For the Sake of Heart
Stayed again.

"Are you not kidding? Morning disappeared, come come say want to go?" ask Aini not to think. While looking at Furqan from the tip of the foot to the tip of the hair.

"Why look at me that way? Did you just realize I was handsome?" furqan asked humorously still trying to melt his wife's heart.

"What do you do if the bag is empty! Hungry stomach missing not nengo face but nengo food trus eaten. Can the face be eaten? No, stay hungry" replied Aini again. Laughing inwardly. It used to be because of the nose sharp black body sweet.

All of this makes Aini love. Now it no longer has the requirement to fall in love. Applicable terms of life. The point is they have reached the second phase in the household. People say second puberty. It is very easy to get divorced. Even those who used to live well in phase two are also many divorces. What else is the economic reason.

"i'm serious. You pray that we may be given more. And we can live better. Today I will meet someone. Have a good business," Furqan replied while sipping chae.

"Are you serious?" tanya Aini still could not believe it. In my heart, Aini hoped it was true. No lie and really go. Even if you have to stay again. It's mundane. "But how is financial? What will you send into people's hands?" ask Aini beware. Because this is the cause of the catastrophe. In the living husband money even in the hands of people.

"I told you already. If so I go again your money is held. I'll give you my ATM too. Then you'll just take it yourself" Furqan replied seriously.

"Stop it. I have to be happy or sad. I was confused myself. I sometimes have a hard time believing, too" replied Aini floating. Because it was an experience already. Furqan's first trip to Dubai. How hard it is to believe again.

"Later to see for yourself. Now Akram is big. Next year he can bring his own bike. So you can take you anywhere" Furqan replied reassuring Aini.

Aini pensively imagined. If Furqan goes again automatically he will be in stay for a few times. "Well how is this. I feel doubt and worry. Wasn't that all planned. Then why now so doubtful," murmured Aini inwardly. Instantly as in swivel past his memory. Many incidents in the husband's residence. And back in this moment that should be ready to stay again.

"Why do you think so far. We will be happy too. For you and the child. I go for you guys. Soon the cost will get bigger. And you will also be difficult if I do not have more money. Not to mention the needs of children. Unexpected cost" Furqan said, calming his doubtful wife.

"Well, if you want to go, what else do I do. Akram and Ali are starting to grow. It costs more. If you want high school also costs a lot," replied Aini Pasrah.

"That's what dong darling. Try to look ahead. The one behind me will pass. I'm their father and I don't want my son's life to go forward. The future if we do not plan well now, will certainly be the same," Furqan said encouraging his wife.

"Ok I understand. I just don't want you to put money into people's hands. Why don't I arrange it. Let me take it myself at the bank. That's what makes me hate you even believe in people," said Aini look upset.

"How many times have I told you I'll send it directly to you" Furqan said.

"Will it prove true or not?" answer Aini.

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"Why hasn't the task been completed?" ask Ratna . Today Aini got a reprimand from her superiors.

"Where is mbak? It seems like everything! I've checked many times already" replied Aini.

"Other mbak that I sent last night.I will send to mbak number not in the group. Check it again" replied Ratna again.

"Oh.but not sent full mbak! Because my phone is full of memories. I will try to delete some files first. Let it be sent. I'm sorry, ma'am," replied Aini. Because last night he promised to be done.

"But please do it today! I wait until noon at 11. Otherwise I can be angry with the boss," replied Ratna half protested with Aini's negligence.

"Yes today. Before 11 I try to finish. It's just a little more sent," replied Aini. Hope to clear.

"I'll wait" replied Ratna.

There was a call coming in from Furqan. He said he would go to Malaysia in a week. Between happy and sad Aini pensive.

"Honey. I have a ticket. Next week I leave. You will please prepare my clothes. Because I am still busy. I have to meet someone. For the matter of departure. At once pick up the children back from school," Furqan said.

"Sad you carry a lot of clothes. Everything is stored in the closet. Just put it in the suitcase again. Oh yeah congratulations yeah. Return to malaysia. Be careful there do not forget to have three children. If you forget the same, it's okay. Do not forget the same child," said Aini. The one that was greeted with laughter by Furqan.

"Hahaha you have just one. You are my wife I can forget. You've already given the child to me. Enough of one wife. Why look for it again" Furqan replied seriously.

"Ah doesn't believe me. Later you forget I also have a new girl," replied Aini continues to tease.

"New girl makes a dizzy head. Enough because of you. Why look for more pain" Furqan replied reassuring his wife.

"Haha." At the end of it Aini who laughed. "Well, take good care of yourself" said Aini again.

Aini had just finished the job Ratna had given her. Now everything is in copy paste. Just print and it's Ratna's job. His job is to compile every word and meaning in Urdu. Well actually if for formal writing Urdunya still not right. But it can be understood. Because Aini's just a freelance translator. If you don't understand, you can ask. But they just understand.

Aini called Ratna to check on her work. " Sir Ratna is gone, just before 11. I have done this one by one. There are two kinds. Which one likes and which is easier to understand. Or later join. Please advise" said Aini.

"I'll tell my colleague first. Let him decide. I am still busy. Just wait for news from me later," replied Ratna.

