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Hello 93, Confusion
"What the hell is it? how sudden this is" said Mas Haidar who began to suspect.
"Let him take care of it. We are a kara in this world. We have met Pakleknya in Kudus, pretty much heard the family story there about his parents Izza. But in essence the family is like reluctant to accept his father Izza and his descendants. Izza was welcomed like a lost brother and then met again" said Rama.
"You want to be in social service or what about Ram? does every woman want you to marry everyone?" Mas Haidar became provoked by emotions.
"Kalo Papi and Mas Haidar do not want to come, yes let Rama go there himself. Rama men, can be without a guardian if you want to marry" said Rama rather challenging.
"Ram ... getting married takes preparation. Don't be like this. We had a chat with Izzanya and the Orphanage Mother, we heard if Izza was willing. Then where we come from. She is also a woman who deserves to be asked well. Whether or not his family accepts Izza's presence is none of our business. But traditionally and religiously, like we ask a woman to his guardian" said Mr. Isam sage.
"We make it simple Pi. There is nothing to talk about in depth. Izza would also want to be proposed. Rama will handle everything. The important thing is that we continue to eat at the hotel. The one invited by our extended family and his brother Izza is just that. Business associates are also close. The important thing is legitimate first in a state and religion" explained Rama without burden.
"Ga something happened between you and Izza right? Sampe insistent you like there are desperate circumstances to get married. Have you guys .. "look at Mas Haidar.
"Between me and Izza there's nothing Papi or Mas Haidar should worry about. You can check if Izza is pregnant or not. I still know which ones can and don't. Even though we went together, there was no story ngamar together" said Rama Rada quipped Mas Haidar.
"But suddenly a headache, we continue tomorrow only this discussion. Papi wants to rest first" replied Mr. Isam immediately left the gazebo.
Now there is only Rama and Mas Haidar, both of whom continue the conversation in the gazebo.
"Married is not a joke. Don't let your pity defeat logic. You're just like Izza, right?" tanya Mas Haidar reassured.
Rama was silent while holding a glass in front of him.
"Why sacrifice yourself and Izza for that pity? Rama who Mas know very carefully in addressing all problems. If it's just helping Izza to college and his life, Mas more advicein you help but Izza cooperates with you with a pay cut agreement or what. What to do when tied to marriage. There will be many consequences for getting married. I have failed, do not let you experience the same thing" suggested Mas Haidar.
"Married to me means she also works for me right Mas" replied Rama.
"Rama .. wife is not your employee. There are rights that he has along with his obligations. You will also assume the responsibilities of the afterlife. Why do you practice religion so far, pray ga left, diligently shaum sunnah, participate in studies and studies. Mas ga problem you want to marry anyone, because Mas know you can find your own wife. Do not repeat the mistakes of Mas and Mba Mentari" Mas Haidar continued to advise.
"Why should Mas Haidar be the benchmark? we are different circumstances Mas, actually said Mas, Rama can find his own wife, so after meeting why should wait?" ask Rama.
"What is your plan Rama? Getting married is not just about lust being legalized with the word legitimate. Can't you bear to have a husband and wife relationship? or is there some other reason besides you saying you've met the right person?" mas Haidar said while patting Rama on the shoulder.
"Demi Sachi" said Rama honestly.
"You mean you want Izza to be Sachi's mother because Sachi is comfortable with her? please Rama. why is that short as your thinking. Sachi is still a child, he can love everyone as sincere as him. After all, you are sincere and agree that Sachi's business in the future is Mas's responsibility. So there's no need to get this way. You sacrificed everything for Nay and Sachi. Enough Rama .. enough of all this. You must be happy without any frills to make Sachi happy. You are human.not a robot. When do you sacrifice your feelings for the sake of making others happy?" said Mas Haidar who felt sorry for Rama's life.
Rama was silent, indeed what Mas Haidar said was true. But a lot of it was raging in his brain.
"Mas ... has Mas forgotten Mba Nay because there is already someone in Mas's life?" ask Rama.
