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Hello 66, Tired

It was almost dawn, Rama just entered the house. It's hard to define his feelings today.

Walk slowly to his room with heavy steps. Anger, sadness, pity and resentment fused in his brain.

Wash his head with a flowing shower. The shadow of Mba Nay who is tormented inwardly, Papi who is trying to recover from his addiction to marijuana and drugs, Mas Haidar who is trying to remember the past while healing, is busy dancing in his mind.

The dawn prayer will soon reverberate, Rama hastened his bath and prepared to go to the mosque in front of his housing complex. He went to the mosque with Mas Haidar, Mr. Isam was in Tasikmalaya. He had not heard this news, but Mas Haidar had been asking since Rama was still in the Police Station.

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"You don't cry on Za, later we look at Mba Gita yes. Mba Gita could be the victim wrongly arrested, so far Mba Gita is a very good person. Always helping us out here. Indeed, he represents the company where he works, but he also helps with his personal money. Later also the same police investigator will be released if he is not guilty" comfort Mother Orphanage.

"Yes ma'am .. This must be a mistake. Brother Rama may get a false report, ga nyelidikin first directly aja report. Mba Gita is very good with Izza. Although not even five years together, Izza feels like being protected by an older brother. Indeed Mba Gita gives a lot of rules to Izza, but it's all for the sake of Izza too right?" Izza said in a hoarse voice as she cried all night.

"Za . Now all we can do is pray. only God is now able to help us, to God we give everything" the Mother of Orphanage suggested.

"Did Izza try to meet Kak Rama aja ya Bu? asked to report to the police. Izza will do anything for Mba Gita" Izza's idea.

"Don't be Za, let the authorities do their duty to investigate what Nak Rama reported. I'm not defending him, but we need to be aware of who we're fighting. Rama's son is a money man, has power and will certainly be heard more than our voice" replied the Orphanage Mother.

"But the law is indiscriminate ma'am, all citizens deserve justice. It's not fair, ma'am. Do not challenge Kak Rama the rich can continue to trample our self-esteem? Kak Rama suspects Mba Gita is involved in a corruption case at Abrisam Group, but I know for the tuition fee Izza aja yesterday, Mba Gita had metered his money. The house that Mba Gita has is also type 36. Cars also buy second, the price is cheap because when buying there are people who urgently need money so it is sold to Mba Gita. Jewelry, clothing and bags that Mba Gita wears are also common. Go abroad or domestically also for service costs from the Office. If it's corruption, where's the money trying? Did Kak Rama forget how loyal Mba Gita to Abrisam Group until he did not have time for his personal life" angry Izza.

"Za .. We have not heard the whole story from both sides, either from Mba Gita or from Nak Rama, so we do not get provoked emotions first. Allah does not sleep Za, Allah will help his servant who was didzolimi" advised the Mother Orphanage.

Izza hugged the Orphanage Mother and came back crying. Her hand the Orphanage Mother rubbed Izza's back gently.

"Oh Allah .. Where is your justice? why do you always inflict sorrow and misery on me. Have I not suffered enough, Lord?" lamented Izza.

"Za .. don't curse God. Who we are Za .. only His created beings are still covered in sin and make many mistakes" said Mother Orphanage commemorating Izza.

"Why always Izza Buuuuu.." said Izza more sad.

"Za ... Most of the people on this earth must have complained like you, questioning God's justice for the trials we receive. Now I ask.

do we question God's justice when we see people who have to work with substandard income or people who are looking for food by scavenging garbage cans to prop their stomachs?" ask the Orphanage Mother.

Izza shook his head slowly, a sign he never thought about it.

"That is us Za .. The question of God's justice will arise only when we are put to trial, only when we protest when we ourselves feel it.

"But Ma'am ... Izza had done what God had commanded, but why let Izza keep crying? to make Izza feel this is all unfair, look at the rich and powerful.How much they neglect to keep the commandments in their religion, but God always gives them peace and happiness" Izza Protest.

