God, Give Me Strength

God, Give Me Strength
I hate your wishy-washy nature, mas


"You're a gap, aren't you?" Ask Eren base


"I'm gapapa."


"Well I won't mince words anymore. Ara, I'm sorry. I know I was wrong, but you know I was drunk last night? Please, excuse me" Eren held his hand, leaving you speechless.


"What does that mean when a drunk young master can justify the actions of a young master who hurt me?"


"Yes, I know I was wrong. But, I apologize to me. I promise I won't do it again"


How many times have you said that? I hate those words right now


"It is not necessary to discuss it again. After all, if I forgive you or not, it's the same, right? What's scratch?" Kaira threw her face and turned her back to Eren which made her feel even more guilty. The silence and the silence lasted a long time


"Excuse me brother, sister-in-law, the doctor will control your condition now" Rayhan said, breaking the silence.


"alright sweetheart. I'll buy you something. What do you want to eat?" Ask Eren.


"Ga nah" Kaira is still upright in his stance. Eren who understood that his wife was very angry could only be silent and out of the room.


Stupid you Eren. Idiotically. How can you force her to forgive you after what you did to her? Idiotically. You've wasted and hurt a wife as good as she is just for the sake of a prostitute like Clara? Eren cursed himself all the way. He felt guilty this time.


.............


"How's my condition doc?"


"The condition of the mother is fine and the mother's fetus is healthy. However, don't stress too much first Mom, because it's still vulnerable"


"Nice doc"


Eren almost forgot to tell his family. He's looking for his phone around his pants pocket.


"Hello ma"


"Tumbenan nih mama's son called his mother early in the morning. What's up, honey?"


"Ma, Ara's in the hospital. Now, Ara's in the hospital hoping mom"


"WHAT?!!" Mama Eren panicked and immediately disconnected the phone from her. He changed his clothes and went to the hospital.


Arriving at the hospital...


"Honey, where's your wife?" Mama Eren looks panicked. How not, he heard when his favorite son-in-law was admitted to the hospital. Eren didn't tell you anything about your current condition


"Let's come with me" Eren and his mother walked towards Kaira's room.


Kaira who was eating her morning breakfast from the hospital turned her eyes towards the open door.


"Oh my Kaira, my beloved daughter-in-law. You're a gap, aren't you, baby?" Mama Eren asked him.


"Mama don't have to worry. I'm fine ma" replied Kaira before she ate the last mouthful of porridge that was in Rayhan's hands.


"You're really worrying about me. Actually, what's going on?"


Eren and Kaira's eyeballs accidentally meet. Then, Kaira lowered her head


"Ahh uh... L'm.. I fell down the stairs ma" she answered nervously.


Did you lie anyway? Why wear all nervous. I'm sorry ma, I can't tell you what really happened... Kaira feels guilty. Even though Eren was kind to her sometimes, sometimes very rude, she was still lucky to have in-laws as good as her in-laws. Both of Eren's parents understood and respected him and even loved him more than their own children. Kaira really didn't want to lie to him.


"Ma, there's something I want to talk about" Kaira decided to tell Mama Eren the good news


"What dear? If you want something, just say it. Mama ordered it?"


"No ma no. I just wanted to say..."


"I just want to say that I'm pregnant" said Kaira Lirih


"Pregnant? You serious?" Mama Eren's question was answered with a nod by Kaira.


"Ara, why didn't you tell me? This is big news" Eren seems very happy and beaming. Eventually, he will become a father. He is not young anymore and deserves to be a father, of course can not wait for the arrival of his junior along with a woman he loves the most. Although Eren is a big-time playboy, Eren never planted his seeds in any woman. For him, only the woman he legally married could get the golden opportunity, even though many women were waiting in line out there.


Kaira only smiled wryly at Eren's statement. She still remembered how rude her husband had been to her. The heart of the woman who is not sick is treated like an animal by her own husband.


.............


Time is getting late afternoon. The sun is also seen moving westward which indicates that the night will soon arrive. Currently, Kaira has been allowed to go home by the doctor who is looking after her. How happy his heart was like being doused in ice water which was very soothing. To be honest, he was very saturated being in a crowded hospital and the smell of the medicine.


Kaira ran around and danced, taking a deep breath, celebrating her freedom. He headed to the hospital garden before returning home, leaning against a wall and looking in front of him. Incidentally, the hospital is located on a hill. Kaira enjoys the view from above. He felt a gentle breeze blow past his cheeks, making his long and beautiful black hair dance and exuding a charm of peerless beauty. Eren approached her and hugged her from behind. It was very curious that he pushed the man behind him and stayed away from his life. But he couldn't do it


"Let me hold you for just a moment. I know you're still mad at me and want to push me away from you. But honestly, this body can't afford to be away from you" Whispered the burly man in his ear. Eren was very gentle with her, making her fall asleep and tired of her nature. His anger began to subside. However, still one thing she did not like about her husband was Eren's wishy-washy nature.


"Eren, kaira, let's go home. It's not good for your fetus if you're still here. The night wind will be very evil and it is also not good for your health who just came out of the hospital" said the middle-aged woman advising Kaira. They just follow and follow each step of the woman's foot, leading them to the luxury car that belongs to Eren and his mother.


"Sister, there's already a sister-in-law and sister-in-law's mother-in-law.then I go home first." Pamit Rayhan to Kaira. After shaking hands with Eren's mother, Rayhan drives his car home.


"Eren, are you busy working, mending you for a few days just stay at your home. After all, the mother also wants to take care of the mother's daughter-in-law and future grandchildren of this mother. Can you?"


"Mama better just ask Ara directly. If he agrees, then I will follow him" Like a dream husband, Eren always acts like a standby husband who loves his wife very much. It is evident that he always obeyed all the words of Kaira. Whatever he says and wants, he will always fulfill. However, who would have thought if the nature is always changing in an unclear way?