"Nay is always lived, but life must go on. Not that opening my heart to another woman means I don't love her anymore. But as a normal man, Mas also needs a wife who can be happy and inner birth" replied Mas Haidar.
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The Panti manager was gathering, there was the Head Mother of the House as well who had just returned from training.
"Za ... here sit .." Invite the Orphanage Mother.
Izza sat on one of the living room chairs.
"So yesterday there was a notification that this Orphanage will be converted as a shelter and care while people with mental disorders roam the streets. Ten children here will be moved. Workers here, will be given a choice, will stay here or be moved. But we are still waiting for a decision letter from the Social Service first. Regarding your status Za, Mother is difficult to maintain. You're not the Orphanage's son anymore and neither are the workers here. I hope you can be independent later. Mother will also be transferred Za, maybe you join Mother moved because you are still in college" explained Mother Orphanage.
Izza began to feel dizzy as well, the shadow wanted in the future how not yet drawn.
Izza said he wanted to go to his room, he missed dinner together because he was not hungry and willing to learn.
Just now he got a call from lawyer Mba Gita who turned out to have resigned, even though the money of one hundred million Mba Gita had handed over because he got a promise to bribe the officer to ease his sentence. All examinations and evidence for the Mba Gita case are almost complete, meaning that there will soon be a trial schedule.
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Earlier this morning Izza had visited Mba Gita, his condition was rather thin. Mba Gita is terrified to hear that Zizi has died in prison. So Mba Gita was very careful about the food and drinks given to him. Indeed Mba Gita did not say about Zizi to Izza because it was not time Izza knew who he was. Plus Mba Gita also needs treatment for his addiction.
"Mba needs a lawyer, you please find a legal aid agency that is free for Mba. Za Please .. Mba is afraid" please Mba Gita.
"Where to find Mba? Izza doesn't understand" Izza said.
"You to Mas Rama, he once offered a lawyer to Mba, please Za .. Mba can be stressed if he is accompanied by a lawyer and a medical party" said Mba Gita.
"Mr .. Izza has already rejected his proposal. Izza it feels like you can't afford to face him again" Izza shoot.
"Za .. You accept an offer to marry Mas Rama. If Mba can be free, then we can go far. Now we have nothing. The only way is to marry Mas Rama and ask for many things from him. You must be able to make him submissive in his grasp, continue to collect as much money from him, Mas Rama type will not be stingy as the person he loves. It used to be the same Mba Nay all sacrificed" said Mba Gita.
"But Mba.." answered Izza hesitated.
"You always said you would do anything for Mba. Now is the time for Za" said Mba Gita.
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Tonight it was very difficult for Rama to close his eyes, he went down and went out to the edge of the pool.
However, at the age of just twenty-five years a month, had dared to decide to marry a woman who was still in her early twenties. This is arguably a bold decision because he has never made a commitment with any woman.
"Mba Nay .I've been in love with you, but this time I felt a different feeling. Now he may not love her, but he is able to be an emotional balancer, he can listen to complaints without making restless, he is able to become an independent figure who does not depend on others. As a leader of a large company, maybe not all I can take care of myself, now is the time to share. Sachi is getting bigger, there has been no figure of Mom present in his life. Expecting Mas Haidar's partner also feels difficult, besides not liking children, the woman is also a career woman. Izza was the only right choice. But how to manage household finances later, although double salary, but the installment of the car to Papi is also only running for a few months. It already has an apartment, but only yesterday it was rented to get additional income. No S2 tuition fees that enter the third semester. If married to Izza means to bear his tuition. O Allah, suffice my fortune" hoped Rama.
One of the biggest decisions in life is when a person decides to get married, will tie a promise and commit to living life with another person for life. There are many things to consider and it is not a trivial matter.
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Elsewhere, Izza looked towards the same moon as Rama had seen. He saw the impeccable creation of His Lord through a window.
"What should I decide. live a kara, there is also a family feeling can not accept because of the behavior minus the Father. This Orphanage will also be converted, where this foot will step, O Allah. Plus psychic Mba Gita is messy, his physique also looks sick. Should marriage be the solution to all my problems, God? Stupid if you think marriage is a financial solution and for the sake of return? Isn't it just a new chapter in life that certainly will not be easy to live?" izzie said in her heart.
