God, Give Me Strength

God, Give Me Strength
Following the foot step


Kaira lontang road hanging alone with a large bag. He doesn't know where he's going. Go home to his dad's? His father even then expelled him for reasons that are unclear and suddenly cut off the relationship "Father-child" with Kaira. Meanwhile, Kos-kosan Rayhan is too small for both of them and not nice to be seen by the neighbors even though he is his biological brother. Going to the house of the in-laws seems impossible.


Her tears did not subside. The rain suddenly fell


Why is everyone the same as me? What am I wrong?


Kaira is sitting in a closed shop. However, he still has to think about the health of himself and the baby in the womb


"Son, sorry mom. Maybe from now on you'll be separated from your father. But, know one thing, mama will never let you live in a lack of affection. You have to hold on. You have to get your mom" Kaira said as she stroked her growing belly. Tears were dripping and wetting his clothes. He looked up at the sky and said


God, what more trials did you give? I have never committed any crime and have never violated your ban. However, why is my fate as miserable as this? If you do not want to be merciful to me, at least to this innocent baby. Lord, please give me the strength to live it all. Kaira was downcast and before long, she fell asleep.


.................


Next morning...


"Bak, ma'am" Someone woke him up


"ahh mother. I'm sorry I fell asleep at mom's shop last night"


"Mom why? Bring all the bags. Where else is pregnant?" Ask the shop owner. Kaira looked down and shed her tears again. He doesn't know what to say. Honestly, she was embarrassed if she revealed what she had experienced yesterday, because basically if a woman was cheated by her husband it was a disgrace to her.


"Sit down first" said the store owner leading you into his shop.


"Sir, please have a drink" Kaira was so lucky she met such a nice person as the shopkeeper. The middle-aged mothers who looked at him with compassionate gazes as if the mother understood what she was feeling


Kaira opened her bottle and drank just one gulp.


"I..." Kaira's eyes glazed over. The shop mom was sitting right next to him.


"I was kicked out of the house by my husband, Mom. I was accused of harming her ex-boyfriend's baby" Kaira finally revealed. The mother of the owner embraced it. Kaira was crying so much in the arms of the mother. She felt a mother's warmth toward her child. He missed all that attention. The mother paused for a moment and kissed her head as if she were her missing child


"Then, where is your family?" Ask the shop.


"My mother is dead. My sister rented a boarding house in a remote area and it wasn't enough for two people to live in. While Dad..." He wiped his tears and took a deep breath.


"Dad remarried and I was kicked out of his house even a few days ago he said if he broke his relationship with me" Kaira tried to toughen up. He always looked down when he talked about everything. He doesn't want others to see his weak side, when he cries or when he falls. He just wants to share his laughter with others.


Once again the mother hugged Kaira tightly. She cried when she heard the story of Haru Kaira. He couldn't imagine if it happened to him. Even though her husband is gone, she still has a home to live in, to shelter and to go home. He still has relatives who will always help him.


Mother wiped her tears.


"Then, what's your next plan? Where will you stay?"


Kaira answered him with a brief skirt


"What if you live in my mom's shop? The shop is empty every night. Later the mother will tell the mother's child to send a mattress for you. Sorry, mom's house is narrow so mom can only help you sleep in this store. I believe you're not a bad person." Said the mother. Kaira raised her head and looked at the mother with sparkling eyes. He was happy, at least he had a place to take shelter.


..............


Eren's parents prepare to see Kaira and their unborn granddaughter. They deliberately do not tell the news so that you do not tire of cooking for them, because it will affect the pregnancy


"Ma, are you ready yet? Very long" The father-in-law waited for his wife at the door. Meanwhile, his mother Eren has a habit of dressing up for a long time, making everyone tired of waiting for him.


"Wait a moment, Daddy? What if I slip?" Pekkir


In the long wait, they finally left.


Arriving there...


Both of Eren's parents immediately entered without permission, as it was already a habit for them. They were both shocked to see Eren feeding a woman who was sitting weakly in his living room.


"Eren, where's Kaira? Why are you even making out with this jal*ng woman again? Have you forgotten what he did to you?" Papa Eren was getting angry. He was completely inexhaustible with his son's behavior.


"Why really? Your beloved daughter-in-law has left here. She has hurt the baby. Of course, I have to take responsibility for his mistake" Eren replied lightly.


PLACKS


Mama Eren who had just been silent finally had no power to hold back emotions


"Eren, don't you think what you've done? She was pregnant with your child and you let her go. Ohh or even you kicked him out?" Mama Eren. Eren stood up and looked at his mother


"Yes, I kicked him out. I won't accept a devious woman like her anymore" he replied firmly.


"I thought after you were with her for almost a year and even got pregnant with her then you could understand her feelings, what her true nature and character was. But it turns out I was wrong. I'm educating an even ungrateful son."


Mama Eren shed tears.


"Have you forgotten what he sacrificed for you? Have you forgotten how he's been patient and never even dragged you legally for anything you've done to him? so, what did this woman do to you?" Mama Eren. He's really disappointed.


"Let's go. I did not know who was in front of me. I never even taught her that" Mama Eren pulled her husband's hand and walked away. Eren grabs her mother's hand and prevents her from leaving.


"Ma, why would you prefer kaira over me your son? Realize ma, she's not a good woman..." Mama Eren pulled her hands rough


"Conscious, know what!!! I don't know what she told you and mix it in your tea every morning." Screeched her mother


"Oh yes one more. Never call me mama. I'm disgusted to have a child like you"


Brakkkk


Mama Eren closed the door tight.


"Yes, baby. Don't care. You still have me" said Clara, who tried to cheer her up. Eren obeyed him and they continued their activities as if nothing had happened at the moment.