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Hello 103, I was beside myself

Rama disappeared without news from Wednesday, only telling his Papi that he wanted to be alone. To Farida also has coordinated if he can only be chatted and answered when he can hold HP. All work can be discussed with Mr. Isam if it is urgent.

Mr. Isam understands the pressure conditions that are being experienced by the youngest son. So he allowed Rama to come back fresh after contemplating.

It turned out that Rama went to Tasikmalaya, staying at Abah Ikin's Pesantren. Looking for a calmness that can really make him slightly parse the contents of his brain that has been tangled.

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"That's how Bah . it feels like the brain is too full, the heart is not calm and the thinking becomes immature. All I decided without thinking" complained Rama to Abah Ikin after dinner in Pesantren.

Rama told briefly what had been his burden so far. Without anything he covered up, his goal was to find a solution. Actually he could have told this to Mr. Isam, but as a father there will certainly be partisanship, so Rama looking for outsiders so that his assessment is more fair.

Abah Ikin devoted ten minutes to Rama. After that, he will receive other guests. They talked on the edge of a fish pond in the Pesantren neighborhood.

"Have you ever seen a fish in a clear pond and a healthy fish? Swim here and there with agility as if without any burden and problems. Have you ever been in the mind if the fish is very sure of its life?" ask Abah Ikin.

"Ga paid too much attention to it that way. Besides I do not like animals, I do like to pay less attention around because of the focus on myself" replied Rama.

"The fish keeps moving, but there is no food, but the fish is still alive and fresh, right? Now look at the fish pond in front of you, try to focus on paying attention and looking deeper. Abah knows you're smart to know what Abah means. Ba'da Dhuha tomorrow, we'll see you here. Abah wants to know what you get from this fish pond" said Abah Ikin while patting Rama on the shoulder and leaving Rama alone there.

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"Well, does the brain feel tangled, told to look at the fish pond? from Jakarta drive far away, where is the driver himself, with the aim here to find a solution but only this is what is obtained? Should I jump into the fish pond? continue to swim with the same fish so that the body feels fresh.This is the solution what the heck exactly? Abah just stay say this .. this... this... why learn from the fish pond anyway?" oceh Rama was alone, his condition even more upset.

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Rama continued to sit staring at the fish that were still moving back and forth in a clear fish pond and decorated with beautiful lights. For an hour, there was no answer he could get.

The night breeze had started to feel cold, even though he was already wearing his mountain jacket, still a chill pierced his skin.

Tonight is not a full moon, but the light of the moon is able to illuminate the place where it stands.

Rama approached the fish pond, put his hand into the pond and the fish approached as if they saw food. Rama spontaneously pulled his hand.

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Rama's goal was to hear some people shouting furiously, some screaming in pain and even crying full of regret. Things like that happen here. Because most santri here experience problems juvenile delinquency.

"Luckily, the era still likes bawuran the same tracks, Papi does not know this place. If you already know how rich they can be they who are screaming again tonight" muttered Rama while shaking his head.

Sometimes when remembering the past, Rama likes to laugh alone, laughing at his stupidity spend free time even so many enemies wherever they are.

Once there was a hotel guest who recognized him as a champion empty-handed when brawling, it turns out that the guest was his opponent first.

Everyone can change, though, but Rama's change was very fast and many did not believe that the child who always denied the parents' orders had turned into a child who took the responsibility of the company so that Mr. Isam could enjoy his old age without thinking about work.

Drug prevention and rehabilitation is not the specialty of a pesantren. Nor was the main purpose for which a Pesantren was founded. As is known, the main purpose of Pesantren was established is to provide a holistic and comprehensive education to students. Many things are learned such as religious education, general science and noble ethics (akhlakul karimah).

Drug and child rehabilitation is not a new innovation in the world of Pesantren because basically educating is one part of the goal of holistic education Pesantren. In addition, the drug pesantren is not only a place for rehabilitation of addicts but also teaches various religious and general sciences. In it there are various programs including formal education, early madrasah, book studies and Qur'an tartil as in other Pesantren.

