For the Sake of Heart
First year

As if in disbelief first stepped foot in her husband's country. When it entered the winter brrrrrrr felt strong cold breaking through the skin and shivering. Because so far the country of origin is only two seasons that is not as extreme here.

I saw her husband being busy. He asked you for a moment how you are. Well Aini replied hopefully soon to home. Because it is not cold. But note the child does not even feel what is normal child.

After waiting for some time finally came an invitation that took them out of the airport. So far everything is fine. But Aini could already feel that her decision to leave was just as difficult later to return home.

Remember the word his mother said later if you leave is the same as removing the body. It is as if you have died and never come back.

There is also a truth to that saying. But while still breathing and still healthy nothing is impossible. As long as there is morning sun, there is hope to go home.

Not sorry about this decision. Well here want to be there just the same. His name is married where the husband lives then it is appropriate to follow.

Language does not understand food is not appropriate. Plus an extreme season. But there's no way he's gonna cancel or go home. What is good in his country his family increasingly scorned him. That's one of the reasons Aini chose to survive rather than give up on the situation.

Arriving at the destination apparently her husband hitchhiked with his pox. Aini had asked why not at your parents' house why should ride. All there is no clear answer is just a disguise of his family drama. Since then Aini felt something was hidden her husband. Her husband never told her.

3 Months later her husband left her pregnant young. There are still contracts outside the country. And Aini stayed with her brother-in-law. From the beginning Aini had felt that they were only benefiting himself. Because if they are not with Aini then automatically Aini's husband will give money directly to Aini. Well if there are them automatically those who hold the reason Aini do not understand what will be deceived when the nipu is precisely his own brother-in-law.

Once the shopping price of goods was only 100 money asked for 500 then Aini asked for change in said it was up. That Aini often told her husband but instead her husband defended her said their right was also in the money.

Ihhhhh fraudsters you know. Then who can stand it. As long as her husband was abroad once Aini never went to the market to buy necessities. All who chatted sister-in-law. And often Aini starved on the thing she was pregnant with her second child. What he should have eaten was quite the size of a pregnant woman but even as the requestor.

And his brother-in-law always turned the facts around. And the end of the end her husband did not believe her. Imagine to eat until their hearts say that Aini wants to eat something. Heartache is not not shaving when they say angry when I like my love.

"Can you buy me chawal?", asked Aini to her brother-in-law. Chawal in Urdu means rice.

"Chawal keeps eating, eat bread," replied his brother-in-law with a pouty face.

"I can't eat bread. You can't eat chawal either."

Aini asked for rice because she could not eat whole wheat bread and she was pregnant. That too her brother-in-law grumbled. And often Aini starves in the middle of the night.

Sometimes the cacu has a house also angry that Aini eats rice she said she can not eat rice continue. How to want to change. Same with them if they are forbidden to eat bread they want.

Because Aini could not stand just a few months there finally land on behalf of her husband she lived there. There is only one room and no bathroom or kitchen. Many mosquitoes and flies when the seasons change.

aini's pregnancy is getting closer to the time of childbirth. All the suffering he can swallow himself sick of giving birth no one cares. The girl with him is like a parasite in his life. He was with Aini. But which Aini Children's business she wants to help. Her child cries just left her child wants to eat left alone even to shower Aini can not because her sister-in-law care for her child does not want.

Aini was very skinny at the time. Less eating is certain. But her husband believed her words more than his wife. It is hard to imagine the circumstances of that time. But what else must Aini do, there is nothing but to be patient in the face of trials.

Aini is very depressed her thin body is dry. But he saw his son needed him. Language does not understand that even wanting to answer is useless. Because they still do not want to be blamed even if they are actually wrong. Increasingly bless with custom.

Aini's hard time learning the language here. Want to not want him to understand because his eldest son has forgotten his native language. Aini wanted to talk to her son and her son often protested because Aini mispronounced him.

A day of gloomy days in Aini's life. Imagine with your own child that you can't talk. So depressed can't speak her mother tongue. It's like a confused person. But her husband thought it was natural. Aini used to tell my husband to teach me this language uh... Even her husband was so cute. Consider the demand Aini excessive when it is very needed.

It is a taboo custom in this country if women look out. But Aini did not care that she learned urdu with her child's tutor every morning she went to bring a book and pencil English ala rendezvous and in her request her child's teacher wrote down a daily conversation.

"How are you ?"

"Well," replied Aini with a pretty flat urdunya.

"Oh yeah, we learned a lot."

"Yes have to be a thank you pratek well you want to teach."

"The same."

At home Aini repeated it kept on doing it before her husband came back. But due to pressure Aini still difficult to learn every conversation. Well in addition to her in-law drama.

"This is where you're going?" ask her husband.

"i was just going to study."

"learn learn."

Calu her husband nagged the same Aini who did not understand what she was saying. If Aini understands, Aini must answer. Must immediately understand their inner language Aini.

