Halal Love of the Senior
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The one thing I regret the most in my life is betraying Adelia's love. The woman who's been my girlfriend since I was in third grade High School. The woman I worked so hard for got her heart. My first love and my only boyfriend. Just because I indulged in lust, I committed an affair until I impregnated Claudia, my colleague.

I still remember the first time I saw Adelia, who stood out during the opening ceremony of the new student orientation, because of her beauty and poignancy. In addition to her class mates, many of my 2nd graders and also my classmates have been interested and eyeing Adelia ever since. I don't think anyone's not interested in Adelia's beauty charm. Merely, some dared to reveal and chase after him, but there were only enough to admire him in silence. And I was among those who chased him.

My position at that time as Chairman of OSIS was of course the center of attention of the new students. Yeah, aside from being in a position of course because of my looks, which they say is similar to Korean actor Song Joongki. I don't know what the actor's face looks like, I only know his name because many say it.

Although many new students who haunt me every passing by or close to them, but Adelia was careless and ordinary, making me curious and challenged to conquer her heart. After the orientation period was over and all sorts of accountability reports were sorted out, I began to set up a strategy to approach Adelia.

Adelia is not the type of woman who is easily tempted by all seduction and approaches. The proof is that many have approached and given her flowers, chocolates and even letters but Adelia flinch. Until finally many give up because they never get a reply.

Quietly, I observed Adelia's habits, from her arriving at school to coming home. After arriving at school, he went straight to class. During the first hour of rest, he would usually go alone to the library. While during the second break, he will go to the cafeteria with his friends. Every morning he is always delivered by car, and usually return by motorcycle if not picked up.

Ever since I knew Adelia's habits, I began to diligently go to the library during the first break. Pretend to look for books while finding out what books attract his attention to the library every day. I finally managed to get her an acquaintance after one week of following her in the library. Fortunately, I was given a fairly diluted brain and a very good character, so I was able to get along quickly and talk to him a lot.

Since then I have often joined him and his friends in the cafeteria. Of course it was horrendous news in school, because it was the first time I approached someone in school openly. My position as chairman of OSIS and Adelia as a school flower certainly attracts the attention of all school residents.

As time went closer. I started taking Adelia home from school in between hours before the extra lessons started. Since I was in the third grade, every time I went home from school there were additional lessons to prepare for the National Examination. I used to go to her house and take her out.

The process to get close and make Adelia comfortable with me is not short. Takes months. I had to convince her over and over again that I really loved her and loved her. After my long struggle, she finally accepted my love after almost a semester. Since then we have been invited to be a harmonious and inseparable couple.

After I graduated High School and went to college, our relationship was still well established and it was getting closer because both families agreed to our relationship. Every time there's a family event either my family or Adelia, we always come together. Yeah, we're always both whenever we get a chance.

Our courtship style at that time was like a young person in general. Go to the mall, eat, hang out and hang out with friends. Physical contact is just holding hands and embracing. No more than that, you could say a healthy dating style.

After graduating from college, without waiting for long, I was accepted to work for a multinational company. My colleagues mostly have a family, yes if you are single also already have a boyfriend. While working we told each other about each other's partners. I often teased them because of my dating style with Adelia that they consider ancient.

Since then, I have dared to kiss Adelia's cheeks and lips. At first he refused, but because I managed to persuade him, it became a normal thing for us. My colleagues always give tricks and tips to seduce Adelia to want to do more intimate things.

Because our relationship has been going on for more than five years and there have never been any significant problems, I also invite Adelia to get married. After all I also have my own income, so I believe I can support Adelia later after becoming my wife.

When I conveyed that goodwill, both families were very supportive of us. Then I got engaged to Adelia first while waiting for her to finish college, and the family prepared for our wedding to be held after Adelia was graduated.

Why didn't I get married and get engaged? Because Adelia's still in college, and I'm most likely to be transferred out of town. I didn't want to stay apart with Adelia after marriage, so we got engaged first as a sign of a more serious relationship.

From then on, our relationship became more intimate. Our family set us free to do anything. Even we went together and stayed in one room they didn't bother about it. We will also get married.

You can imagine what adult men and women do in a room together. Sparking, touching and exploring every inch of our bodies, that's what we used to do. We slept with each other. Until one day we almost had a husband and wife relationship. But, suddenly Adelia cried and begged me not to take her crown before we officially got married. He said it would be a gift for me later to be more special on our first night.

