God, Give Me Strength
Kaira's selfishness

Kaira and the others had prepared to go to a famous magnificent and luxurious shopping mall in the Capital. In addition, the Mall has a variety of interesting rides for young children such as Lauren and Karen. They both looked as enthusiastic as ever. Karen can't wait to get there.

"Ma, Alen wants to go on a cal bomb, wants to play doll claws, wants to play sod, wants to play basketball..." Karen throughout the journey. It was inversely proportional to Lauren who showed her happy expression with an expression that was still relatively flat.

"Whispering" Ketus Lauren.

"Yeee, bialin. What if I am noisy? Mama's not baring either" Karen said.

Until now, Karen could not pronounce the letter "r" properly and correctly. He's a plate, but it looks funny talking about it.

"Y" Lauren answered briefly.

Karen sang whatever she learned at school with joy so that they did not feel they had reached the main building of the mall.

"Master, big mistress, non Kaira, and the others. Please get down here first. Rangga will park his car first" said Rangga accompanied by his departure to the parking lot.

"Ma, where's Anna? Why during these few days, Kaira hasn't seen Anna?" Kaira asked when she did not find a large and sturdy figure of hers. He misses that woman very much.

"Anna said he'd come home until you were ready to go back to our side."Answer mama Eren.

"alright. Kaira will call him by herself later. Let's go in" Kaira said

They went inside after Rangga was seen there. Surrounding the mall area is so large and magnificent. Their main goal is to ride the game that is there.

And that, on the other hand...

"Bah, Sasa wants to go for a walk. Sasa bosen in the hospital continues." Clarissa told Eren.

"Patience to you, son. If the doctor talks you can go, then we'll go, okay?" Eren

Moments later, the doctor returned to the room and found Clarissa had been discharged until the lab results came out. Whether this is a mistake or not, but in fact Clarissa forced to go home

"Dok, Sasa's healed, right? Sasa wants to go to the mall first. Take a walk. Can you?" Clarissa asked her personal doctor

"alright. But, every day Clarissa had to come here for control while waiting for Clarissa's condition to come out" replied the soft doctor

"Yeayyy, fun!!!" Clarissa is happy.

Eren immediately took care of his belongings and complied with all his wishes.

"Ma, let's go to the mall yuk" Invite Clarissa while tugging at Clara's hand which is still busy with her phone.

"Tch, what the hell? I never went to the mall with my mom. You two go there first. Entar mama. Mama still has work. Bye bye" Clara said passed away.

"Pa, mama why the hell is it always the same for us? Mama doesn't love us, does she?" Clarissa asked in a sad tone

"Patiently yes. But Sasa knew that my mother was very busy. Do you often see your mom on television? You may not dong mama ga love Sasa. Let's not give a damn about it anymore. We have fun today" Eren said.

I loved Clarissa so much, and what about my son? Does he have a decent life too? Or what burden of life did he feel first? I feel so guilty for you~Batin Eren

.................

Kaira and the others were in line to book tickets to board the car bombs. They split the task. Vishnu with Karen, Mama Eren with her husband and Kaira with Lauren, while Rangga chose to walk around the place so that he still easily watched them all.

Brukkk brakk..

That's what's in the car bomb. The sensation of collision between the player and the chase like in Hollywood films that display scenes of theft or wild races makes the tension feel so real. They laughed happily, no exception with Lauren who usually just fell silent without expression. Although they are also not short of money to do so, but the busyness of Kaira in his career makes them have rarely time to gather and relax with the streets like today. Hence, Kaira completely avoided every banquet that existed as much as possible.

Thirty minutes later...

"Mama, Alen wants more" said Karen

"Already have. It's been half an hour we're just here. Kan said Karen want to play claw doll hold the same basketball that can ticket a lot. Karen forgot?" Ask Kaira

"Ehh yes. Let's go there" said Karen while pointing towards the claw machine that was there.