"Here here," cried her husband harshly.

"What's wrong?" answer Aini.

In case Aini does not want but because Aini continues to be pressed sometimes by the husband also to follow their speech.

Once a child Aini called the name of the house next to it is not possible to quickly come. Well so come even in snapped snapped if one of his work just hit. Aini often massaged the chest of her husband's abuse. What else is his innate incitement. Aini's husband is more poignant precisely think it is only natural because they are parents so they must be respected.

The day passed the second child Aini had started to learn to stand. But her husband's family behaviour has not changed. Stay as a parasite. Numpang free eating sleeping street. Eating wants to work well do not want. Stay said Aini's husband was the eldest so she's responsible.

Well this is customary here if even Aini said to the husband that there Aini in salahin said Aini's husband he was too excessive. In assessing the custom here.

If his big son is always bullied by no one else just by his own family. They say Indonesian monkeys eat haram and naked alias wear clothes ****. If they see it on the internet. But not all of our people. Similarly, not all families also have parasitic properties.

Since Aini started speaking in this language. It turns out that people here are not all bad either. Most of those who envy each other are brothers. Now the bigger irinya is precisely the lazy. Well instead of being embarrassed even being defended by custom.

Fatigue actually explains their nature. But by being able to speak their language there is also an improvement to martial from their slander. Example of a child problem day.

"Your son is talking slovenly," he said to Aini while pointing at Aini's son. Aini's son just kept quiet with a huff.

Arrived cacu ama caci came complaining Aini's son.

"Here's quiet."

"You taught your son that," he said.

"What did he say?"

"Say the dog."

"Well this is the popo granddaughter of the husband who reported my son to the dog and the poach most often talking dogs, but you guys don't protest?"

"Your son is wrong, and he's somebody's son."

"That's not your son, either, why interfere, oh, if my son is the one who said you're complaining, but if you're the son of the others, you're silent, so because I'm a stranger, you can be disobeying."

"Behold, I'll report to your husband."

"In addition to the salesman there is more of your work?"

Aini was answered. But Aini tried to give understanding to her son. But because of language constraints often mother and child are not connected.

After the first pox forbid Aini to speak Indonesian now Aini difficulty when talking to her son. It turns out that during this time his son is often in kibulin by them as in lyingin finally his son is more stubborn and stubborn and likes to fight. Added slander from outsiders instead of caci ama cacu give understanding to Aini's child even blame Aini.

During this time Aini children often say mama this person often reports to mama actually they are wrong first. Aini also knows that her son is not always wrong. But they deliberately discriminated against his son. On the matter of his eldest son exactly more Pakistani. It's just because Aini they always sculpt her son.

Well what else does it mean if it's not to hurt his mother. So if the light is hostile to Aini is found out but if Aini's child is hurt automatically Aini is also said. Once when his son was told by the caci buy dudh eh up to where there are children who slap children Aini. Well Aini did not accept and then her curse held Aini so that her own pox spoke.

"Awas you slapped once again," Aini snapped at the child who slapped her.

"Well, if your son does not start, he will also hit" defended the mother of cyanak.

Eh it turns out caci even said that Aini's son was wrong first. Though Aini and her son are still family while the child hit someone else and obviously he was wrong eh poxanya defend people. It has no shame.

Patience is what can. And then Aini's son was eating in the house by the window and the same boy spat in and hit by a pillow. Aini bring the pillow it shows to this pox look at this same kid. And Aini call that child forward cacu eh cacu not angry even soft nasehatin. Try if Aini's son is hit.

And if in the same story her husband again her husband said Aini is too much about children. And how Aini is not thin dry. No one cares. Everyone even blames Aini.

Since 3 years her husband outside their home in the renovation well good in the name of the husband. Slowly her husband bought home supplies. Not envying people. Have a house of goods complete yes if not luxurious but there have their own. Even the husband's pox often hitchhiked in Aini's refrigerator. In the past they where want if Aini hitchhiking goods in the refrigerator. Eh so Aini got semena mena.

That's also Aini told the husband what answer Aini's husband said this is not you who buy. Hii..... It is customary here even if wrong remains true in their eyes.

This made Aini and her husband quarrel. In fact it's the day of the pox every nyuci minjam spiner if at once not what is this not many times. Electricity becomes expensive again if told to a husband justin aja.

"It's your humiliation, it's outrageous" protested Aini.

"Not what the parents are," answered her husband.

How to hold. We young people must continue to follow the older will even though the old one is wrong to remain obedient.

Every report to the husband is not a solution that can be even in the wrong disrespect. It is not a matter of respect or not to have disturbed comfort and should her husband give a solution or at least defend the wife eh who is instead blamed. Sad to be confused with the attitude of her own husband.

Yes here to the older must respect no matter wrong right. How can be respected if the old is not his protecting or at least do not like to turn back the facts. The wrong one says the right one is right. If this is not even if foreigners like me are discriminated against and used.