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"Marriage must be the biggest decision in the history of life that must be lived with full commitment and responsibility. Can we achieve the achievement of survival and live happily together in a marriage to the end of life? Can we live together without love?" rama's heart spoke.
The wind gently swept Rama's face. He opened the shirt he wore, leaving the batik shorts he had bought yesterday at Semarang Airport.
"Well, can marriage provide the sense of security and comfort that it is today? In solitude, happy, why both? Is it enough to be happy just with Sachi?" rama asked while jumping into the pool, where his hands and feet fell faster.
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"I realize that the person who will marry me is also not a perfect human being, as I am a person who still has many shortcomings. Can you not accept each other? What made Brother Rama drop the choice on me?" add Izza's heart.
Izza closed the window of his room, worried that many mosquitoes were entering. Mosquito repellent spray has run out and has not been bought again.
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"Households built with love must have experienced a lot of conflict, let alone this decision? Is it not even a riot? What would hurt her to avenge Mba Nay's pain? But he is the younger brother of the man who killed Mba Nay's family and the younger brother of the man who planned and ransacked Mba Nay's feelings until her pregnancy was troubled" Rama said as he continued to paddle his hands even tighter.
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Izza laid her body on a thin mattress with sheets that were shabby in color. There's even a patch on the edge. Bed linen that has been consumed by age and has been washed in the period of four years.
"Two people are different everything, merging into one, surely the conflict in the household is bound to happen, what if we do not know each other's personalities?" Izza muttered while shaking his head.
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Twenty minutes of nonstop Rama swam, his breath beginning to wheeze. He got out of the pool, headed to the gazebo to pick up a kimono towel and grab a drink that was in the mini-fridge in the gazebo.
Rama again sat on the edge of the pool while enjoying the juice in packs.
"Let's Rama .. make peace and solve all the problems you have. The problems you suffer will be bad for yourself" Rama's spirit to himself.
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"May my decision be the best path, have at all times begged You, O God. Give blessing in every step I take, this decision for the sake of Mba Gita, although impressed lick my own saliva, I must be able to learn to live complementarily and try to make each other happy. Somehow in front of him, I have to be strong. Brother Rama must be conquered immediately for all plans to run smoothly. If Mba Gita has sacrificed a lot, now is the time for this body to be at stake" Izza said with confidence.
Izza looked at his HP, it was already one o'clock at night.
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"Can I touch it? I have to fulfill my duties and rights as a husband. Can it be done without love?" rama asked himself.
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"Oh my goshhh .. What if he demands his right to earn a living? what about the obligation as a wife to serve wholeheartedly? ready to go, huh? Horrified as well, which men can withstand if already in one room with women, let alone already halal.... How huh? Izzah ... Izza. why don't you think long. Come on you refuse him . time want to lick your own saliva" said Izza while hitting his eel many times.
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The next morning Mang Ujang was wiping his Mas Boss car so that it was kinclong. This Saturday Rama will meet with several partners at the Audah Hotel with Mba Anindya. The weekend was spent taking care of the Hotel as a whole.
Mr. Isam approached Mang Ujang.
"Jang.". "call Mr. Isam while patting his shoulder Mang Ujang.
Of course, Mang Ujang jumped in shock until his canoebo was thrown towards Mr. Isam.
"Sorry .. sorry Boss Papi .. Ujang was shocked so spontaneous throwing" Mang Ujang asked while taking a canoebo from the hands of Mr. Isam.
"Have you ever told me about getting married?" search Mr. Isam.
"Haw? Girlfriend has not got .. uh but a lot of busty him" replied Mang Ujang bekanda.
"What does she like about Izza? what do you think of Rama and Izza's relationship?" ask Mr. Isam borongan.
Mang Ujang was confused. In addition to Rama is difficult to learn about his feelings, Mang Ujang is also not sure there is a vibration of love between the two.