FRIEND BUT MARRIED
buddies

Friends to like a lot. But friends to grieve no.”

Before I was who I am, I thought these many friends of mine only existed when I was happy. It didn't matter at first before the trouble came. Trouble came from two adults who had a big fight. Yes, those two adults are my parents.

At first everything was fine. Good family. Good friendship. Good school. Good feeling. Everything is good, very good. I don't know why adults like to exaggerate problems. I don't know what the problem is and because what. But from the way they fought, I was sure the matter could be solved with a cold head.

Every night crying.

I became a quiet person.

Uncomfortable at home

Lazy home

Does this mean I'm broken home?

Gathering with friends only makes me more upset. They were laughing in front of me. Can't they understand my situation?

It feels like dying. No one understands. Sleeping also has nightmares. Parents only know how to make children but do not know how to care for children. Know this way I also do not want to be born.

“Cut, if you have a problem. Same story as us, if not my own. I've noticed you've been a little moody lately. Story aja.”

“What the fuck? Where there's me trouble. No papa kok.”

After my conversation with Ocha back then. I'm suudzon again. Why are there so many of my friends, only Ocha paying attention? Why is Ocha so late to realize?

The nights with the cries back passed. Crying became my routine before going to bed. In the end, I felt great despair. I thought maybe that was the end of my life. I almost got the rope before I remembered Ocha. I approached her at her house and cried before telling her what had happened to me.

“Cut, actually the four of us know you must have a problem. We've been waiting but you're not telling the same story. I thought you were strong before you cried like gini. Can I call you another?”

I'm patting. A little while waiting for my other friends. When they came straight away I was concerned about both my parents and my inner problems.

They're silent.

I bet they'll laugh soon.

But I was wrong.

They shed tears.

Adi is a smart kid at school. He always made the top three in his class. Adi always helped her mother. If you go home from school, Adi helps sell gado gado and helps take care of his younger siblings.

One morning when he was about to go to school he said goodbye to his mother.

“Mother, Adi leaves for school yes.”

While kissing his mother's hand, his mother hugged and rubbed on Adi.

“Good at school Yes Son, study diligently.”

Adi then went to school on his motorbike. He also wore a helmet on his head.

When he rode his motorcycle a car overtaken him swiftly through a road that was somewhat flooded with water so that the water soaked his uniform. He also felt emotion.

“Yaampun!”

“Who the hell is that guy?”

Adi also chased after him, he increased the speed of his motorbike to chase the car when it was almost near Adi glakson the car many times, finally the car stopped.

A child got out of the car and asked.

“Eh why Adi?”

“Wet ya your shirt?”

Adi was angry

“Not to apologize even arrogant you, Arman!”

“Sorry yes, it does not look if there is a motor.”

While mocking Adi, Arman went back into the car. Then re-apply the car quickly.

“Enak yes so rich kids, school using mobil”

“I will also ask for a car with Dad, so as not to be humbled like this.” Adi did not go to school. He went home in a dirty and wet shirt.