Kaira approached the doll's claw machine and gave some coins and distributed them evenly to the seven of them. This time Karen forced Rangga to play it.

"Om Langga, let's play. You haven't played yet" said Karen.

"Yes yes. About main. But, later Karen buy om iced tea yes" said Rangga

"Ready boss" cried Karen.

...............

Eren is in the same shopping center as Kaira. The man carried his son on his shoulders. Eren was the center of attention there. Long time ago it felt like he did not get such attention, because the man indeed rarely appeared in public places.

"Alright princess dad. Cuss us up" Eren said.

Arriving above

Eren looked at someone who was completely unfamiliar in his eyes. Kaira and Vishnu were there with two boys holding their hands. One was playing a claw that one was just standing right beside Kaira, not letting go of her grasp.

"Pa, Sasa is going there" Clarissa said, pointing at them.

"Nahh it's Oren's turn to play. Karen move aside first yes" said Vishnu who immediately carried Karen to come down.

"Do you want a fat?"Vishnu offered help.

"Thank you, I can do it myself" replied Lauren

Lauren with her mandiri trying to reach the top of the chair with her tiny hands. Kaira feels stubbornly made. However, the little man managed to sit properly without any falling or rocking in the slightest. In the future, they ensure Lauren will be a man with a mature strategy, worthy of being the son of an entrepreneur. Please note, if Kaira can be as successful now and the company he managed free from all forms of theft and hacking it is thanks to Lauren who helped. The little guy was even the youngest in his class. The difference with his friends is so significant and it is certain that he will become the youngest IT graduate later.

One pull, he immediately got two types of dolls with different sizes of course

"Nih. Brother Oren doesn't play dolls, so this is for Aren" said Lauren while giving the doll to Karen.

"So try again. I got a lot for Aren, brother." Karen encouraged her sister.

Lauren loves her only sister very much. All the words and actions that make her sister happy, she will do. Even if it took his life. All right, that's too exaggerating. But that's the truth.

"Wahhh Brother is very smart. Brother, teach me dong" said a little girl who appeared among them.

"Sister, who are you here with? Where are your parents?" Ask Kaira

"Mama busy Aunt. Papa is still buying coins there" said the little girl, pointing at the cash register.

"It's papa already bought ko..." His words came to a halt when he found the little lady beside him just gone.

"Sasa? Clarissa?" Shouted Eren while looking back and forth, panicking.

Eren searches for Clarissa's whereabouts around the cashier until he remembers Clarissa's utterance of wanting to play the claw machine.

"It's definitely there." Eren muttered to himself.

"Whose name are you?" Ask Kaira

"I'm Clarissa. But, papa and mama used to call me Sasa Aunty" replied Clarissa.

"While waiting for your papa, Sasa played with Aunty coins aja yes. It just so happens that there are still two of these left" Kaira said giving coins to the little girl.

"Grandma thanks aunt"

Vishnu raised Clarissa's small body and placed it right next to Lauren. Lauren taught him very seriously.

"Yahh failed" Clarissa said in a disappointed tone

"Don't be discouraged. Let's try again" Karen exclaimed

Clarissa tried a second time and succeeded. The little girl managed to snatch the rabbit doll that had become her target.

"Yeay, thank you brother" cried Clarissa happily while hugging Lauren tightly.

"Kids now yes. Funny." Kaira

"But, be aware that you are not, Vishnu, that this little girl looks like you" Kaira said, pointing to Vishnu

"I think so too. Whose son is he?" Vishnu asked whispered softly almost inaudible.

"Or don't-don't... He's your son out of wedlock" Chirps Kaira suddenly

"Enak. I've never done that except with Clara" Sahut Vishnu with a high tone.

"Clarissa" Call Eren

"Papa"

Wait, this voice...~Batin Kaira.

Kaira and the others turned towards Eren. They understood very well the man's distinctive voice.

"EREN!!!" Chirp them together