For the Sake of Heart
I don't regret our relationship

Days passed for weeks but her husband's attitude remained unchanged. Even so the school fees of children other monthly fees remain her husband who paid.

But it's far from enough. If you want to buy clothes for her husband's personal needs never buy it. Every day his brother-in-law buys new clothes, even every time the season changes. This is the seventh year Aini still can not change clothes. While there is still a long time to wear. And so does his son.

But this year he intends to buy his children new clothes and new shoes. One two services each. And for himself too. Some of the money is still set aside for savings to take care of all the documents and children who have long expired. If you expect from your husband you can never.

"Where are the new clothes for us?" her brother-in-law as usual asked for a new shirt.

"I where there is money, ask your husband, '"Aini's husband said.

"But your wife and children buy new clothes, our custom brother forgets? You're not my brother. And I also deserve to get clothes from my brother" said his sister.

"That's Aini's money. From her salary", replied Aini's husband flatly.

"Begging your wife to be the oldest so also responsible as well as your brother" said the sister again without shame.

"You ask for yourself" replied Aini's husband annoyed.

"Where are these clothes for me?" ask Aini's brother-in-law.

"What clothes?" ask Aini wonder. Looking at her husband confused.

"The dress of the feast day" replied his brother-in-law again.

"Indeed not to be ashamed of you well, your brother did not give clothes for me and my son. Hadeh you also have to give me clothes, why don't you have any shame," replied Aini while shaking her head.

"You old ones should also be responsible," said Aini's brother-in-law half forced a will.

"Your brother is just a bother to people, this is a bitter custom you love me. And the sweet sweet you swallow yourself. Then I will too" replied Aini Ketus. Sebal saw his brother-in-law's behavior.

Morning was disturbed by his brother-in-law who asked for clothes rations, whose brother himself did not give baby.

But Aini no longer had a heart. I don't know when her husband will open his mind. Sometimes it feels like leaving them, children and husbands after being thought again pity children when parents separate.

"What a shame do you still want to live with me" asked Aini with her husband. In the face of the man who had already given him those two heroes.

"As far as you are, I'm not forcing you. If you want to go please," said the man resigned.

"What do you mean?" tanya Aini did not understand where the direction of her husband's speech.

"Well it's up to you you you still want to or not" the man replied floating.

"That's my question and I want to know your thoughts?" aini replied astonished and confused not to connect.

"You know, I brought you here, you don't have anyone but I'm in my country also like I don't have anyone," her husband replied, holding back his annoyance. Because according to him Aini is stubborn and does not want to follow the words of the husband.

"My fault is it? What we are here less. If you want me to follow your words. You should have let me be like a girl here. I just followed your words. If I want to buy clothes because of your poke your population buy clothes every month, then you are angry. All the women here can trus why can't I?" ask Aini.

"I don't blame you or anyone this is my fate, I'm an ordinary person therefore I also want my wife ordinary anyway" replied Aini's husband.

Hearing that Aini increasingly does not understand what it means. If indeed all this time her husband always helped her brother was no one returned the money.

But if now life is difficult about children need to charge who helps. No one even gave me 10 rupees they said. I love this that.

"As much as we can talk, I hope you will understand what I mean" said Aini's husband.

"Speak what?" her husband suddenly spoke. An unpleasant feeling enveloped his heart.

Even though they quarreled, her husband still called her dear.

"I will return to work abroad" replied Aini's husband again.

"You stay here until I can collect the money for us later". Sipping a deep breath. Trying to calm down.

"I don't mind you leaving again. But on the condition that my money is held, so far it is not money people who hold trus my child always eat less clothes," replied Aini.

"Let's love it must be you who will hold it, because I go for my son" said her husband again.

"Oh so who did you go to? To someone else? what's the plan to go now?" aini asked annoyedly remembering the old one.

"Look tomorrow maybe I'll go to Dubai" replied Aini's husband.

"Trus you have no money to go?" ask Aini doubtfully.

"No, then look for borrowings with people," replied Aini's husband less sure. Who will give you a loan.

Aini no longer believes, sometimes her own husband her words are difficult to hold. Later the money is not into the hands of Aini just his family who holds.

It was tired of living with her husband free to be given advice, but again who won their custom in appeal to the statement.

All if not for the sake of his son he'd been home a long time ago. But he could not leave his son. Inevitably now she still survives hoping that her husband opens her eyes and follows Aini's words.

Like a dream, her husband went to Dubai again. By owing it here and there. And it turns out that the money is not he who holds, again the pox that holds. Even for Aini's purposes such as begging for the same pox . I hate seeing this reality.

"Racus. My husband sent me the money I asked for. I need. Today I want to go to the market," said Aini the same cacu husband.

"Your husband says if you want anything let me buy it," replied the insolent.

There is Aini like a beggar asking for the same pox. This made Aini even more hateful. Why her husband is far from her and the children turned out to be the money people hold.

"Why should it be. What is the importance of every want something permission first," said Aini annoyed. Where free he is so. And Caci also forbade her husband if Aini needed anything. I like to organize what is bole and can not. Permission cacu caci.

Aini told you not to deal with the pox anymore. Again, her husband did not hear her words. Just convince Aini there's no problem. If later you hold the money to take the money later you are robbed. You are a stranger and people should be suspicious.

"Honey that's your reason. I worked in Malaysia all by myself. Why is it that now in the country a husband can't do anything?" Aini protests with her husband. But her husband said Aini did not shave.

"You're grateful. Money is asking. If you need to. And what you want to tell me is just as bad. Later in the buy," replied Aini's husband reasoned better the money crap held. The one who has envied the money in Aini's hands.

Well, she said her husband trusted his family more than his wife. The day changed and her husband was there sometimes there was work and sometimes there was nothing. The money borrowed by people when they want to leave has not been paid off.

While Aini in her husband's country still lives hard. Aini salary of work does exist but for the cost of school children suaminyah who must pay in addition to pay electricity and others.

But all of that is not enough to eat. Finally, her husband was only there for six months. Aini's always angry tell her to come home. Because the abuse of her husband did not even make Aini's life calm. Precisely increasingly makes Aini and her child depressed for what a husband works far away ninggalin children bini money is also not a wife who holds. Many times Aini told her husband to come home. Work here alone is better.

"Darling, can you bear it if I add more work? Will we be able to collect money? Be patient again" persuaded husband Aini. Hope Aini wants .

"I don't want to. You better just go home. Here the children do not feel affection papa. And I'm here hard on my own. I don't want you to work there anymore. Go home, " answered Aini. Though if the money in the hands of Aini, of course Aini would want.

"But then there's hard work. Here I can send more money. Try to understand, "persuade Aini's husband.

"I don't want to. You just go home. I don't care what it's important to take care of our children. I don't want the child in between your pox you keep. Difficult child, you are far away, money is not me who holds for what? You better be here. Just find a job in your own country" replied Aini again. Not wanting to give up.

"Ok fine, but later do not get angry, if anything is not enough. You know for yourself that there is less salary. We can't plan anything. You have to be patient" replied Aini's husband.

"I can be patient. Less eating less clothes. But I can't wait for your family to keep coming. We are all lacking, even they often come," replied Aini again.

"They won't come either. We have love for them to eat" replied Aini's husband.

"It's good that you don't want to. Never come better" replied Aini.

A week later Aini's husband returned to Pakistan. Fetishwork