliberately Mas did not wake you, he said, Mas knows you must be tired so Mas let you sleep." said Mas Andra explained, hearing the news I smothered my mouth as if in disbelief.

" Innalilahi, O... deserve to be quiet, surely at the achievement, how do Bowo himself Mas?" ask me who is curious.

" His leg is broken Deck, continues to be hit and died "Seru Mas Andra again explained.

" Innalilahi wa innailaihi rojiun" I was instantly silent for a moment.

" You are at home deck, take care of Dimas, let Mas take care of everything, if Mom is still not nice with you, you better just shut up." said Mas Andra advised.

I just nodded, failing again my plan that wanted to move today as well, because I had prepared myself to talk to Mas Andra, four-eyed, uh even I get another surprise, there is no way to grieve like this I just leave, anyway pity Mas Andra must be he who bothers to take care of all this.

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" Okay Dek, Mas had to find money for lack of fees for the dead and the cost of treatment Bowo, fifty million money was not small, Mas had to find where." Mas Andra complained to me when he got into the room, and exhaled violently.

" Why is Mas Andra responsible for Mas Bowo's accident?" I asked who was astonished, because it was not the responsibility of my husband, but Mas Andra who was dizzy.

" Yes please Mas if you have money, the money that Mas Andra gives me every month, just for eating a month one family, sorry I can not help" I said with annoyance.

I don't know if I'm tired of all this, even though I still have enough savings, I won't intend to help those who can zap me every day, that's a consequence.

" Right your Deck have no deposits at all?" asked Mas Andra with a cuckold to me, he seemed to know that I had savings while I was still working.

" I told you, Mas, I can make a living from you only one million Mas, make a family meal, have not paid electricity tokens and buy Dimas milk, soap and others, try to imagine Mas, can I save? of course not, not even less." I started to get emotional.

" He Dek Mas knows, Mas means your personal money savings first, borrowed to cover this deficiency." exclaimed Mas Andra again.

I guess he must have been pointing that way, because I can't stand it anymore I finally opened up to him.

" I'm sorry for the savings I have used to pay rent, and business capital so now I no longer exist, honestly actually today I want to move from here Mas, Mas, but since Mas Andra is busy I have to undo my intention to move today" I replied at length.

Hearing my words Mas eyes glared at me not believing what I said.

" Holy Mitha why are you reckless anyway, already Mas said hang in here, Mas has advised Sinta and mother not to bother you, is that not enough?" this time Mas Andra looked very angry, but I did not care, his advice did not work, just as he was away all day, nothing changed even worse his attitude towards me.

" Do I have to record the incident last afternoon, to explain to you Mas, honestly mas I can no longer live here, with or without you I will still move Mas, Mas, it is up to Mas Andra to label me as an ungodly wife, but will I continue like this Mas, hearing the insults of your family every day, everything I do is always wrong in their eyes, even though I have done the best thing!!" My words were fiery with tears dripping down my cheeks incessantly, I couldn't stand it anymore this time, all I was spilling right now, right now, because I was provoked by Mas Andra's attitude towards me, Dimas joined in crying in my arms, I patted his ass while calming him, even though I was still in a state of sobbing.

" Mitha!!" exclaimed Mas Andra, he may not believe I can be hysterical like this.

It was seen that Mas Andra was also holding back his emotions, his breathing went up and down nonstop, then he came out of the room leaving me with Dimas.

Honestly, I had no intention of going against my husband, but because I could not stand it, and I endured not just a day and two days but as long as I stayed there, then this accumulated anger exploded as well.

Until my decision can not be challenged, including Mas Andra himself, and finally I decided to make sure I will move from here.

This is the final decision, let Mas Andra later go back and forth to this house and the rented house I live in, which obviously I want to be separated from this family, he said, I patted my son's ass to sleep, so that I could pack, for the move I made, this afternoon I had bought some empty cardboard that I was going to make my clothes and Dimas, where I was, for the suitcase and the tote bag I had was not enough, so I bought two large boxes for Dimas's clothes and I, bismillah forgive me O Allah if this becomes your wrath, but I also must