Ex's Regret

Ex's Regret
Amel's anger


These eyes opened when I heard the sound of the door opening, whether I was where I was now, but it strongly smelled the smell of medicine, and the smell of perfume that was so masculine as to fill this room, and my head hurt so much, and I felt so much pain in my legs, and then I forced to open these eyes slowly, slowly, and these eyes were directly fixed on the ceiling of the room that was white, I had expected where I was, this head was so dizzy it was so dizzy.


" Are you awake?" a heavy voice rang out to me, making me flinch in shock when my head fell to my left side, silent for a moment to master the situation.


I was stunned at the man next to the bed I was in, the man sat with his hands folded in front of his chest, feeling so foreign to me that face, I said in my heart.


That man is so handsome, he is more or less the same age as my husband Mas Andra, who is he? none of these thoughts in my brain, that I have in mind right now is my son Dimas.


" I'm sorry to make you like this" he said later, with a look of remorse.


" Dimass?" I called my son's name, whether he knew what not but what was in my brain was only my son, I was so worried about him, I was so worried about him, what would happen if there was no me around him, he would cry and be sad.


" He's fine, you don't worry about the situation right now, you better focus on your health? let's meet Dimas soon." he said gently with a smile.


" But-" isn't over I'm talking he's been interrupting. " Siti and the babysitter have taken good care of her, I'll call her if you still feel worried about her" she dismissed my concerns.


" You who?" ask her, even though I just guessed, but I dare not express my curiosity.


" I'm Biyan, Malika's father" he replied, I expected, but at first I thought Malika's father was a very old man and put her on top of Mas Andra, it turns out I was wrong.


" You're Mitha, right? new neighbors in front of my house." Ask me.


I just nodded my head, then I smiled awkwardly as the man smiled at me.


" I'm sorry I accidentally grazed you this morning, you end up passing in the back of my car all of a sudden, so I can't see it, and everything is unexpected by me" he said.


" I'm also wrong sir, I should have been more careful." I said with a face full of regret, how not the condition I am now like this, how I have to pay hospital fees, just make eating difficult.


The savings I had were thinning, and hoping to make a living from Andra I felt impossible, because then Mas Andra has said that he has not been able to give me a living for this month, because he still takes care of Bowo and his family.


For me it's a big deal, I'd better ask to go home before the hospital costs swell, and I'm afraid I can't afford it, because I saw that I was in a very luxurious room in my mind, it must have been expensive. So many thoughts milling around in this head, to make my head become more dizzy, facing this life.


" Sir, can you ask for a doctor's call? I'd like to go home, I'd better be outpatient sir, I'm not used to it here." I said full of reasons.


" I'm sorry you haven't been able to go home, your leg has sprained and I think it took a few days to get going, so I suggest you stay here, for physiotherapy to recover quickly, and meet Dimas quickly." Mr. Biyan explained


" But sir, I can't leave my son for long, and besides that I have many dependents that I have to finish sir, help me Mr. Biyan InshAllah I am strong Sir, sir, let me buy some crutches to help me walk." I reasoned again.


" Can't be so Mitha, for the cost you don't have to worry about me bearing it all, and Dimas already has a babysitter who will take care of him besides Mbak Siti, who will not have to worry, so I suggest you focus on your recovery only, and another one for your laundry to keep you open there I've put someone to take care of it so you don't lose your customers, so I reiterate once again that you don't have to think about everything, okay? because if you force yourself later will be long recovered." Said Mr. Biyan at length advising me, I can not say because everything I think was answered already.and true what he said I will long recover if I do not focus, I will not focus, because my feet really hurt, but what makes me so bad is that he seems to have known me for a long time, you and I were all too familiar in my ears when I only knew him today.


"Eat first yes from this morning you have not eaten, and now look at the clock has shown at eleven o'clock in the afternoon and you just realized from your fainting" he said to me while carrying a bowl of porridge.


" Let me eat my own, sir, thank you "my words take the bowl in his hand, I don't want him to feed me because, I'm still a stranger to that man, I'm still a stranger to that man, besides that I am also ashamed of him, I am like babu and he is the boss of Mbak Siti who I just knew.


" If you daydream rich it's here to mengingan me bribe just let's finish quickly." The cry broke my daydream, I laughed at his call and immediately I put the food into my mouth.


" I'm sorry " said I, as I fixed my sitting position.


As long as I ate, the look in his eyes was directed at me, making me clumsy myself, I ate while bowed, honestly I was very uncomfortable with this man, the man I just knew.


The boss of Mbak Siti is very annoying, he is actually enough to pay for my treatment here is enough, no need to take care of me like his wife, I am not feeling well myself.


" Biyan sir doesn't work" I said as I poured the last porridge into my mouth, I didn't dare look at him.


" No, just monitoring from here is enough, I don't have to bother coming to where I work, so you don't have to think about me." He said as usual with a kind of familiar voice like that to me, I could not stand it and was uncomfortable.


" I'm sorry sir, but I'm fine to leave, because there's a nurse here who will take good care of me, so you don't have to worry." My words tell.


" He I understand, but I don't believe in them, I don't care here, because I feel comfortable here." Answer it casually.


"Have you calmed down, all you need not think about, just your health is my priority now, so now eat a lot and get enough rest, let me not feel guilty for not being able to look after you, and another Dimas is waiting for your recovery." The impression again with a smile.