Ex's Regret
Cravings

I am really nervous about this situation, it feels like my heart will be taken out when Mas Biyan is already next to me, while playing his phone, he said,

I who had fallen on the bed could not close this eye, because of the anxiety that enveloped this heart, understand even though this was not the first for us, he said, but it feels so different.

My heart was relieved when Mas Biyan asked for permission to go out for a while to meet some of his business relations down there.

I don't mind either, because I'm not used to being next to him, I think I'm still a stranger.

Until the night of playing late, I was still unable to close my eyes, maybe because of aches and pains in my legs that made me unable to close these eyes.

My legs are really sore and sore. If this is how I can't sleep, I'm finally looking for something to massage my own feet.

After finding what I was looking for, then I stepped out of my room, I headed for the balcony which turned out to be quite cold but I might be more comfortable here.

I looked for a long seat position, and lifted my legs up on the chair outside the balcony, slowly incising and massaging the heel, and this ankle of mine until I feel a little good.

Once in a bit of comfort I intend to go back to bed to try to sleep, because if my legs are still painful already in the pastika I will be difficult to sleep, because if I am still in pain, in the past while at home in-laws Mas Andra often memijit me to sleep very fast, but here where maybe I ask mas Biyan memijit me, which there even I do not feel good myself because of it.

But how shocked I was when I wanted to turn my body around, a burly hand touching my shoulder gently, I was stunned to hold this chest of mine.

" O Allah, take care of you" I cried with a sour face.

" I'm sorry Deck" he said, chuckling to himself.

" Why are you? pain in his leg?" he asked in full search, I just nodded my head and then I passed from before him, without a word.

" Deck, sorry for so long ago." He felt bad for me.

" It's okay Mas, Mitha slept first." I said as I hurried, I set my foot on the bed quickly, I was afraid that Mas Biyan asked for his right tonight, I was still ashamed of him, I was still ashamed of him, he will only marry me because Malika is close to me, as people have said all along.

" She's sleeping on the deck, too" he shouted behind me.

Mas Biyan turned off all the lights in the room, now only the sleeping lights are on.

I've been lying down and covering my whole body until my head, I'm really not feeling well, I don't believe myself to be next to him, he's a rich handsome guy, and also his body odor is very fragrant for the size of a man.

" Oh, why is his head covered on the deck, later if you can't breathe how?" Mas Biyan teased me.

How annoying this one creature, idih he came closer to my back, his breath felt in the chuckle of my neck.

My eyes were closed and motionless, I pretended to be asleep so he wouldn't tease me.

I'm really not ready, and I'm not confident in front of Mas Biyan, more precisely I don't deserve to be his wife, at first I accepted Mas Biyan because I needed protection, and Mas Biyan needed me for Malika, but it turned out like this, Mas Biyan was serious to me.

" Dec, tired huh?" He said softly, his heavy voice rang out loud in my ears.

" Yes Suda Bobok only that time, but here dong sliding a little later you fall you know, mas ga accept if you get far, I will be able to beat the floor if you fall." He said it and instantly made me swerve towards him.

As usual Mas Biyan would chuckle amusedly when he saw sulking, I stared intently and glared at him.

" I'm sorry "She still said with her bubbling laugh.

" Here Mas pijitin his legs when still tired." he cried later.

" Ndakn't Mas" I refused him.

But how shocked I am, when the body of him who was behind me, now suddenly has risen above my body, to make me so squealed incoherently.

" Well... We can do it besuk only," I asked with full request.

Mas Biyan did not answer my request, he smiled with his mischievous.

I painstakingly swallowed my saliva, shadowing its body over my body already out of this heart, I was horrified to imagine it, he said, he seems to be a very dangerous person when he is in bed, much the same as Mas Andra.

Now that Mas Biyan's eyeballs have been spooning at me, I finally can not dodge it anymore, quickly his lips have grabbed my lips this is about to talk to him.

A wave that I had not felt for a long time was now present in the evening, the burly body was playing softly above me, spoiling me, making me happy until I reached the air, he said, several times Mas Biyan gave me the wave of kenikm*tan continuously to make my body droop helplessly, really not miss, really,

What I was afraid of happened, Mas Biyan was not only a dashing man among his therapy friends he was also dashing on the bed, he was so deadly in bed, he was, honestly, just this time I feel the satisfaction of being a married couple, Mas Biyan is indeed amazing.

But I'm afraid I can't keep up with him, he's so strong that I'm helpless.

It has been three nights Mas Biyan asked to play continuously without stopping, sometimes even during the day he was still active in operation, he said so he would give a brother to Dimas and Malika, he said, though Dimas and Malika are still all leaked, ah the mode of Mas Biyan's request.

" It's yes." I refused when I just finished taking a shower, because this afternoon we want to go home, lest he extend the stay here.

" Last time deck, later tonight we just go home, surely I've got no rations from you deck, surely I will lose to the kids." The tall, burly man sulked next to me just like a little boy about to ask for a lolypop.

" Geez Mas, my legs are still twitching mas it feels, my body is shaking, I do not want to hurt later children how, you have worked on me sing and night does not want to rest, I will not rest, just eating and praying I can breathe a sigh of relief." I complained to him.

" This is actually the last Yank, "persuade him again, this time he knelt in front of me, holding my finger which was tightening the clothes that I had not been buttoned.

If this is what I can do, there I just resigned, honestly I also really enjoy all the gentle and sweet treatment from Mas Biyan, but my body also has the capacity to rest as well, like the machine I also need to be cooled, I already have one child so natural if helpless if in forsir, if invited rich it should also have his calculations, but this is not, if not, Mas Biyan even ngeyel and be-so.

Imagining his body that is burly overlay this tiny body alone has made me horrified again, already do not ask my feet must be besuk can not walk well, can not walk well, this is all I'm walking the rich man's run out in circumcision.

Fortunately still here, try if at home I must have been laughing with Siti and Bi Pur.

Geez Mas, your energy is rich is endless, I can only shake my head with resignation.