"Good I wait. If there is something to be fixed to know," replied Aini.

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"Ami ji, papa will go far huh? How are we here?"ask Ali.

"Yes dear," Aini replied as she stroked Ali's head. In his eyes the eyes of his youngest son, he said. "Papa go find money for us. Even if papa goes far but, we can call every day.

"But Ami ji . Who's going to school?" tanya Ali was confused. Because all this time who sent his papa.

"Your gate exists! He's the one who sent you. Go back to school with my brother. Why confused?"ask Aini. Because he didn't want Ali to be a crybaby. Must strong.

Furqan heard Ali's words. He understood why Ali spoke that way. The loss was in Ali. If Akram is big. They can understand their father's departure. Ali is not yet

"Dear child. Come here! What was? Why confused? There is mama there is bhai who will take care of you," Furqan said while hugging Ali.

"But papa. Sometimes bhai Akram likes my jahilin. I don't like it" Ali replied half in protest.

"Even so but later bhai will also take you to school. So it's okay, if sometimes ignorant. He your brother will definitely take care of you," Furqan said giving the youngest's advice.

"Papa don't worry I'll take care of Ali. She's my sister why don't I look after her?"furqan.

"Now you have heard. Your brother will take care of you. Ok papa wants to be ready to change clothes first," replied Furqan.

"Let's have kids dinner first. Let your papa be ready first. There will be a hard forget. Let your papa arrange the luggage first. Let's eat smart children first," said Aini.

"Good la ami. This is my last dinner with Papa. Come papa let's eat the same," Pinta Akram.

"Yes papa is coming. Just wear shoes. Start eating" Furqan replied

That night was different than usual. But it's just a feeling. Because the hour of minutes of seconds still rotates as usual. Aini watched Furqan. Ready to eat together. Aini serving rice bryani special food pakistan added with chiken pokore. Fried chicken seasoned. It's delicious .

"Let's all one by one embrace the same papa. Papa wants to go for a taxi already waiting outside," Furqan said as he hugged his son alternately. While not forgetting to give advice to be a good child always obey the orders of the mother.

"Father hearts on the way" Furqan said, kissing Furqan's hand. Aini does teach children by kissing the hands of parents. Not like custom here thrusting head. Then the older one put a hand on the young head.

"Dear take care of the children. You take good care of yourself too. Don't think too much" Furqan said. It was as if he understood what was on Aini's mind.

"You have a heart there too. Don't forget to take care of your health!" said Aini pasrah. In the heart there is a sense of unwillingness to let go of Furqan. But if you remember how difficult it is to find more money here, he was forced to let go of Furqan.

Furqan pulled the suitcase out of the house. Only his son and wife let go. After a few days ago saying goodbye to all the families in the village. This is powerless to stem the tears that begin to fall on the cheeks. Saw Furqan start stuffing the suitcase into the trunk of the taxi. As soon as Furqan turned around wanting to cuddle up once more. Aini quickly wiped away her tears. Don't want Furqan to know she's crying.

"Ok all. Let's here Akram Ali hugged papa," Furqan said as he hugged his children tightly alternately. "Honey I'm leaving. You take care of yourself" Furqan said staring at Aini. Hugging his wife tightly. And kiss Aini's forehead.

"Be careful" replied Aini.

Furqan got into the taxi. Waving his hands to his son and wife. His feelings are upset. But to change his fate he will leave. With the sole purpose of changing fate.

Taxi glides on the road by the right, with the speed that has been estimated. On time to arrive at the airport. With a gust of wind from the window of the taxi, made the cold get to the bone. Furqan closed the taxi window.

At the house where Aini and the children. This is their first night of sleep without Furqan . Husband and father to them. There's a sense of awkwardness. But will get used to it later.

"Ami ji's. When will you come back?" ask Ali plain.

"It's a shame that after the contract expires. But later if the money is enough then we will go to see papa? How's it?" aini asked again giving Ali hope.

"where's Ami?" ask Ali again. Hugging her favorite pillow. Aini purposely made two bolster pillows. One for Ali and one for Akram.

"Yes to malaysia" replied Aini. While covering Ali. "You are asleep now. Tomorrow I want to go to school. Do not forget to pray before going to bed. Pray also papa survived to the destination and got more rezki there," said Aini while kissing Ali's head. Stroked the head of his heart. "It's not just you who are awkward with the departure of your father, mama too" whispered Aini lirih.

Aini walked out of the room. In the middle room Aini saw Akram. "What are you doing, son? Go to sleep at night! Tomorrow I want to go to school. It will be slow" said Aini.

"Yes Ami ji. This is a little more home work. And tomorrow the teacher will be angry if it's not finished. Tonight has to be done. Where's ali?" ask Akram.

"I'm asleep" answered Aini. "Alright after finishing going to bed, Ami wants to pray first. Then go to sleep, " answered Aini.

"Alright Ami. I'll finish it immediately" answered Akram.

Aini passed towards the wudu water tap. Keep praying isya. In prostration pray to the almighty. Hope their lives are better.

O Allah, O Robb, make all our affairs easy. Give our provision and allow us to give a decent life to our children. We as their parents want them to get everything out of our work. Amyn.