God, Give Me Strength
Ill

"Eren, can I stay here?" Ask Clara. The words he shouldn't have uttered, he just threw. He knew that Eren would never refuse his request anything including divorcing Kaira. Inevitably, Kaira must fight for her love otherwise she will only be banished and thrown out by her own husband. He must be strong

"No, I don't approve. Mas, you already have is..." Kaira's unfinished speech. Eren has cut it

"YOU'RE QUIET!!" Eren. This was only the first time after five months of uninterrupted Eren was snapping at him. He was silent for a moment

"You have no right to forbid him to stay here..You forgot this was my home? I'm still compassionate and taking very good care of you should be grateful not even as if you're the mistress here"

Didn't you say that I was the young mistress of this house? Didn't you say I could do anything to this house and I have the same rights as you? Why is it only for her sake that you change? Kaira ran into the house. He ran to his room and cried loudly

"Huhuhoo. Why is the world so cruel? Why is everything so bad to me? What's wrong?" Kaira threw away everything in front of her

"Haaaaa" Kaira shouted out loud. He sat on the bed and cried in his own arms. His heart felt like it was being torn apart by Eren for the umpteenth time. He wanted to leave the man, but he couldn't. He has no place to live anymore. His own biological father did not even accept it, while Rayhan only lived in a very narrow little boarding house that only fit for himself alone. He really has nowhere to go.

"No Ara. You cannot be weak. I must fight for him who is in your heart. You have to fight for the right that this baby deserves" Kaira encouraged herself. He went to the bathroom to wipe his tears and wash his face. After that, she dressed up beautifully and cleaned their room.

Kaira comes out of her room in her sex dress. She saw Clara still crying in her husband's arms. Kaira accidentally delivers tea in front of them.

"Hmm, I'm sorry the muhrim couple is here." Said Kaira sitting between them.

"Kai, WHAT THE FUCK IS KA. mu" Eren gaped at Kaira's beautiful, fragrant and sexy appearance even though her stomach had now bulged. He was stunned by the beauty of his wife and that

"Eren, are you hearing my story?" Clara asked who was still telling me whatever she said

"Ahh sorry sorry. Later you will continue the story. You must be tired"

"Bi, please take Clara to her room huh" Pekik. Clara was forced to follow auntie because it was better than she had to be kicked out of Eren's current house

Gapapa. You will also be mine. I have to be patient with that woman. I have to find a way to confuse him with Eren. Yeah, should. I have to get it again. His mind while looking at Kaira cynically. Kaira learns she must be planning something to separate herself and Eren after a long time together. But he's not afraid of that. He was sure his true love would bring Eren back into his arms.

Kaira daydreams for a long time until she doesn't realize Eren has been on it.

"Mas, is there still aunty with Clara?" Ask Kaira who has been awakened

"Oh, so if there's no one I can do it?" Goda Eren's

"It's not like that..." Without saying much, Eren carried her towards their room

Bruckk

"You look so pretty today, Ara. I really want you" Kaira just smiled bitterly at her words. She said as if she only wanted Kaira's body not because she loved Kaira. Kaira is very disgusted, because Eren's body sticks to the woman's fragrance and wants to push the man in front of her away. However, he had to give up in order to get his full love.

In fact, there was such a strong love in Eren's heart for Kaira that it exceeded even his love for Clara. However, the prestige he possessed was greater compared to the feelings he had for his wife

I admit, I'm a depraved man. I am the worst husband in the world and I only know how to torture my wife. His mind in the heart

.............

"Ara, I know you're jealous. I'm sorry I couldn't control my emotions when I was with him. I'm..." Eren said with a soft and pitying voice of his. Kaira couldn't hear him talk any more

"Enough mas. I can't hear your voice like that." Kaira kissed her husband's forehead lying next to her

"I love you until I die. However, I can't force you to love me like I love you"

"However, I wish you could love me like I love you so much and only you" Kaira passed away going to the bathroom. He cleans himself. He still felt disgusted and fed up with his own stupid and easily deceived self.

.................

The next day...

Today is the first weekend of the month and we have another new resident who has never been invited. Maybe with Eren, but certainly not with Kaira.

Eren with the spirit of the morning has come down to leave me who is still sleeping up there.

As I descended the stairs, I saw Eren hugging the seductress from behind under the pretext of helping her cook. Unfeeling, kaira's tears dripped, wetting her cheeks.

I don't understand, what's less than me? I cook every morning for you. Tired of bringing supplies, but you don't care at all.

Kaira recalled that at that time, when she had difficulty cooking and bringing supplies for Eren, Eren gave it to his business partner who was none other than Andrew Watson.

Andrew Watson is a successful businessman who is no less famous than Eren. However, he is a loyal man. He loved only one woman and never played with another woman in his lifetime. Rumor has it that he was gay because he still could not find his childhood sweetheart at the time, causing him to be single until this very moment.

Kaira stood for a long time until the cooking was cooked. Then, he wiped off his tears and walked down

"Ehh mas same mbak Clara is awake. Looks like you guys are very compact if you cook?" My insinuation.

"Yes how else. Clara said she wanted to cook something for me, so I helped her"

"But, does it have to hold hands and hug her from behind like that?" Kaira pulled her chair back and sat there.

"That's Kaira. Don't protest too much. You will try Clara's cooking very good. Where she cooks using the feeling" Kaira who was holding her glass to mumpun slammed the glass

Preracking

"What do you mean? You mean I cook not sincere? You're not that sincere?" Kaira was really sensitive and easily emotional back then

"bu-not that I mean. But it's different that's the feel"

"What's different? I cook hard and I think my cooking is not that bad you never praise me to say that I sincerely cook for you" Kaira protested at the time. She could not accept the fact that her husband would rather praise and defend her ex than her.

"Here you go, I've got no appetite. I'd better go to the room first" Kaira headed to the room and closed the meeting