HELLO SUNSHINE
Hello 5, Let's together
This time Faqi chose to be quiet. He didn't want to add to the burden of his Papi's mind. Although they are always opposite, but seeing Mr. Isam with a sick condition like this makes him worried. It is only natural for a child to love his parents. No one can deny that between Father and his son there must be a bond of affection even though it cannot be expressed.
"But you want to sleep first, you want to meet Papi in the room tonight? Papi was worried that he still felt a bit dizzy. Mba Mentari and Mas Haidar kanya are still busy with their respective cooperation" Pinta Pak Isam.
Faqi nodded slowly. I don't know what's in his brain right now, he just wants to keep his Papi tonight.
Mr. Isam closed his eyes, Faqi looked around the room. A room that for almost eighteen years had never been stepped on. There are photos of Papi and Mami getting married to family photos when Papi Mami only had two children, namely Mba Mentari and Mas Haidar. Only Faqi doesn't have a photo with Mami. Boro-boro had to capture a photo of his birth, because the emergency so all panic.
His fellowship with Mami in this world was only fifteen minutes. There's no memory stored of a mother's warm deck on her brain Faqi. Getting to know her Mama only through stories, videos and photographs that are immortalized. Every Mami's birthday and Faqi's birthday, she must have gone to the tomb. Laying Mami's favorite orchid flowers. Apparently in the room, Mr. Isam put orchids in a vase of flowers.
"Mami .. too soon Mami left, not waiting for the big Faqi. Maybe it would be different if Mami existed. Faqi must be Mami's favorite child, can go to college in a place that Faqi wants without any coercion, feeling the warmth of the house that Faqi has rarely felt. Mom ... Faqi longs" said Faqi while holding one of the picture frames Mami.
Eventually Faqi fell asleep in bed, right next to Isam.
Mr. Isam woke up and saw Faqi sleeping right next to him. He pulled a blanket over Faqi's body.
"Son.pardon your selfishness Papi blames your presence. For nearly eighteen years, Papi ignored you. Every time I see you, Papi is like watching Mami leave. But along the way, Papi saw your potential compared to the other two Papi children. Papi wants you to be a replacement for Papi later, because your thinking ability is much better than Haidar. Now Haidar is only keeping your throne while Nak, later if you have graduated college, the leader will be Papi leave it to you. Our opposite attitude is simply taught by Papi to you. Papi realizes that your two brothers have lived by following all Papi's wishes. But unlike you, Papi free your wishes until now, now is the time for you to follow Papi's wishes. You were Mami's favorite before you were born" Papi whispered slowly in his heart as he stroked Faqi's hair.
So far no one knows if actually Mr. Isam will give his crown to Faqi, a child who when in the womb of his mother brings a lot of luck. Pak Isam's business has skyrocketed and the construction of a second hotel owned by Mr. Isam. Mami often said that children in this womb should be educated better, must be different from his two brothers who can be said to be spoiled because it gets the attention of the whole family and the reel of treasures that are not exhausted until seven derivatives of eight climbs. Faqi is expected to become a more mature person with a life forging. But Mr. Isam even kebablasan in educating Faqi so that this child is more in revolt with the existing rules.
Actually Faqi was still awake, but he was pretending to be asleep. She doesn't want the pleasure of her Papa's affection to be disturbed. Just this time he felt his head rubbed by Mr. Isam. Faqi knew that all parents would love their children, but he did not understand why his Papi was too harsh and dictated to children without listening to the wishes of children.
Because he was still feeling dizzy, Mr. Isam was finally asleep beside Faqi, his heart felt calm beside him Faqi, the son who was actually prepared to become the crown prince. Why impressed them often clash, this is because from a small Faqi rebel type in the family. Therefore Mr. Isam wanted Faqi to know how unfriendly the world is. It's always been backed up if there's a problem. Faqi never felt it until entering a detention cell at the Police Station, because Mr. Isam prepared three famous lawyers in this country just to release his son if there is a problem. Similarly, the school, Mr. Isam became the biggest donor in every school where Faqi demanded knowledge, so every juvenile delinquency that Faqi did was never reprimanded by the school.
After Mr. Isam fell asleep, replace Faqi who woke up and enveloped his Papi's body. Approaching the body of Mr. Isam. He looked at her face deeply.
The face of a man who is very stubborn and impressed dictator, this is very visible from the jaw of the box. Tub betel nut halved the same Haidar apparently. The tired marks already seemed visible, the more viewed Faqi felt guilty.
