God, Give Me Strength

God, Give Me Strength
I thought you were loyal, in fact...


A Month Later


Kaira's legs slowly began to improve. Although he has not been able to walk completely, but he can walk without using his cane. It just so happens that today is Saturday. Almost the entire office is off except for a few employees who are overtime to earn extra money. The streets in the capital are a little more tenuous than usual probably because many people take a weekend getaway. But strangely enough, early in the morning Eren was dressed neatly wearing his shirt that blue.


"Master, today is a holiday. Where are you going?"


"How many times do I have to tell you? Going anywhere is none of your business"


After getting a snatch from Eren, Kaira was just bowed silently.


"It's me who doesn't like weak women the most. If you don't want to go down together, I'll go down by myself. Dizziness I see you"


Iblis. Kaira's curse in the heart.


They came down together for breakfast together, after which Eren would go somewhere.


After eating, Eren left. Until he finished eating, Eren did not admit where he went. Kaira also tried to think positively about her husband. He better spend time in the room reading novels and cleaning his room. While cleaning her room, there was a woman's lipstick and perfume on the white shirt Eren wore last night. As usual, on certain days, Eren will go home late at night for a meeting with a client or client who invites him to a party or just accompany them to karaoke.


Whose lips are these? Who does this smell to? Looks like a seductress. Where did he go yesterday? Should I follow? Kaira decides to go find out Eren's whereabouts now.


Zul, give me. (removed). Kaira changed her mind.


I better not ask them for help. This is my household business. My husband's aunt is my disgrace. I don't want anyone else to know. Then, Kaira put on her favorite sweater and went to look for Eren's whereabouts. He's been tracking Eren's whereabouts in the car.


Wait a minute, this is a five star hotel. Why did he go to that hotel. Kaira got out of the car. He immediately asked the room that Eren might have booked at this time to the receptionist of the hotel.


"Excuse me, I'd like to ask a guest named Eren William what room is there?"


"I'm sorry mom, we have to protect the privacy of our guests."


"I asked for help. My wife. If I need proof" Wherever Kaira goes, she always carries the marriage certificate she has. He issued the marriage certificate and gave it to the receptionist as evidence.


"Well Mrs Will, the young master is at the VVIP of this hotel which is in room number 123".


"Wait, young master? So this is my husband's own hotel?"


"Mrs' mistress"


It's not honest anymore. Ah that's not important now I want to see the devil. Kaira heads to the VVIP room. Unfortunately he could only walk slowly, because his legs were still sore. Kaira opens the door and is surprised to see Eren not wearing any clothes and the woman on top.


"WTF and u doing? Kaira threw the pillow beside her.


"Ara." how surprised Eren was to see the figure of Ara there. Eren immediately woke up without caring about his naked self. Ara was crying unconsciously.


"Well, are you here?"


"Sut Sut sut." Eren covered Kaira's mouth with one finger.


"Udah ranting?" Eren also cornered Kaira who was flanked by walls and a large body.


"You're out" Tell Eren to the comfort woman.


"Why? Wanna protest? Tell me who at that time asked for help. Did I say it a few times yesterday? Everything I do is none of your business."


Kaira was just crying. Between regret and not doing this. Then, Eren kissed her forcefully.


"This is the result of the carelessness you are doing today."


Then, Eren held Kaira and slammed her on the bed.


"You can't let me do this to anyone else, right? Then, I'll do it with you" Eren gets more brutal like a lion out of his cage. Kaira was just moaning in pain.


"Master, let me go. Please don't hurt me." Soon after, Kaira fell unconscious. When Eren noticed it, he immediately got up and looked at it.


"Ara, Ara? You why?" Eren felt very guilty about her.


"I'm sorry Ara." Eren immediately put on his clothes and watched tv on the hotel sofa.


A few hours later.


Ughh you are so evil, sir.. Huhoo.. Sorry I married you... Kaira got up and planned to go home. As he was about to return home, he caught the figure of Eren pensively on the sofa. It was obvious that he felt very guilty. Can't bear to see it, Kaira also approached her.


"Master" Kaira was beside him, Eren also disperse his daydream.


"Ara, I'm sorry for what I did. I'm just stirring up emotions." Kaira can only smile, but her heart screams and cries for what Eren did to her today.


"Sir, I'll go home first."


"Hmmm"


Kaira went home with a heart that was sliced. How not? When he was getting comfortable and accustomed to Eren's presence beside him, Eren even did the unexpected. Jealousy and anger were clearly how he felt at this moment. He just wants to be treated well by Eren despite not getting his love.


Kaira wrote down what she felt today. This was his habit when he was in trouble and sorrow. Maybe if a novel is made, the story will never end


Dear diary,


Today I have another bad incident. Hiks until when will this happen? her tears poured down and wetted her diary. He whom I consider only cold to me, yet loyal, in fact he would betray our marriage. Even after I caught him he just got mad at me and tortured me. I just want to live like any normal person. Without pressure or extreme pain. At Dad's house, there's a stepmother who always threatens me using Dad or sister. Here I have to face every day his cold attitude and the fact that he is a rich man whose playboy has reached the top class. Maybe it's better that I don't interfere with her and don't care about her like I used to. Maybe from now on I should be prepared for everything he'll do to me. In about 10 months, I'm gonna get a divorce with him. I have to be strong and hold on to his attitude. Well at least I can still feel a decent life and the freedom to do whatever I want. Also I don't have to worry about dad's situation if I keep sending money to stepmom. Okay I have to be excited even though I am sick, which is important that my father and sister can live a normal and happy life. I am willing to sacrifice happiness for them. I'm sure everything will be beautiful in time. Kaira also wiped her tears and woke up to continue her work of cleaning her room and exercising casually by walking or running small so that her legs recover as usual.