"Za . We never know what happened to them out there, it's not our right. To whom God gives blessings and warnings should not be debated. Remove your su'udzon flavor, quickly take ablution and pray let calm down. Read Al Hajj verse 63, Do you not see that Allah sends down water from the sky, and the earth becomes green? Verily, Allah is All-Mighty, All-Knowing. Usually everyone who is being tested will feel he is the one who suffers the most, continuing to compare with others who he sees are happy. Have we ever thought that all the pain, pain, and destruction of our dreams is not always the worst in our phase of life? or have we never thought that God's love for us is more than we think?" asked the Orphanage Mother to open the eyes of Izza's heart again.

Izza was silent in front of the Orphanage Mother. It was hard for him to think healthy in these conditions.

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"The plan of God is always a mystery, God can make something that we think is bad is much more beautiful than what we imagine, God will give His love to His people who love and always remember Him. Then is it enough of our love for God that we continue to hope for happiness without the slightest test as the pebbles?" ask Mr. Ustadz during the study of the dawn prayer ba'da.

In the mosque near his house, Pak Isam is always there is a study of dawn every Saturday and Sunday (because the working day is usually Jama'ah has been in a hurry to carry out his activities, either working or leaving business).

"Truly it will only be in vain as we continue to question where God's justice lies. God always has a plan in every scenario of life, what we see as bad is not necessarily really bad, when we feel our dreams are destroyed there may be a higher dream that God is ready to make for us. The test comes either because of two things, our sins are too much so God removes them slowly with the test in the world, or there will be a great surprise that God will give from our patience to face the test" close Mr. Ustadz.

Rama and Haidar listened seriously to the study he was hearing. It feels very fitting with what Rama feels.

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After praying together, Rama and Haidar walk leisurely then stop by the park for snacks to fill his stomach which began to rumble because of a night of eating.

Rama ordered boiled rice cake, vermicelli, fried tofu and krackers with peanut sauce dressing (aka ketoprak). Haidar also ordered the same but only use ketupat and yangya only.

They're eating right next to the Security Post. Security who was serving was invited to eat together, asked to order the desired food.

Rama looked hungry once, had just finished half a serving of ketoprak, he had ordered a new one again (anawa nambah).

"Boss Rama is hungry? rich people do not meet eat a week until that greedy. Slowly aja Boss, Abang kopraknya waiting for you to finish eating" Security sedan who is on the same familiar Rama because Rama likes to say hello and love greetings for them all.

"Yes .. laper beut .. last lunch yesterday. It felt like shaking because it was hungry" replied Rama spontaneously.

"Don't forget to eat dong Boss, busy work may but eat don't miss. So spit has a wife deh Boss, so someone wants to eat" advice Security.

"Kasian very duty wife just ingetin me to eat, so mah wedlock alja same keeper warteg. Every time you meet, you'll be asked if you want to eat?" kanda Rama while still enjoying her armpit.

"That's not the Boss time either. At least if there is a wife tuh of eye literacy until nih mata rem again, all he has taken care of, full 24 hours .. has been prepared all. Plus the service of massage outside inside to make the body soul fatigue .. hehehe" explained Security with a smile.

"That's a wife or a security? everything is ready to keep us 24 hours" added Rama increasingly cuek aja answer.

"Boss Rama never seriously talk about girls. But it's still pretty, isn't it the same girl?" security was half desperate to talk to Rama.

"Tau tuh Mas. whereas the face is not very ugly, it seems also loving, responsible, the work is already well established, Big Boss is that loh ...but no one has touched one to this day. So suspicious anyway emang .. between fate or choice nih ngejomblo continue" ledek Haidar.

"It could be possible that this one Boss is mostly choosy" said Security.

"Have you finished not talking about me? I'm still normal, I still like girls, but for now I haven't opened my heart. Still enjoying life. He said that men who are married are hard to be free. Now I want to be free. Want to work, stay at work, want to play, stay at play. Now I ask Mas all who are married, already happy to have a wife? is his wife full 24 hours? his wife doesn't mumble with all her wishes?" rama asked with a straight face.

"Continue eating aja Boss .. seems two plates are still lacking... Brother ketoprak mah would be happy if Boss mesen again.... hehehe" replied Security looking safe.

Security in this complex has been memorized by the habits of the rich hero Rama. That's why he's looking for her. In the past when the High School era, can not be a little bit dizzy motorbike, must be immediately pursued and invited to fight the person. Several times also Security separated the commotion of Rama the same complex people who do not like the style of Neselinnya Rama. Actually Rama was silent, but he looked silent if it was jutek, so impressed nantangin people.