All this time always against the wishes of his Papi, but Faqi always answered the dislike of Mr. Isam with a row of achievements. The mischief that he did was just looking for family attention in addition to wanting to be a "muck" of course.
"Mi .. at last tonight Faqi knows why Mami fell in love with Papi. Men who seem ferocious when they wake up, but in a sleeping condition very very beautiful and soothing. His arms were warm and reconciled. We have never talked about this Mi, but Faqi is sure, this is what makes Mami stay by Papi's side" Faqi said in his heart.
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Haidar was present at the inauguration of Anindya's first factory outlet. He came with Mr. Isam and Mba Mentari, Faqi did not come because he had flown to England to take entrance tests at several universities, they became a special guest for Anindya today in addition to his core family. Mr. Isam looks fun talking to Anindya's parents in Anindya's room.
Meanwhile, on the back stage, Nay became one of the models who participated in demonstrating the clothes that will be sold at this factory outlet.
Haidar never came to a fashion show like this, for him to see the slow pace of people walking wrapped in clothes that sometimes look strange with unnatural makeup makes him lazy to attend. But this time he sat in the front row because he knew there was Nay who would be one of the models in this fashion show.
Anindya was busy preparing the models backstage. He is really a type of perfectionist, so he will intervene to see the readiness and appearance of the models.
Claps rang out as the fashion show began, especially when Nay showed up. The steps are steady and sure, bringing clothes appropriately. Haidar's eyes can not move from the stage, especially towards Nay.
"Tumben really serious look at fashion shows, there is usually a reason if Anin invited to the event rich gini" ledek Mba Mentari who sat next to him Haidar.
"Yes we are fiancees, it should be a support system with each other" replied Haidar trying to cover his heart.
"Well, Anin has everything. With all the potential and wealth he has, you will definitely be the luckiest husband figure on this earth. You guys clop, both hard workers" continued Mba Mentari.
"Hopefully Mba" said Haidar.
"Kok hopefully .. This is real already in front of the eyes. Do not make the act yes .. later Mba pinch it" joked Mba Mentari.
The name of the person is in love, every look at the woman who is very loved will surely emit a smile from the lips.
"Haidar .. hey ... Haidar.." call Mba Mentari while nudging Haidar's arm.
"What is Mba????" said Haidar.
"Why smile for yourself? married to Anin, right? asked to marry he wanted to munda, eh now menggeliat Anin who stood beside the stage kok tuh ga blink" said Mba Mentari.
"Who is dumbfounded Mba .. This again considers all the clothes really. The concept is simple, ready to wear and very stylish. And more importantly all priced at a friendly pocket of students and young people" spontaneous Haidar gives a reason.
Four years Haidar was engaged to Anindya and all this time everything was going well. Anindya is also a good woman and almost flawless. But, somehow Haidar's heart felt empty and bland towards Anindya since her heart was disturbed by Nay's presence. He did not find the love spark from Anindya, since the past until now has been tried many times, but many times he also failed to build the sense.
Indeed, he used to accept this engagement just because he wanted to please his parents. But the feeling has changed with the circumstances. Moreover, the position of Nay who became his secretary, over time their relationship grew closer, and closer, although several times Haidar sends love signals to Nay but Nay politely try to avoid the signals and behave during the bodo.
Two months of closeness has made Haidar increasingly do not want to be the same distance Nay. That is why Haidar is always present at every step of Nay. There was no day he could pass without seeing Nay's face.
Anindya has booked a hotel room for Nay, because Nay tomorrow is still a model of the shirt distro that Anindya produced himself.
Because Anindya is still busy today, Haidar quickly offers to take Nay to the hotel which is only ten minutes from Anindya's factory outlet.
When Haidar escorted Nay, the position of Mr. Isam, his family Anindya and Mba Mentari had already left home.
They thought that Haidar would definitely stay in this area to support the opening of the second day of Anindya's efforts.
While heading to the car park, Nay's steps stopped.
"Mas should have stayed beside Mba Anin. He needs moral support from Mas. I saw from earlier Mas ga to the back stage, just sitting on a row of guests" said Nay ga pleasing.
"Bored in the atmosphere like that, I am not a fashion enthusiast. It's good that I present today here" said Haidar relaxed.
"But this is Mas's business line. Like Mba Anin who always supports Mas activities, if there is a dinner or wedding invitation, he also joined Mas" replied Nay.
