For the Sake of Heart
Year four

The attitude of her husband who was also indifferent when Aini complained to make her body condition decreased. So skinny. But Aini still trying to save his life did not want to lose himself and took a shortcut.

Not once twice as if Aini just wanted to die. Depressed soul and feelings no one wants to hear his complaints. What else friend. There are even more laughing.

"Here you are, you are thin" asked the neighbor.

"Maclums I have kids and my kids are active, so I keep exercising" Aini told a lie.

"Ah not too many people who have their small children fat fat," refuted the neighbor again less trust.

"Everyone is different." While trying to cover.

"Ainiiiiii," cried his brother-in-law.

"Yes what's wrong?" ask Aini again.

"What are you doing outside?" snapped in-law.

"Can't you?" answer Aini ketus.

"Here women can't come out carelessly."

"Who comes out I am in front of the house anyway, and I just want to sweep to arrive if there are neighbors who nyamperin," replied Aini.

That is their reason. Indeed, women here are not natural if they go out without any need but it is not possible to do everything that was done permission before them.

As happened this morning Aini already said please buy chawal because he can not eat bread continue. There they nagged no bole eat chawal continues.

"My stomach, why can't I?" answer Aini.

"But if eating chawal continues to be sick later," replied his brother.

"Our staple is rice or chawal your language, just like you are bread tree food."

"No way, anyway" replied his brother-in-law.

"What's this?" When her husband arrived.

"I'm glad I want to eat rice, and he's nagging."

"What am I going to buy."

"I told you already. Your wife should not be followed by her will," a displeased remark from her brother-in-law.

"What business you forbid me, if it's because eating rice trus I'm sick new you guys forbid, I'm actually sick because I don't eat rice."

Wonderful about their attitude. At that time Aini had to spread her name to change seasons and they blamed Aini who continued to eat rice.

"You are said to not understand too, it has been forbidden to eat rice continuously but do not want to hear," he snapped at that time.

Aini just shut up. The free answer is still not able to argue. But deep down in the heart that makes the tight is the attitude of her husband. Already Aini also took care of their child but the curse next door always tell this it.

Actually Aini had several complaints with her husband but again the reason they are older is the cause. It is not a matter of old or young they should realize themselves dong Aini also have children.

"Here you are called that caci, come."

"Whenever mind if I go there?"

"So he said please help him with his work."

"Saw la's maid."

"Why are you talking like that?"

"Trus do I have to jump jump for joy?"

"He just wants to help you please just for a moment" replied Aini's husband again.

"I'm not her babu. My wonder is the same you, you yourself see my own homework I do, I do not ask for helpers. Why should I help him?"

"Yes at least you're sincere."

"Just say you sincerely I bother taking care of the child when you ask him to help, uh for him you even tell me whether you are still sane? You should be angry.ah your wife told me to tell this instead come along. Tell him to do it yourself."

"Here you are called caci," not long ago the cacu also came.

Dongkol times Aini is afraid to be considered brash. What else the pox does have a very troublesome nature Aini. In addition, he knows that if it troubles Aini, there will be no one to defend because Aini has no brothers here.

At that time Aini was busy taking care of her son but again caci called her. Somehow I can argue. Usually the troublesome people who live in the house such as in-laws and in-laws.

"This will come back home. Help me work," said Caci by forcing.

"But I'm busy too. I can't" replied Aini again.

"Busy what? I see you sleep, sleep alone," replied the caci again do not want to know. Anyway Aini should want .

Want to scream it feels like my husband you where your heart is. Why did you let me get depressed. It's not clothes and jewelry or homework that stress me out but your demeanor is really for me to be pressured.

On the one hand I take care of my son on the other hand your crap wife makes me a salaryless babu. Hate angry Aini not power against. Husband again thought it was natural. Please help it is normal. But that is not the problem of the household each take care of his own work. Why Aini should be asked to help.

Depressed by the attitude of her husband and family. Quarrels happen often. Even communication with her husband was very bad. There was no joke just sweet laughter in front of his family and leaving him in grief.

Confused angry furious no longer know what will be said right. His son was also carried away. Between him and his son was like a stranger because he did not understand each other's language.

So far I want the woman to express it. Dismantle the hypocritical playwright. Disgust at seeing them. Well to her husband everything is fine but the appeal is reversed on the child and herself.

His life is like a convicted defendant. On behalf of strangers it is easy for them to twist the facts.

"Hey the wayward child from earlier I called did not listen to disobedience to parents," hardik poke her husband on Aini's son.

"What's wrong with her" asked Aini in surprise. Always his son in trouble.

"But it could be that he didn't hear why he was angry." The longer Aini the more fed up with the husband's demeanor.

"Your son does not have the manners you teach your son," he said.

"You older people should be wise there if they call you at the snaps shouting who wants to hear? He's a child must be cool to play, like to blame people," replied Aini annoyed and fed up.

"You who don't teach your child properly" replied insensitively like a child .

