God, Give Me Strength

God, Give Me Strength
Meet Again


After doing all his duties, ranging from several houses, taking care of Clarissa to take care of himself, Eren also went to the cafe that has been determined. He will attend a large banquet that will present all high-class entrepreneurs in Indonesia. The man looks so excited. Because, he will meet with business colleagues and business colleagues in the future or maybe work with several other entrepreneurs.


Eren leaves without saying goodbye, as Clara looks indifferent to him. Nevertheless, Eren still cooks breakfast for his wife. Eren grabbed the keys to his car lying in front of his home TV and immediately drove his car to the destination.


And, on the other hand...


"Lauren, dear Karen. You guys are the same first. Mama and Vishnu want to go first" Kaira said to his two children


"Yes, ma. ayen is waiting to go home" said Kairen who is still trying to perfect each sentence.


Lauren looks so calm and cold. The man was indeed a photocopy of the father, Eren.


"Lauren, take good care of your sister, son. Who dirut same mbok and help mbok as much as possible" said Kaira to his son


"Hmmm, Lauren's going to follow mom's message. Mama be careful about Vishnu" said Kaira


"Kai, is it better not to take them? You also just arrived here, yes all you invite them to know again their mother comes from Lauren also born here" said Vishnu


"Later we'll schedule. These are times we should not miss" Kaira replied


"Yes yes, Lauren, Karen, mama left first huh. See u" Kaira said as a kiss bye to her two little angels.


Kaira looks so beautiful this time. Very elegant with a blue suit one stel of his that is in line with Vishnu's. They both left their homes.


Fifteen minutes later, they arrived. The atmosphere was crowded there. However, they were not counted late. Everyone was chatting with each other. Kaira entered the room with her style that attracted everyone's attention


"Welcome Miss Kaira and Lord Vishnu. Please fill out the attendance book" said a waiter who seemed to be specially hired.


In the past, this woman was really not appreciated by everyone including her own husband. However, it was different when Eren introduced her as his legal wife. Unfortunately, this did not last long. Kaira had to divorce Eren which made her fall in the last few years. Even the scorn he had received was raw. Everyone blamed her attitude on choosing to live in one house with a man she did not marry. Indeed, being a widow was difficult.


Kaira chatted briefly with some of her business associates she had known for a long time. There's Thomas there. Kaira will never forget the good guy's service


"Good morning, young master Lee. Long time no see" Sapa Kaira


"Oh Kaira's. Don't hesitate. Call me Thomas as usual. How are you doing?" Ask Thomas


"Okay, Mr. Thomas. I am grateful that my efforts have grown so much this time" Kaira replied


"Then, what about your situation? Is everything still going well? Oh yeah, where is Lana? It seems, I haven't seen each other for too long" Kaira asked in pleasantries


"Yes, Lana's busy at home. She had to take care of our children and now she is also pregnant again, our fifth child" Thomas replied


These two people, were they so fertile or so ferocious in bed? Is the age still around 35 and the child is already 5? Jag~Batin Kaira.


"Mr Lee" Call someone


"Kaira, someone called me. I have to go first. Excuse me" Pamit Thomas


"Be careful, Thomas."


Kaira continued her activities by walking around the room. The woman looked at someone who was completely unfamiliar in her eyes. He was Eren, a man who had managed to shake his soul over these few years.


"Hi miss Kaira. You're getting pretty. Hi also to Lord Vishnu" Sapa a middle-aged man, the owner of the event.


"Will you sing to enliven today's show? Hear from my business partner and the team on projects from other companies, Your voice is so melodious. I am very curious to prove it. I would be honored if the lady would donate the golden voice of the lady" Pinta the man half pleaded


"Just obey him. Perhaps, he can become your new business partner later" Wisnu whispered


Kaira nodded and agreed to the man's words earlier. The man led Kaira to the stage and allowed Kaira to sit there. Kaira did not know what to sing, but after seeing Eren's face, the idea of the song immediately crossed her mind.


"I am weak without you,


I'm vulnerable because, uh,


It's love that's missing from you that can flatter me"


A first verse of the song is sung by Kaira with her meld. Various pairs of eyes glanced at him and stopped their activities Eren was no exception.


The ara?~The inner is in the heart


"As long as the eyes are open, the,


until the heart doesn't beat,


For as long as I can remember you.


From you.. I found my life.


To me.. You're the true love."


Kaira looked at Eren with her own eyes.


"When it says to me, it is written to me,


Is the best for you


The most beautiful thing in my life.


But it won't be easy for me, though,


Leaving traces of your life, you,


Which is immortal engraved,


As the Most Beautiful Memories..."


Every verse, every lyric that poured out of Kaira's lips, contained a sword inside. Very piercing heart, very make the listeners feel what he felt, including Eren.


Kaira also occasionally wiped her tears, in the middle of her singing. If asked if he has moved on from Eren, the answer is only one, not yet.


It took him a lifetime to forget someone who once filled his days. Moreover, the man was the biological father of both his parents.


Kaira finished one song in an instant. It was not uncommon for them to wipe away their tears after hearing Kaira sing, as if expressing her feelings.


Eren is getting closer to the stage. The man dared to stand right in front of him. Looking at the beautiful face of Kaira who is still the same as before. The smile he had longed for now seemed to have faded due to him.


The crowd of spectators finally sounded there. They scream


"Again!!! Miss Kaira, just one more yes. Please" said a few spectators there.


Indeed, the audience at the business banquet was different. Very much different. They look very elegant even if they ask for extra.


"Alright" Kaira said


"This song is special. Especially for someone who's among us." Kaira said to Eren.


"I've fallen in love with you,


With all your heart, you,


I will give life too, I will give,


Whatever I'm going through.


But I never dreamed, though,


You leave me go, you,


Without knowing this taste,


I want to feel hate"


Memory after memory rotated in his mind. Speech after speech was also heard loud there, as if someone deliberately turned it on his ear. When he was accused by Eren of doing forbidden things with Vishnu. When he and Eren are in the period before the marriage is over. The moment Eren prefers Clara before him and his son.


..."I hate you"...


..."Basic wife ain't useful"...


......"I chose him"......


The three sentences he always hated would always be in his mind.


"Suddenly you came, you,


Moment, you've been with him,


S'makin destroyed ha.ti.


Don't come again love,


How could I forget,


And you know how he is, though,


You're not for me.


Don't miss the love anymore,


I don't want anyone to get hurt, though,


Happy for him, I'm fine, I'm fine,


Let me pretend. Forgot..."


This time the shadow when Eren comes back, when he feels down, pressed by his own friend, Mahendra, Eren comes at the right time like a hero. However, on the other hand the man also vented his jealousy on him. It was so sad for him. Eren, who had become the husband of a man, was sleeping with her for the first time. He who is still trying to forget it must also fail due to the incident at that time.


The longing, love and curiosity that Eren possessed had really managed to cut his heart. Love and hate are racing in time. And even today, once again, he had to be confronted, had to meet someone he absolutely did not want to see again forever.


Kaira this time was completely unable to continue her singing. The woman wiped her tears and stopped her singing. After that, get off the stage and go to the toilet for no reason. It makes everyone look confused.