"Casual ajalah .. Our relationship is different with other couples. We are not the new abege boy who is dating constantly wants to hold on. Our relationship is an adult relationship, mutual understanding and support" continued Haidar while continuing his steps and opening the front car door for Nay.
Nay looked towards Haidar. The more he did not feel good about Haidar's treatment was very sweet to him.
"Let's ride .. do I want to carry it let you get in the car?" canda Haidar's.
"Yes, it's not .. just how to see Mas Boss today" replied Nay weirdly.
"Why? getting handsome?" haidar continued with his pedal.
Nay didn't answer, he got into the car.
"His leg was clamped" said Haidar.
Haidar closed the car door and rushed to the bench behind the wheel. He put up his safety belt and started the engine of his car.
Nay cleaned the make up on his face. The streets seemed crowded in the late afternoon like this.
"Our engagement is the will of the parents. For four years I have been trying to learn to love her, but I have always failed. Anin already I think like a sister because we know from childhood. It's hard to change the taste of a sister to a lover" Haidar opened in a cynical tone.
"No one can ever understand how tormented it is to have a relationship like this. Putting on a mask when meeting, living the story just for the sake of a good name of the family" continued Haidar.
"Mas must be responsible for that choice, apparently Mba Anin really love the same Mas. Do not be disappointed the woman who sincerely loves Mas, because the sincere one is difficult to be in the present. What else does Mba Anin try? many women are jealous of their lives. Born with all the advantages, hardworking, beautiful and seeming also very affectionate with people around him" said Nay gave his opinion.
"Entahlahhh. Now feel rich as a ball. Kicked here and there just for the sake of a goal and bringing happiness with the winning goal" Haidar took his breath away, looking once he was too tired of his heart and soul.
Haidar continued to drive his car to the top, saying he wanted to eat at his favorite restaurant. Nay could not refuse because he was already in Haidar's car. Arriving at the restaurant with the concept of a garden, the view of the afternoon before sunset adds to the exotic impression of the place.
"Mas.don't be long yes, it's not good if Mba Anin call and know if we both walk rich gini" remembered Nay.
Haidar remained silent while looking at Nay. His heart rumbled to endure all the feelings he had so often harbored.
This restaurant looks quiet, probably because it is famous for its expensive price. The food provided is actually standard, there is nothing special, but the scenery presented is a high selling point. Who come here on average interested in the atmosphere that is widely circulated on social media.
Haidar chose the right saung in the cliff, so he could see the scenery more perfectly.
The wind started to feel like it was touching the skin. Nay's long hair has also danced since then because it wasn't pigtailed.
After ordering the food, the two set their sights on the mountain range.
"Nay.... happy isn't your life the same now?" ask Haidar suddenly.
"Thank God be happy, even though the family lives a simple life, but we are not lacking. We also love each other. Anyway, everyone was on the tracks. Have a happy family, have a good job, have a fun work situation, including having a boss who is not rich rigid Mas Haidar. Isn't this all a blessing from God? where am I not saying happiness?" sahut Nay's.
"I'm just now happy. Can do things that I think are happy" continued Haidar.
"Can I? Isn't what I have now everyone's dream? apparently Mas happy just in this position" asked Nay wonder.
"People always say that, but Nay, happiness can't be measured as material. What looks outside is not what it really is. That is ... grass neighbors more visible green right than the grass in the house itself" said Haidar.
"Now let alone try that does not make you happy. Mas has parents who are torn to twist, Mas given the position of leader without the need for a career level from the bottom, always get the best facilities from a small and of course a beautiful fiance... how much I should be grateful for this condition. Not everyone gets what Mas got" Nay said as he looked at the sun that was beginning to sink his complaint.
"The wealth I have is just a bonus for the hard work of family predecessors including Papi. The key to happiness is not that we can value the success and the treasures that Nay currently has, not even from how the nature and appearance of the face" said Haidar while wearing sunglasses.
"Primicking face?" ask Nay wonder.
"Yes, we can not be denied, for the sake of happiness and calm the hearts of others we must be able to hide the anxiety of the heart with a cheerful look. Pretending to be happy .." Haidar explained in a very heavy tone.
Food is served in front of them. Not much they ordered, because it was still full it felt like lunch.
"Happiness is born from a positive heart and mind, not from falsification of self-identity" Haidar continued.
"meaning? Are you grateful for the present condition? what direction do we talk about? what does learning the definition of happy?" flip Nay.
