God, Give Me Strength

God, Give Me Strength
We can't be together


After a while in the bathroom, Kaira had finally been relieved. She had taken off all her tears there, fixed her makeup and came back as cheerful as ever. He did not want anyone else to see him, seeing himself crying as he pleased just for the sake of a man.


Kaira returns among the crowd, looking for Vishnu's whereabouts there


Duhh, where the hell is this Vishnu? Ngilang Mulu. Did you try to call me once?~Batin Kaira.


It was not Vishnu that he had found, but a man who had clearly abandoned him. He turned his back and did not give Eren the slightest chance to say a word


"Ara, wait" Call Eren


Kaira ignored him and continued to avoid him.


"Ara, please don't shy away. There's something I want to say to you" Eren said, stopping Kaira's steps. The man took his hand.


"What else do you want? Is your dissatisfaction making me suffer so much?" Ask Kaira.


"No. That's not what I meant. L'm.. I know you, that song was all for me, right?" Ask Eren


"For you or not, it's none of your business anymore" Kaira said


"Please, I'm sorry. I know my mistakes are truly unforgivable. But, listen to my explanation first" Eren pleaded


"That's it, there's nothing to explain"


Kaira walked away from him. Steer clear of the man who once destroyed himself and his future, causing his children to lose the figure of Father.


"ARA!!! PLEASE FORGIVE ME!!! I WANT US TO GO BACK TO HOW WE USED TO BE!!!" Eren's screams blew the party away. Everyone stared intently at them and wondered which village people were ruining the atmosphere. However, after they looked towards Eren, no one dared to say. They all just fell silent without language.


"Eren, shame. Don't be stupid like a child. You have a child and a wife. Don't make me feel like I'm the one who acted, I'm the bad woman who made you leave your wife. Never mind, I'm SICK (full of emphasis) just as your silly behavior" said Kaira emphasized.


"But Clara is not what I imagined. He's a lot different compared to my expectations" Eren said


Now the distance between them is quite far away. Their conversation was secretly recorded by someone and made into an exciting spectacle by them as if a free show that they would never see again in the future.


"He's up to your expectations or not, so what's the deal with me? Didn't you insist that you chose it over me and Lauren? Make Lauren grow up without your figure accompanying her." Firmly Kaira


"I reiterate once again. From now on, tomorrow or the day after, we will never have any relationship again. I hope that you will never bother me again, contact me and even humiliate me like before and now except about our son" Kaira said as she passed away


"Kaira, are you gapapa?" Vishnu suddenly came.


"I gapapa. Let's go home." Kaira said briefly.


The two of them left Eren who was still nailing in his place. He felt himself humiliated. However, it was not comparable to him losing a diamond just for the sake of a trash like Clara. Even with her own child, she didn't care about it.


Until the sound of the phone ringing made him realize that Kaira had gone far away so he could not even reach it.


"Clara" he murmured in the heart


"Hello, what's wrong?" Answer Eren coldly.


"Mas. Clarissa... Clarissa's fever's not coming down. Continued around his body a lot of bruises. I'm afraid something happened to her" Clara said in a panic


"Well-well. I'll be home soon" Eren said.


Eren immediately ran away from the party. Some of them were confused, but the party went as it should.


Arriving at home, Eren immediately checked the condition of his son with Clara.


"Prepare your clothes. We're taking him to the hospital" Eren panicked


"Dear, please. Hold on, son. Papa will take you to the hospital" Eren said softly to his son.


After making some preparations, the three of them went straight to the hospital


...............


"Mama. Ma, let's take a walk tomorrow. Mama also said she would take us to grandma's house" said Karen


"Yes. We go to Grandma's house. You guys take a shower over there. Mama wait here" Kaira said to her two children


"Asyikk" cried Karen


Meanwhile, Lauren only responded with an expressionless face typical of Eren. Kaira just smiled warmly at the sight of her two children. Karen pulls Lauren to shower with her and Lauren just follows her


"Hufft. Tired" Kaira complained


"Do you want me to get a pijitin?" Vishnu asked, offering himself


"Ga needs. You must be tired too." Answer Kaira


"Ga think yes the kids are already on big. One was like his other father like his mother. They are both inversely proportional. Well, even though Eren is sometimes childish, he is still an expressionless man like Lauren" Kaira said


Vishnu's heart felt like it was sliced to hear him. However, he could only respond with a smile


"Kai, I want to talk something" Vishnu said with a serious look


"Yes? Just talk about it"


"Kai, you already know that I love you so much. I have said it many times too. But, when are you going to open your heart to me?" Ask Vishnu


"Sorry to hang you. But, honestly, I still want to focus on raising them, seeing them grow up and succeed later. I will consider it again" Kaira said.


Vishnu was silent. He would never force Kaira's decision. Kaira still wants to accept it to always be by the woman's side has made her grateful.


A few moments later...


Lauren and Karen are done with their activities. Quick and short, that's what they are. They never play water and linger in the bathroom especially Lauren. The man seems to have matured prematurely, or maybe he forced himself to mature faster. I don't know, the obvious ability and intelligence above the average child in general.


"Sir olen, let's go quickly. Alen ga sabal wants to see grandma" Celoteh Karen funny


"Oren, Aren, are you ready?" Ask Kaira


"Ready dong ma" they answered in unison


"Then, let's go cussss"


Vishnu drove his car to Eren's parents' house.


It didn't take long for him to get there.


They were greeted warmly by the man from the William family's main residence as they should.


"Ma, pa, Kaira's coming" Call Kaira say hello


"Kaira ku canmyang. Ucuk. How are you doing now? It's been five years since you've seen each other, you're looking more and more beautiful." Praise mama Eren


"Thank you ma"


"Oren, Aren, let's greet grandma and grandpa" Kaira said


"Hi grandma, grandpa. I'm Kalen, this is the big sister's name is laulen" Karen said with fun


"Uhhh Grandma's granddaughter is very nervous. Come on Karen, Lauren, let's go inside first yuk" Invite Mama Eren


"Gamau, Alen wants to go for a walk" said Karen sulking.


"Aren, it can't be. Let's go in first. Later must be invited by grandma and grandpa to go for a walk" said Kaira persuaded


"Hump, sucks"