HELLO SUNSHINE
Hello 14, Sorrowful

The journey through college education was not as smooth as Faqi estimated. Moreover, business majors with economic lessons that make dizziness seven roving because there are many theories that must be learned. Even though he bears the star of the student, it is in an exact field, a field very far from which he now faces. Pursuing something he doesn't like is hard. But the spirit to return to the homeland immediately was his dream.

Faqi is determined to get enough knowledge here. The responsibility awaits in front of the eyes. Not not do not want Haidar healthy again as usual, but according to the doctor's diagnosis, even if healed and aware, there will still be something missing from Haidar. And it will certainly be difficult for Mas Haidar to carry out the responsibilities of leading a company as big as now.

A month in his solitude in the country of people, made it realize that he was the son who became the only mainstay of the family, became the foundation to replace the position of Mr. Isam in the company. Plus in a moment he will have "children", surely the greater his motivation to be able to become a successful person.

As nomads, there are many responsibilities that must be fulfilled by Faqi. Starting from the difficulty of understanding the lecture material that sometimes has to be learned on its own by asking and looking for literature in the library, completing a stack of tasks that drain time and energy, as well as various tests that are said to serve to measure the depth of understanding of the material that has been presented. That is the difference between the curriculum abroad and Indonesia. Faqi felt many practices expressing opinions on the basis of theory rather than having to memorize the theory alone.

Plus, since the beginning of setting foot in the country of people, he lives in a dome (dormitory) with a shared bathroom and a bedroom that is only half of his room in Jakarta. Eating must also make or nyari itself, nyuci in the place of laundry coins, ironing clothes for college aja (home clothes only folded), waiting for sun shoes in the rooftoop dome while playing college assignments on his laptop. Even open and mop up your own room. Though he could only occupy the Apartment owned by Mr. Isam and given Household Assistants such as Mas Haidar and Mba Mentari, but he had to exchange it for Nay. There is no luxury here.

Even college must walk about fifteen minutes, if you wake up late he will run as fast as possible to campus. So he plans to buy a bicycle with Mr. Isam as a birthday gift next month. It does not need to be expensive, which is important that he can use everyday to support his activities.

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After two months in a coma, Haidar finally woke up. Not much can move because his neck and hands are broken. Bitter reality back swallowed by Mr. Isam's family, Haidar suffered partial amnesia, so there is a memory of Haidar that lost some. He still knows his family and Anindya well. But his memory of Nay and work is completely wiped out. There are also stories of the past that he can no longer remember.

Mba Mentari never video call Nay and shown to Haidar. Haidar doesn't remember who Nay was in his life. Nay could only cry with this reality. If you feel down, usually Nay will contact Faqi to spill all the burden of his mind.

For up to four months in Malaysia, Haidar's condition improved. He was undergoing walking therapy because during his coma, practically did not move so that his muscles experienced shrinkage. The faithful Anindya.

Mba Mentari plans to return first to Indonesia to check the travel business that has been at the end of the horn will go out of business because it is not supervised so many employees who do misappropriation of funds.

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Tonight, Nay finds it hard to sleep, and she's four months pregnant. It was beginning to see a bulge in his stomach. For the first four months she had morning sickness but had no cravings for anything. Maybe the baby understands the condition of the mother who is alone.

Several times Nay tried to contact Haidar's HP number given by Mba Mentari, but always inactive, even chat never reply. Only from Mba Mentari and Faqi, Nay knew the development of Haidar.

"Foolish woman.You will never be able to contact Mas Haidar again, she has me and will forever be mine. You may have had her heart, but now that things have changed, she has never known you. hahahha" Anindya laughed happily while looking at Haidar's HP, Anindya blocked Nay's number and unknown numbers so that no one would have access to Haidar without her knowledge.

Nay lay looking out the window, a beautiful night view. It caresses his stomach.

"The men I thought were able to protect and afford the responsibility were the ones who hurt my life the most" Nay said.

Nay mixed feelings, pregnant women should not be a lot of stressful thoughts. After Mas Haidar's departure to Malaysia, leaving deep wounds, Nay cried almost every night. Regretting his stupidity is too late.

Mr. Isam did fulfill his promise to give money to Nay every month, Faqi's HP counter business was already crowded, even now plus HP accessories sales as well. But enough material for him to live on just feels bland. If she had officially become Haidar's wife, she would have been the happiest woman. Never mind stroking his stomach and giving attention, even Haidar did not know if Nay was pregnant with the fruit of their love.