"Because happiness is not something we can touch, but only feel. I am tired of Nay as well as all the situations and conditions that hit. And in each step, I always try to instill in the mind a tuh gratitude and always optimistic, because that's how we can go through many problems and trials that are present, because that's why we can go through many problems and trials that are present, keep us up even in a bad state" said Haidar.
"Why did Mas Haidar suddenly have such a serious conversation? any problems?" Nay tried to investigate.
"I said .. I'm tired of Nay. tired of being a Papi doll, tired of pretending to accept a fiance I don't love, tired of the life that seemed to just live the scenario that Papi had made. I want to be a real Haidar. I don't want to always be in the shadow of the big name Papi" began to tear into Haidar's eyes while talking.
"Mas... how heavy is it to be a Haidar Zhafran Abrisam?" be careful Nay asked.
Haidar took a deep breath and let go slowly. He saw Nay's face that nourished his soul.
"Eat first Nay." take Haidar.
Nay who ordered pancakes and strawberry smoothies enjoyed the dish. Haidar ordered spaghetti bolognese, it seemed delicious but because it was not tasty, the mouth of Haidar so tasted bland.
"Nay... Can you look at your face for a moment... Just moment.. I want to pay attention to all the beauty on your face. Because there's shade there. Tau ga if Mas always shady if with you. " said Haidar who moved to sit near Nay.
Nay felt awkward, but Haidar's hand was already holding his hand.
"Mas has been holding this since the beginning of our meeting, holding back the feeling that often makes sleep so often awake. Nay... today Mas will express a taste that Mas always wanted to say .. let's be with Nay, build our happiness" said Haidar while stroking Nay's long hair blown by the wind.
Haidar brought his body closer to Nay who was still silent, not believing what he just heard.
Fucked Nay's forehead, until the daydream Nay broke and immediately stood up from his seat, but Haidar's burly hand immediately held Nay's hand.
"Nay.. believe me the same Mas" pinta Haidar.
"Mas..awakir Mas .. who I am. You should not have a rich taste of gini" replied Nay.
"You're scared because of your status? Status can't be our barrier Nay, I'll tell Papi and Anindya to break our engagement rope. Because Mas love and love you" said Haidar.
"Mas... Nay can't be this kind of actor" Nay said.
"You didn't take Nay's men, I wasn't married, still free to vote. Marriage is not a joke. A world that we will live until we die" replied Haidar reassured.
"Udah is almost Maghrib, we should return to the Hotel, tomorrow morning Nay still have to cooperate Mba Anin" cut Nay while leaving the dining table and walk towards the car park.
Haidar headed to the cashier's desk to pay for the food. Afterwards he caught up with Nay who was standing next to Haidar's car.
After the door button was opened, Nay hurriedly got into the car before Haidar opened the door for him again.
At first in the car both looked clumsy because of the conversation earlier.
"Nay... Is it wrong to love you?" said Haidar breaking the silence.
Nay ga replied, there were tears ready to fall on his cheeks. Many have expressed love for her, but she has always managed to resist in subtle ways. To him meeting the needs of the family is more important than just playing love. You could say he is still innocent to the world of romance. When he felt Haidar was harboring feelings for him, he tried to stay away because there was no conflict. Yes the thinking is simple, do not want to fuss with Mba Anin. He doesn't know what his heart feels. Because he doesn't know what love is.
"Nay... Are u okay?" Haidar made sure.
It rained hard, lightning struck each other. Along with that, Nay's tears could not be contained again. Jebol is already on his defense. Haidar pulled over his vehicle. He held the finger of Nay's fingers. Gently rubbed Nay's face while wiping away her tears.
"Don't cry Nay, Mas couldn't see the woman he loved had to cry. Maafin Mas who has been presumptuous to love you" said Haidar as he kissed thin lips Nay slowly. Either get carried away or either what demon possessed them both. For a long time both lips were clenched. Nay immediately stopped him and asked Haidar to continue the journey.
A lot is raging in Nay's mind right now. This was the first time her body was hugged and her lips touched by a man. During this time Nay always collaborated with a female designer if she became a partime model because she did not want her body touched by men, for her body she will present to her husband later. He is not a devout Muslim, but at least he knows which is forbidden by his religion.
"Sorry Nay. Sorry for the kiss, I didn't mean to be rude, but Mas can't resist this taste anymore" said Haidar.
"We're a lupain yes Mas. Consider it we have never done it" answered Nay directly.