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Rama was going to continue sleeping, drowsiness has begun to attack. Just straightening his legs on the sofa, Sachi woke up and shouted while going down the stairs.

"DARKRHHHH .... AAYAAAAHHHHH" call Sachi.

"Don't run down the stairs .. later it can fall" Rama recalled.

Sachi directly hit Rama's body. The two even joked at each other and laughed together.

"Dad's son who woke up at eight o'clock. bad luck? it must be morning prayers through nih" said Rama.

"Yes ... Sachi forgot" Sachi replied honestly.

"Wasleep tonight?" guess Rama.

"Yes ... Sachi wait for Dad to come home" said Sachi.

"And I told you that Sachi doesn't have to wait for Dad to come home" replied Rama.

"I miss you Dad. Now I'm not bobo with Sachi anymore. Dad kept coming home the night went on, Dad also did not have a day off work" protested Sachi.

"Today I'm off" Rama said with a smile.

"Sama dong's... Sachi is also off school" Sachi replied.

"Keep together off, we play at home.how?" ask Rama.

"Sachi wants to see a movie at Yah's cinema. Sachi's friend watched. There's a cartoon princess. please Dad .. please let's watch" Sachi woo while holding Rama's hand.

"Father drowsiness, later in the afternoon or tomorrow aja aja dear" said Rama while hugging Sachi.

"Ga wants ... Bad father" said Sachi immediately.

"Same watch Papa ya" asked Haidar took the initiative.

"Ga wants to .. just want to be with Dad. Sachi does not want to be with Papa Haidar" said Sachi increasingly sprained.

"Kok son Dad yelled that, not polite with parents. Let's apologize to Papa Haidar" pinta Rama gently.

"Ga wants .. Sachi ga mau .. huhuhu" replied Sachi who was even crying.

"Loh kok even cry .. later the beauty is lost if a lot of cry" ledek Rama while holding Sachi.

"Sachi is kangen with Dad, he wants the same Dad .. huhuhuhu" said Sachi while crying

"Dad also misses Sachi. But Daddy cape really. Ask for time for Daddy to sleep yes, that's the new abis we walk. I promise you" Rama wooed while stroking Sachi's hair.

"Promise?" sachi asked reassuringly.

"Yes, I promise" replied Rama.

"Dad... Sachi can bobo with Dad?" ask Sachi again

"May I.. Is emang Sachi still sleepy?" said Rama.

"Nga .. Sachi just wants to keep me. Sachi promised not to disturb Daddy sleeping. Sachi will play a doll next to him Dad. Sachi just wants to keep going" said Sachi innocently.

Rama immediately clutched his favorite daughter.

"Yes Allah .. how this child loves me unconditionally. Many times I was disappointed because I did not keep the promise of providing a lot of time for him, but he was never angry with the situation. This little boy loves me with all his heart" Rama said in his heart.

"Rama can't be replaced in Sachi's eyes. Rama was his first love. No matter how much effort I make, still can not get the whole love of Sachi" murmured Haidar, did not feel any bulir of sadness down on his cheeks.

"Dad .. Sachi wants to drink milk" Sachi's pinta.

"Ga's in the bottle again, isn't he drinking?" ask Rama.

"Ga Dad .. drink it in his box of milk (meaning milk uht in the box)" replied Sachi.

"You drink milk boxes?" rama said in shock.

"Papa Haidar can, he said Sachi was already big" Sachi fought.

"He can already drink UHT milk, do not make rich babies who drink milk powder continues to be brewed" said Haidar.

"Papa Haidar's party to buy UHT milk must be a lot, right for Sachi and his father also .. ya ga Sachi?" kanda Rama's.

"Yes right, Papa Haidar. Sachi Kasian's father can't drink milk" Sachi said.

"Can you drink milk? why is Dad?" ask Haidar.

"And you don't buy milk with Opa, so you can't drink milk. If Sachi is bought milk with Dad and Papa Haidar" explained Sachi.

"Oh that's . so Papa has two little dong kids who still drink milk" said Haidar.

Sachi laughed amusedly. Rama could momentarily forget the burden in his mind.