"You're old enough to just chat." Very upset made this pox of her husband.

"Oh you're now fighting your own son's business."

"I'll take care of my own son."

With a grumble her husband nagged. It turned out to be reported to her husband and certainly Aini was blamed for fighting. Tomorrow will be the morning as usual his son was the morning cacu who did not send school because along with the firstborn child adobsin.ya. But this morning he didn't want to leave.

In the case of Aini how many times have she told her husband between our own children. Let each one among their fathers.

But Aini's husband was angry with his wife. If his son was picked up pox during the course of his pox nagging trus same son Aini so naturally his son was just as dumb as her husband did not obey.

"In.i all because of you now I'm more difficult because you fight with my insolence," said Aini's husband corner Aini.

"Why are you wrong with me, he should understand he's an old man," said Aini did not want to lose.

"If you know he's a parent then why are you fighting you patient," snapped Aini's husband.

"It's true I'm the same you, what was made, you let it go. Just follow what you told me to curse you, come with me this is your wife she's your child you want us to be babu," replied Aini increasingly upset and fed up.

"Ah already you do not understand also if you want to come with me and why you do not obey, why look for because," answered her husband.

"It's not your fault. I have left my country and I do not have a brother here instead of you defending me but you are taking part in allowing people to obey with me and my child" replied Aini. It doesn't seem to be whose fault. This is purely her husband not defending her at all. So naturally his family mena. To him and his son.

"I share my son's learning here. If you like it or not you just shut up, how does she understand life here" replied her husband.

"Well you want me to do what you want, while what I want you don't want to know" replied Aini again.

Again and again just like that. Cacu and her husband's abuse became more evil with Aini and her son. Often hit the head of the child Aini the back. Sometimes Aini can only pray God they are the same as me and my son.

Every time he hit his son, the woman just resigned and prayed, O Allah return their cruel behavior to her son. So powerless Aini often prayed like that.

"Here is why caci?" Aini looked at her pox child like an abnormal baby.

"Either he often so, he often spasm his own eyes upside down," he replied again.

"Have you checked with the doctor?" ask Aini.

"Already," replied caci.

"Trus what doctor said ?" ask Aini.

"The doctor said the back and left side of the body were paralyzed."

Deg ....... Aini Bedesir's heart heard his speech. And as in remember will the speech that he often throw right every time the pox hit the head behind his son. Now the crippled boy is paralyzed.

How often this husband and wife do it to his children. Sometimes they fool their children. Then his son felt in the deceit getting naughty at the pox caci eh precisely caci and cacu even wronged Aini.

This morning again her husband told her that you please feel sorry for his son in order.

"You help her pity her son" said her husband.

"If you feel sorry for you please" replied Aini.

In the heart of the woman grumbled I myself have a child eh like to tell me. if I really have time mending I put on a makeup upset Aini.

His son was not paralyzed in the back of his head. Aini often sees her abuse as making her own child unnatural.

Just imagine the baby if carrying his hands on the next pull. Then like rocking the head rocking back and forth is indeed a child so laugh but it is a danger to the baby.

And his eldest son also made me rough. They think it's only natural. But for babies of that age is very dangerous.

"The baby's drawer should not be scratched. Danger for his brain" explained Aini at that time.

"You're making a shit. My son I won't do any harm" replied the insults disliked.

"I just reminded . Indeed your son. If you don't want to hear it already. What cares about me," answered Aini.

Caci has a nature that does not care about people's words. He thinks what he thinks is right. Even if it's about his son.

The day passed it turned out that the youngest child was completely paralyzed not healed. He could not eat by himself like bribing food into the mouth holding food. Even drinking it he couldn't swallow well.

"Why haven't you been able to walk a child? She was already over two years old," asked Aini's husband in surprise.

"Where do I know. Ask her mother is she who takes care of her child," replied Aini.

Aini had seen her pox several times telling people to come to sort her child. Even in the money. But again he asked Aini to make it. Because Aini used to be a massage. They saw his son happy not to hurt his body. Since then deliberately told Aini to continue . Lazy Aini ngapain anan himself also has. What do people do.

Once also the child's pox fell.They call Aini. It's not a problem not wanting to help now they have their own children. They felt for themselves how it felt.

Difficult to care for children. That's a disabled girl's son anyway. While in the past they always had a fuss about Aini's son. What is wrong in their eyes.

Even when Aini did not give her son in a cradle by her husband's abuse. Hate the same Aini. Well now evident with his own son the woman was also rude. Cook yes his mother can not massage his own child.

Aini is not unwilling to help but cook yes Aini in make trouble with them. Their children take care of themselves. Degs.... The blood of Aini rattled the speech of her husband first. Who says "your son takes care of himself."

O Allah, it is not pity to see their son, but Aini is also busy with his son. But Aini did not see the effort to make her son normal. His disability is even more concerned with the clothes pity his son.

"Was there a lot of clothes? Who is this for?" ask Aini.

"It's for the little guy" he replied proudly. Show off the clothes of his son