At times like this, only Faqi can strengthen his heart to be able to resist the rigors of life. Faqi always gives encouragement for Nay to arrange the heart to be able to be calm despite the many trials that are present, and must be able to bring happiness rather than having to expect happiness from others.

"Mr ... Faqi will always be there for Mba" always that's what Faqi said to Nay.

Mba Mentari today will return to Malaysia, exchange the same guard Anindya, because Anindya will return first to Indonesia to take care of her boutique that has been entrusted to her employees for the past four months.

Mba Mentari will be boarding the plane at the earliest at 6.15 WIB. The weather was not good from last night. This morning it was still raining Jakarta but not as great as last night. Flights remain on schedule without delay. The plane took off five minutes ago, but asked for permission to return to the original airport because there was damage to one of the propellers in the wing due to a lightning strike. The plane turned back to the airport. It was raining heavily, plus a flash of lightning that struck. The runway of the aircraft became wet and slippery. So that the pilot has difficulty to drive the flight control. The plane slipped because the runway (land) was too wet due to rain. In addition to heavy rain, wind conditions that are too strong also make it difficult for pilots to control the plane. All the pilot's effort was deployed but the plane was still free-flying and its wings began to hit the runway barrier. The wheel has not come out perfectly because it is stuck. Not long after that there was a fire that immediately looked high. The plane collided with a passing avtur transport truck (aircraft fuel) and was about to refuel another plane, so it was still full tank. There were no survivors, including Mba Mentari. Even from one hundred and thirty-five passengers and crew, there were only five bodies that could be recognized with the condition still intact but already charred. The other victims are gone.

Mr. Isam went straight to the airport after getting the information, he wanted to find information about his only daughter, Mba Mentari. According to the plane's manifest, the name Mentari Zahra Abrisam was on one of the passengers on the ill-fated plane. Nay who was watching television was shocked to see the breaking news of the burning plane.

He saw the names of the passengers. Why suddenly his eyes were fixed on one name on his television screen, Mentari Zahra Abrisam. Nay was more confident because before leaving Mba Mentari sent a message that he would return to Malaysia to guard Haidar.

#Nay's health principle .. Remember now there is a fetus in your body that you need to take care of. Slowly Mba will tell Haidar about your condition. Be patient Nay, after the rain there will be a rainbow at the end#

that's Mba Mentari's message to Nay.

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Nay immediately contacted Mba Gita to confirm the news. Mba Gita confirmed the news about Mba Mentari who was one of the victims on the plane. Currently Mba Gita is with Mr. Isam at the airport. Nay's body went limp for a moment, his hands trembling while holding HP.

"Later if there is further news, Mba contact yes .. sorry now Mba is very busy" said Mba Gita who hastily hung up the phone.

Nay still remembers how Mba Mentari helped her prepare for her wedding first. Although only met a few times, Mba Mentari was able to be a good brother figure and accepted his condition. Especially since Haidar at the Hospital, Mba Mentari was the one who gave videos or photos of the development of Haidar's health to Nay.

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Faqi has been informed by Mba Gita. He can't go home because he has a semester exam to pass. With friends at PPI (Indonesian Student Association) Faqi held an unseen prayer for the victims. Worship also flowed for his beloved sister.

"Rama ... we all mourn deeply, may the deceased be received by Allah SWT, forgiven all his sins and the family left behind be given fortitude in the face of this ordeal" said the head of PPI in England.

Since the lecture here, Faqi's call was changed to Rama (taken from his last name Ramadan) because in English, Faqi was read like **** (jerk), finally from many of his friend's suggestions, he said, he also changed his calling for his own good.

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In the afternoon, Rama was silent in the garden of his campus after the test. Memories slowly appeared. The departure of Mba Mentari is something that is never expected and leaves a real wound. The last time he met was going to college. Advice, affection and love that during his life never tired always given to Rama. Still remembered in memory, the day of Rama's departure to England, which was never expected to be the last memorable gaze for Rama, the wave of his hand when he was going to boarding the plane will be a story that flows tears. The advice in that morning was totally unimaginable would be the last resort.

“Be careful on the road. Take care of your health, quickly graduate and become a family pride. You can certainly be the greatest child that Papi and Mami have" to be the last advice Mba Mentari.

During his college, Mba Mentari who always diligently contact, at least once a week they exchange news, even though most of it is only about Haidar.

Mba Mentari is always encouraging to continue to strive to achieve hope and always try to help to realize all Rama's dreams. His departure is too fast even though every human has his own time.

"Mh.... I miss you, I miss you so much" Rama said as he stared at the clear sky this afternoon.