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"This rhythm why? Calls from Wednesday ga raised, chat ga reply, until chat to social media there is no answer. Farida said impromptu leave. What's up until he needs an impromptu leave? Is this because Izza's presence at Papi Isam's house so he should avoid? but yesterday's food delivery with Izza seemed to have no problem. Please Ramaaa. answered dong. this is very important right business" said Mba Anindya in her luxurious room.

Since yesterday, Rama has been unable to be contacted by anyone. Anindya had asked Rama to Farida, Mr. Isam even Sachi's nanny, but no one knew of her whereabouts.

"Well, did you ask Izza? maybe he knows where Rama is now. Rama had told me that he had proposed to Izza to come to Kudus, meaning Rama was serious about marrying Izza" the idea of Mba Anindya.

Mba Anindya took her HP and searched for Izza's number. Then contact.

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"I also do not know Mba" Izza replied after Anindya Mba asked Rama's whereabouts.

"Ga once he was rich gini. What is Za?" mba Anindya asked.

"I don't know Mba either. It's not been two days to go home. Mr. Isam said that Kak Rama was at the Audah Hotel, so I know so, just know today if Kak Rama broke communication" Izza replied.

"In Audah Hotel just one day continues to disappear. Do you know where he is?" mba Anindya.

"Mang Ujang actually has not met since Kak Rama moved temporarily to Audah Hotel. Kak Rama bring his own car, do not ask to be accompanied by Mang Ujang" explained Izza.

"Something's wrong with him. You really don't have the burden of his mind?" search Mba Anindya.

"Ga Mba .. but if Mba has important business matters, you can contact Mr. Isam. Earlier this morning Mba Farida also came here to talk with Mr. Isam" Izza suggested.

"Yes already.if you hear the news about Rama, please tell Mba yes" Pinta Mba Anindya.

"God willing Mba" replied Izza.

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Rama looked at the fish pond. He began to look at every corner, looking for something that he could respond to as a life lesson.

From a distance, Abah Ikin and his son noticed Rama who sometimes sat in a chair, and then squatted in front of the fish pond, continuing to walk around the pond.

"Why was not invited to chat aja Bah .. kanya Aa' Rama was a bit depressed, he looks not ordinary rich. It's a lot of burden" suggested his son Abah Ikin.

"He already knows the answer, just trying to deny. He showed strength to cover up all weaknesses. Let him rest, maybe the present. He is not a depressed person, just tired for a while and will rise again. Abah believes he has a solution to all the problems that are being faced" continued Abah Ikin.

"Why should you look at a fish pond? it is not possible to sit in a pendopo while reading the Qur'an or recite to calm down" said his son Abah Ikin.

"It may be that in silence he is admiring the divine creation and learning to accept his own destiny. Do not shrink just a fish pond, much can be learned there" advice Abah Ikin.

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Sachi cried in his room, had been persuaded by Mba Nur, Mas Haidar and even Mr. Isam, all were not effective.

Izza who had just returned from the photocopy was immediately asked to help persuade Sachi.

Izza went into the room, Mr. Isam and Mas Haidar came out of the room.

"Why cry?" ask Izza gently.

Sachi hugged Izza.

"Dad ga adaaa." said Sachi in the middle of his cry.

"What's the matter? Rama's father why?" asked Izza who was in a panic to hear Sachi say that.

"I mean Sachi, his father can not be contacted Mba. from yesterday can not be called. As busy as Mas Rama, never let go of communication with Sachi" Mba Nur straightened out the purpose of Sachi's speech.

"Dad may be working again." said Izza trying to calm down.

"Dad work continues. huhuhu.." replied Sachi began to get upset.

"Sachi... rather than you cry, how about we pray? ask God to come home soon" Izza proposed.

