Ex's Regret
Fellow Crocodile

Bismillah forgive me God if this becomes your wrath, but I must also move from here immediately.

After putting Dimas to sleep in the baby box, I started taking out my clothes that I was going to bring, my clothes were arranged into a suitcase and cardboard, I said, anyway my clothes are not too much so the sooner I pack them, after that I take out Dimas clothes and I arrange them in a tote bag, Dimas clothes less than I, all is done.

Just one big tote bag for Dimas's shirt, and one box for Dimas's toy, and one for my shirt that doesn't fit in my suitcase.

After everything was done I fringe cardboard and suitcases on the edge of the wardrobe, this body feels tired, I put this skinny body on the bed and did not wait long these eyes closed just like that, without burden and I carry this moment, because every day I am tired in work to make it easy for me to sleep.

Especially considering that besuk I will move to make me more excited.

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A bright Sunday, today is the last day I will serve this family, hopefully in the future this family, can appreciate people even better, not looking one eye at someone from wherever they come from.

Before the voice of Adhan resounded I was awake, but I did not see Mas Andra next to me, did he not come home? ah I don't know maybe he's still taking care of his sister-in-law, it's up to me to give up what he'll do.

Like the days before, I kept doing my routine, cooking washing, mopping and mopping, before the house dwellers woke up from their sleep.

I'm done cooking and washing but it's still quiet, everyone hasn't come home this time, the clock has shown at six in the morning, the mother's tumben is also not awake, usually the mother has woken up and asked for warm tea, if she also stayed at the hospital with Sinta and Mas Andra.

If Santi mah is always awake during the day, especially during the Gini holiday, he will definitely wake up between nine o'clock.

at six, I was doing housework.

After everything was done, I started taking a bath before Dimas woke up, after taking a bath I intended to wake Dimas up in the room, but when I came out of the bathroom it was seen Sinta and Mama had just entered the house, for some reason with a wry look, they looked at me sharply, as I was about to walk towards the room.

" Hey, this is washing all these clothes, don't be lazy, you're good at home, you don't know yourself." Mom cried while throwing a large bag of clothes at my face, always like that when with me, welcoming me with a sour face and full of anger, O Allah, what I am so despicable in his eyes, to make my mother always spray me when only looking at my face at all times, no day without his anger, the slightest thing can be a big problem.

I was glued for a moment, and without a second thought I passed from before him without a word, leaving the bag containing the shirt on the floor.

I then went into the room and woke Dimas, but it seemed that Dimas was still very tired, and I just carried him straight away, the throat was round do not think too deeply anymore, he said, with this event further establishing itself to leave here immediately, the pounding of the door continued to ring in front of my door, and the unrelenting sound of mocking rang out so stiflingly, it was, and again I don't care about that.

I carried Dimas with a long cloth in a state of sleep, I rubbed his head fondly, it looks like this little boy still looks sleepy.

The sound of pounding and mocking was still heard out there, and not how long ago I heard the voice of someone who said hello, 'ah it seems like it was the online taxi I ordered earlier, I said, I'd better get out then.'

" We didn't order a taxi online" Sinta exclaimed out there answering someone's question.

" I'm sorry sir, I ordered it" I said with a slight yell as I was on the doorstep of my room while Mr. Jamal the taxi driver was at the exit.

" Oh he's Mitha" asked the taxi driver.

" He Sir" I replied.

" May you help me sir" I asked the taxi driver.

" Good Ma'am" he replied, then quickly the taxi driver named Jamal came in and took the suitcase and cardboard that I had just come out of my room.

" Hey, where are the villagers going?here, the clothes you haven't washed yet, you want to stop by, you want to be a bum in this city, huh!!" snapped the mother shamelessly berating me in front of Mr. Jamal.

" I'm sorry Mom I said, if there's something wrong I'm sorry, wouldn't Mom be happy if I wasn't in this house, so I'm not ashamed to have a village daughter-in-law like me, once again I'm sorry, ma'am," I said calmly, without waiting for the answer I immediately passed from his presence, and following the taxi driver into the car, mother and Sinta looked at each other, and looked at each other, as if they could not believe what I was doing, they immediately fell silent by looking at my departure with a sharp look, I don't know what was on their minds when they saw my departure.

I casually got into the car and for a moment they only realized when I was gone, the mother who had been silent like a statue suddenly ran towards the car and rattled at something I could not hear.

The thin smile was on my way to my rented house, "Alhamdulillah, Allah Almighty, many thanksgiving I offer" I said softly when I arrived in front of the rented house.

" Patience yes Ma'am, all must have a silver lining" said Mr. Jamal when he heard my words.

" Sir, thank you for your help."Reply with a smile, then I go down and Mr. Jamal helps me put all my things down.

Actually I moved only in the village next door, but because of the things I brought a lot, so I decided to rent a taxi online only, so it was easier for me to leave the house, because I was also afraid that later when I wanted to go I would be reckless with you, the mother of temperamental people so I deliberately rented an online taxi to be safe too.

Now is the right momentum, Mas Andra is not at home too, surely the business will be more complicated if there is Mas Andra, all I will explain later.

Sometimes a person has to make the best decision for him, even if he has to sacrifice something he loves, but at least in the beginning I have tried to toughen up but, at the beginning, I have tried to toughen up, what I want to say is not what I want nothing to change, so in the end let me change.