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Vishnu went home. He pondered over all the words of Kaira, the mother and father of Eren, all of them.

"ARGHHH!!!!" Shouts of Vishnu

"Gue hates to choose... I HATE TO CHOOSE" Vishnu said with a higher tone. His breathing began to stir, he took a breath for a moment. Refraining from doing anything beyond the limits.

"Raden, are you okay?" A woman's voice was heard softly in the doorway, behind it. Vishnu turned towards him.

"The mad..." Speak Vishnu with a sad tone

"Lho den, what's up?"

Middle-aged women the age of Mama Eren or even her mother was confused to see the behavior of her master who suddenly let out his own heart. Shortly thereafter, Vishnu hugged the woman.

"Let's sit down"

Vishnu obeyed his mbok words.

Mbok is the name of Vishnu to his assistant. Mbok has lived with him since he was a baby, everything about him, mbok who runs it. He thinks of her as his own mother, loving her more than he loves his own mother. Every word, Vishnu will always follow without refuting. He thinks Mbok is his paradise.

When the divorce between the two parents of Vishnu occurred, none of them both wanted to be burdened with him until they agreed to finance Vishnu's education until he had his own job. Loneliness is his life companion, that's when the figure of Mbok becomes a bright light when his dark life arrives.

And that is what makes Vishnu like Kaira. Women who are gentle, kind and loyal to their partners, do not forget that they are also not matre women like women in general. Moreover, Kaira is a woman who is independent and beautiful in appearance and behavior. Perfect for being a wife.

"Den, same story mbok. What's going on?" Ask me a second time.

"Do you know Vishnu never love anyone? Vishnu never even dated anyone. Indeed Vishnu is often close to Clara, but it is just a sister brother" said Vishnu while hugging tightly the tiny body belonging to Mbok.

"Vishnu likes a woman mbok. But Vishnu could not have it. Vishnu sad. Hiks hyks."

Tears wet the clothes of women of ancient times.

"He's so pretty. He was also kind and innocent, very similar to mbok. But, why does she have to be someone's wife anyway?" Added Vishnu

Mbok smiled warmly and gently stroked Vishnu's hair.

"Honey, listen to mbok. Mbok never taught Den Vishnu to seize the property of others. Indeed, the couple of people will look more tempting than those who are single. But, that is not an excuse for this handsome Wisnuku den to snatch it from her husband" said the mbok advising

"But mbok. Vishnu really loves her. Vishnu is really dear. Earlier, her in-laws told Vishnu she told him to explain everything to the woman's husband. Does Vishnu have to do it mbok?? Then, just dong Vishnu support them back?"

Mbok snorted softly

"See what her in-laws say. They know more about that woman than you just entered her life." Answer mbok short and not long-winded.

Do I really have to let it go. But, I have to listen to the words mbok...

"But you want to know, why did even her in-laws say, not her parents?" Ask mbok to investigate

Vishnu rose from his sleep in the lap of the mbok.

Mbok listened to every speech made by Vishnu. Sometimes it looks cool and relaxed. Everything is under control. It deserves to be called as one of the many men who are good at regulating emotions.

While on the other side...

Eren stays as usual. The man always traveled around Indonesia with his new lover. They look like the happiest couple in the world. But happiness above the suffering of others, what is in it? Karma is there and he is always real. I don't know when nobody knows.

In the middle of them enjoying their good times, suddenly...

"Ugh. It hurts so much" Rintih Clara while holding her head.

"Clar, you're gapapa? Come sit down first" Eren led the woman beside him to sit on a garden chair.

"I-I'm sorry why my head hurts so much..."

"Want to see a doctor?"

"Ga. Mostly ordinary migraines. Can you buy me some warm tea, baby?" Spoiled Clara

"Hmm, okay. You wait here yes" Eren said in a soft tone.

Eren pontang-panting, looking for a shop selling warm tea. It's unbelievable that an amusement park doesn't even have tea vendors there. It is cold, ineffective for the sick. Until he stopped at a small shop that could possibly make tea for him.

"Yes, what do you want to buy?" Said the shopkeeper's mother

"Gini Ma'am. I'd be wandering around looking for no warm tea. My wife is sick. Can I ask you to make some warm tea?" Pinta Eren with her gentle tone.

Because of her handsome face and the charisma she carried, the mother agreed to her request.

"Hmm, wait, my mom."

What a dream husband. Already rich, handsome, fine anyway. Gayak mas Joko's. Already ugly, dirty, kang cheating anyway ~Batin shopkeeper

A few moments later...

The warm tea had been so, he had even passed from that shop.

"Where? Already eaten?" Ask Eren softly

"Udah. Hummm, baby. Stop by mbok siyem yuk. The sales of rujak. My friend said it was delicious. Would like to try"

"All right."

Whatever Clara requests, Eren will always agree to it. No matter what happens, Clara is the priority right now. Really baj*Ngan guy, isn't he?

The two illegitimate couples are having fun, different from Kaira. The woman locked herself away from the first time she was abandoned by Eren. No, this was the umpteenth time and the umpteenth time he had to endure pain that could not be described with words. Whenever he saw a warm photo of himself with Eren in Bali, he always shed tears.

Kaira shut herself in. He looks thinner. Both parents who always look after him were also worried about making it. Not infrequently they contact Vishnu to beg him. Vishnu is the key. In the midst of joining, Kaira opened her social media, saw several photos passing by marked, until a photo made her stunned. A photo of Eren making out with Clara is clearly attached to his phone screen, some videos are visible there. Kissing, hugging, all the small to big things they upload on their respective social media by tagging each other. Kaira opens her husband's social media. The most painful thing happened. He found that his photo with eren had been hidden or perhaps even completely removed. Kaira threw her phone at him recklessly. He lowered his head, pulled his own hair and shouted loudly. He hates his life, he hates everything.