Even though my passion is in the crown, I cannot ignore the woman who has filled my heart for more than five years. I didn't do that, but I asked Adelia to fulfill my desire in other ways as a consequence. Yes, there are many ways you do not have to have sex to achieve satisfaction. That's what my colleagues taught me.

To be honest I was disappointed not to be able to do it with Adelia. Every time we touched each other, I tried to seduce her and said I would be responsible if she got pregnant. Even I bought him a security so he could believe it. But Adelia remained firm on her decision. He said it was the most precious treasure he still kept, because his whole body was all I saw.

After half a year I got engaged, I was transferred to a big city in East Java. Indeed, since the interview, and when the signing of the employment agreement, I must be ready to be placed anywhere. That's one of the company's strategies so that employees do not feel bored working in the same place continuously. So there's always a mutation every few years.

Despite the distance, our relationship is still good. Almost every day we make video calls as a relief miss. But indeed I can only go back to Jogja once a month or during a long weekend.

As a normal man of course I need something to satisfy my desires. Usually Adelia will volunteer to do it. But now that we are apart, of course I have to play solo. Really, very unpleasant.

Until one day Claudia teased me with her sexy appearance. Claudia is everyday wearing tight and sexy clothes, showing curves and also her cleavage. But, I didn't pay any heed to it at all because my goal to the office was to work. And, I have someone I love very much in Jogja.

Claudia seems to have been after me. Although I repeatedly held on so as not to be tempted, he still teased me. I am just a weak man of faith. I have also responded for a long time. Like a cat if given a salty fish will definitely not refuse, yes that's how I am.

I started letting her touch my body anywhere. Until I was tempted to kiss his lips while in our division room there were only the two of us. We held each other up and touched to make our work clothes a little messy. That was the beginning of my relationship with Adelia.

Since then we have often stolen kisses while working until we rented a hotel room during break time. We agreed with other coworkers for lunch together, but in fact we 'eat' each other' the body. I always had the satisfaction of being with Claudia. Yeah our relationship is just to get satisfaction together, nothing more. In every connection I always imagined Adelia's beautiful face, as if I were in contact with her.

Although I continued to do that with Claudia, my relationship with Adelia continued to work. I also do routine video calls. Adelia believed in me so much, that's why I love her so much. Claudia is only my lustful lover, whereas Adelia is my love, the owner of my heart.

I always challenged the adrenaline with Claudia. We've done it on my desk, in elevators, in office toilets, even in cars. My desire as a normal young man is indeed very great. Almost every day I do it unless he's on the moon.

One day Claudia asked me to talk seriously after we had sex, saying she was pregnant with my son while showing her pregnancy test results. I couldn't believe her words because I felt like I was always using safety so there was no way she was pregnant.

I finally took Claudia to the obstetrician to check on her truth. And it turns out, Claudia is really pregnant. My world feels like it's collapsing. I'm rattled. I'm upset. I even asked Claudia to abort her womb, but she didn't want to. He said our actions had sinned, if aborting the womb was tantamount to killing. He does not want to add to sins anymore.

I still doubt that it is my son considering the safety I always wear. But Claudia reminded me that I never wear it in an office elevator after work, because of a passion that I can't stand. Unfortunately, at that time he was having a fertile period. Damn it!!! Why did I forget that?

Claudia's demanding me take responsibility. He asked me to marry him. I refused on the grounds that I already had a fiancee. I can't leave my fiancee because I love her so much. But she kept urging me to even threaten suicide if I still refused to marry her. I don't want to have to marry him.

Finally with a heavy heart I went home to Jogja and met Adelia. I apologized to her because I had an affair until Claudia got pregnant. I have to take responsibility and marry Claudia. I also said that he was the only one I loved.

My heart ached to see Adelia who looked sad and disappointed. I know he's trying hard and holding back his tears. I cursed myself for hurting the woman I loved so much. He asked me to break off the engagement by meeting his father. I also met Mr. Lukman and broke off the engagement on the grounds that there was no match, we often fought and could not stand apart from each other. With a heavy heart, Mr. Lukman accepted.

A week after I broke off the engagement, I married Claudia. My family is very much against this marriage and deeply regret my actions. They still want Adelia as my wife. Therefore there is no wedding reception in my family like other families are happy because their children are married. They were forced to accept Claudia because she was pregnant with my son.

My marriage to Claudia didn't go well. For a long time I knew his raw nature and wanted to win by myself. We often fight because of trivial problems. We only get along well when we both need each other to satisfy lust. Even my marriage only happened so that my son would be able to easily get a birth certificate, not born outside of marriage. It is only because it meets biological needs. Poor me's.

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