"Ga wants ... Sachi ga mau .. Sachi wants the same Dad" began Sachi sulking.

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Mas Haidar stood up and was ready to enter Sachi's room, but Mr. Isam held him back.

"Let it be the business of women, Sachi is only a child, later it can also be persuaded" prevented Mr. Isam.

"Rama is also severe .. if he is angry, mbok ya do not make Sachi so affected by the feeling of dong. He says he's in charge of Sachi, where's the evidence?" Mas Haidar started to get emotional.

"You asked about his responsibility? Try to reflect Mas . six years he sacrificed his time and energy for the sake of Nay and Sachi .. he took your responsibility without him thinking how his fate would be" said Mr. Isam.

"Because he likes Nay Pi .. could have been at that time he tried to keep saying about Nay to Mas to remember back, he never reminded me of Nay when I was in therapy" said Mas Haidar.

"Who did he say he didn't try? even because of that, he got angry with Papi and Anin. Slap by slap that he got, never dampened his steps to stay standing for Nay and Sachi. Now just because you got a video and a photo that was sent by who, you close your eyes to Rama? If it wasn't for him, you wouldn't have met Sachi. After all, if indeed Rama had a taste for Nay .. is that wrong? he is also a normal guy who can fall in love. Want him to do anything to Nay, he knows the consequences. Papi also regretted forcing him a lot. Go home directly take care of the company, not to mention other business. You don't want to hold Abrisam Group, so he takes that responsibility. Is it wrong of him to spill his affection on Nay and Sachi? remember also Mas ..he grew up without the attention of Papi and the extended family. Indeed, he had dealt with the authorities, but just brawls and wild wrestles" said Mr. Isam.

"Bapies always feed him ... Papi is not fair" said Mas Haidar while leaving Mr. Isam.

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Izza, who heard Mas Haidar's voice, felt bad.

"Oh Allah .. Is it because of my presence that this family has become full of conflict? Where this step should go, O God. To You I ask for everything Rabb." said Izza in his heart.

Sachi looked tired from almost an hour of crying. Izza asks Sachi to go to the bathroom, clean her body and brush her teeth then change her clothes.

"Aunty .. sleep here." hope Sachi.

"Where if we sleep in the lower room, here is a small mattress. If below we can hug" Izza suggested.

Sachi agreed and they went downstairs. Pak Isam and Mba Nur followed behind.

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After Dhuha's study, Rama went to the fish pond, Abah Ikin was waiting there.

"What's it going to do here tonight?" ask Abah Ikin to the point.

"This pool is clear, different from the fish pond I have seen at a glance, usually it is dirty and mossy. I am not an aquascape expert, but according to my observations, this pool filter system is good. The theory I tried to look for last night when one-third of the total pool is as a filter. Because of the system, the water that will be pumped back into the pool is clean" said Rama seriously.

Abah Ikin.

"What lessons can you learn from that filterization?" ask Abah Ikin.

"Any dirty fish pond water can still be cleaned, this is so that the water quality is better for the fish. Whether dirty because of the dirt that falls into the pool or from the rest of the food we love into the pond and the dirt from the fish itself, all can be a solution with a filter that has been installed" continued Rama.

Abah Ikin sat opposite Rama.

"It can be dirt in our hearts, it has an influence from outside ourselves, it can also be from within. Fish can die if the water filter does not work. Likewise with the dirt in our hearts, the heart will die if we do not filter it, clean it. How, all our five senses can be used as filters. Something negative is controlled, filtered, attempted not to go deeper into us. Even if something comes in, it's filtered again in the heart. We do the best deeds. Rukuk and kawah it so filter vanity and arrogance. Shaum as a filter of greed. Zakat and infaq as filters that clean our treasures. So now .. clean your heart first" Abah Ikin said as she passed to rest.

Rama was still silent, looking back at the fish pond in front of him. Abah Ikin's answer was indeed very much he understood, only he was at a loss to begin from where he had to clear his heart.