Ex's Regret
Not Really Giving Up

" Well, how about we just move out and find a contract? it feels more comfortable if we live apart, what else are we married Mas?" I said to my husband, and immediately made my husband's eyes glare at me, for a moment I was silent to calm my heart, I was sure soon it would be a storm.

" Why don't you always understand me Dek, Mas can't leave Mom here alone, besides Mas's money isn't enough to pay the rent, you know for yourself how much my supervisor's salary is now." Said my husband with such a flat face, he was like he was upset with me again.

" Mah who does not understand me, I am tired of Mas if it continues like this, is not that I refuse the work of the house of Mas, but why now the ends are all handed over to me, he said, I have no problem washing Mother's clothes, but why all the clothes that inhabit this house so I wash it, imagine Mas Sinta's husband's clothes should I wash it, even ********** also, is that worth it??" I said furiously, I was already very upset, Mas Andra's face turned to shock and his mouth was gaping, as if he did not believe my words.

" Love it's his wife not me." Imbuhku again.

" WHAT!?is that right, Dek? then this can not be silent, Mas will talk to Sinta, this is very outrageous he thinks you are babu here," said Mas Andra while shaking his head.

" You wait here Dek, rest first, let Mas talk to Sinta." tell my husband to me, I just nod with his orders.

Andra POV

I did not expect Sinta to do anything again, actually she did not like it when I married Mitha, because Mita is a village, not worthy to be my wife.

But I don't care, I married Mitha besides being beautiful because she was a good woman, and obedient besides she was very patient.

Several times indeed I had heard Mitha with Sinta fussing continuously, just because of a trivial matter, I know exactly how the nature of my sister was she was selfish and stubborn.

Then I came out of the room and looked for my sister.

" Sinta, Sinta!!" I cried with a rather loud voice.

" Where are you?" seruku again.

" He Mas, why the hell use yelling everything" he replied with a frown, he came out of the room and closed the door again.

" I want to talk" I said firmly.

" come with me" I told him.

" Sit down "tell me in a slightly raised voice.

" What the hell is it? I usually don't scream at it." Say it with a ketus.

" I want to talk to you for a while, and don't argue before I finish talking, "I told him with great emphasis, I already know the character of Sinta who always likes to cut people's talk.

" Hem" he exclaimed without looking at me.

" Oh so the village lady complained to you?" she shouted at me by returning the question to me.

" Love!" I cried at him with me staring hard at him.

" Well, you appreciate your sister-in-law a little bit, huh?" I snarled until I was emotional.

" You are married, and your husband is your responsibility for clothing and other affairs, not your brother-in-law, all this time you consider your brother-in-law what huh? art in this house? please appreciate it a little, don't make trouble again, all this time I'm lacking what? your husband doesn't work I don't mind feeding him, but please respect my wife don't make her babu in this house." I said to Sinta.

" I don't deserve it Sinta, try if you I told you to wash my clothes would not necessarily also want" I said to him, I know very well what Sinta is like.

" Just because that's how you can scold me Mas" he said.

" Don't you think this is a trivial matter Sinta, if you don't obey me and want to understand too, don't blame me if I tell your husband to leave this house." My words do not want to lose, I am tired of Bowo's attitude that seems indifferent, he does not feel the responsibility.

Suppose he does not choose a job, he will certainly earn income even if only for food.

" Start to take care of your own husband, and do not like to bother others, otherwise please leave here, he has a responsibility on you. And you as the wife should be the one who takes care of her not anyone else, understand?!" I cried before I left that backyard.

After I finished saying my words, I also rose from my seat and left Sinta in the backyard alone.

It seems Sinta still can not accept with my protest sentence to him, which Sinta did was outrageous, to make my wife not at home living here, explained he was not at home, so he was not at home, this housework Mitha who does all the work, Sinta should help her and mopping, but this even adds to Mitha's burden, patas only Mitha asked to move.

Hopefully after this, Mitha does not ask to move from here, because I do not have enough money to find a rented house, and later even I who bother myself, if that happens, if that happens, I have to support two kitchens at once.

Monthly salary to pay Santi motor installment and to eat and other needs, I can no longer save, since Sinta and her husband here make the burden of needs to increase, and at the very end of my wife who I always sacrifice here, she accepts only I give her a million for a month.

Eating always got the rest of us, I actually had no heart, from the morning before dawn was up and rest at night.

Sometimes I massage her feet when she's lying on the bed, until she's asleep because of the tiredness.

" Patience Dek, later if Mas in appointed as Manager Mas promise we will move house if we need to buy a house and do not need to contract as you want" I said lyirih, as I looked at the tired face, I fell asleep.

Even though Mitha is a village person but her heart is good, she used to be an employee in a large company, and willingly resigned to sacrifice work just to nurture our children, I really appreciate the sincerity of my wife, I really appreciate the sincerity of my wife, obeying my orders as her husband, it is inappropriate if I treat her like this, even my family often scorned her, fortunately Mitha was patient and could last until this moment.

Hopefully after I advised Sinta, want to be more lenient even though I doubt it, because I know very well who Sinta is, she is like a mother is very difficult to be given advice.